Hello, I am an 18 yaer old girl looking to finally come out

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	Hello, I am an 18 yaer old girl looking to finally come out so to speak in my beliefs. I am not looking for a mentor or just a spanker but a man who will take the role of big brother or even a fatherly (my father passed away when I was young and remains a hole never filled) role in my life. I am new to dating and new to spanking but know this is right for me. I am deeply Christian and I am even the singer in my church. I am quiet and passive and get shy and nervous very easily. I am also exceptionally shy and cry and get my feelings hurt very easily. I guess what I am saying is that I am sensitive... lol. As for what I seek, as I said, a boyfriend or fatherly figure who will take that leadership role in my life and use discipline to make me a better person, friend, girlfriend, lover, daughter. I want discipline to be very strict and very harsh with things like caning or whipping being more normal than just OTK spanking. I know I do not know what I am asking for as I have never been dsciplined, but I want to (in a way) be abused whenever I am not perfect so I know how important it is to keep daddy or my big brother happy. Sexually I don't want pleasure until I am married so sex should only be to make you happy . I should warn you that I am a cpmplete virgin so I will not be good at it. I also want to have lots of chores and rules and not much of a life but him. So please get to know me and maybe we can meet! =) This will be the scariest day of my life, but I hope that I can still be my silly, funny, loving self. First punshment should be for growing up without him where he goes through my purse or bedroom finding everything that makes me an adult and punishes me for it along with anything else my mom may bring up if you meet her. As for how young you can make me.. I am open in that area even all the way back to diapers Just a little update... I had the talk with mom about seeking this as I hate not being honset with her. She wasnt happy but came around to accepting it though not embracing it. I am all she has and she does not want to lose me so she would allow someone to move in here as opposed to me moving away. that would be crazy humiliating to me but if you are ok with it then that is a possibility. I also like the idea of having to wear diapers even if it means changing them myself .. It adds a real dimension to my being a child again And humiliation in general .. so my first best choice is to meet at church for the first time and then live here or begin here. I think my first discipline should involve multiple body parts multiple positions multiple implements and even incorporating the loss of my virginity before during or after to set the tone for the new life I am beginiing.

12/14/2011 2:23:18 PM

I think what many of my prospective daddies need to keep in mind if how traumatic this will be for me. From the moment I first see you in church waiting for me to finish my last song, to hearing you say Hello to me for the first time ever know what this day will become. Knowing the everything from now on will be different adn that I am saying goodbye to my old life forever. Then there is waiting in my room writing lines knowing that when you come in, how bad things will become for me, how i will hear those dreaded new rules that will define my life .. no bathroom, no friends, no money, no possessions, no drivers license, no life ... only this now what is growing. Then as he undresses me never being naked for a man before, the fear, teh shyness ... knowing the discipline that is about to happen and knowing that soon i will be going from a virgin, complete and pure, to way past just sexually active but to sexually subservient.

12/11/2011 11:09:11 AM

A note on humiliation .. that is probably the biggest part of me. The diapers, the submitting to a daddy I just met, serving in front of my mom and even having her involved .. its all humiliation. In that, I want a daddy who will add to that. Who will scare and taunt me with all the discipline he needs to give me, then make fun of me for being scared. To make fun of my body as he undresses me and my shyness. To make fun of my cries and screams and he disiplines me and to never make me feel good enough when he uses me.

12/11/2011 6:08:43 AM

I need to mention that my mom is not submissive and she is not looking to be my sister slave. If we still stay hear she would still be my mom though daddy would be completely in charge of me unless he wanted her involved in raising me and if I needed to be more devoted and subservient even to mom.