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Yes, Im a redhead. No, I am not a stepchild. redheadedstepchild was too long, so I had to settle for gingerstepchild. Also, if I message you, and never message you again, its because I didnt get a response, I figure that you dont want to talk to me, and Im respecting your wishes and just being polite. Also, I spend a lot more time on a similar website with the initials FL, so if you message me and I dont get back to you soon, thats why.
I am somewhat shy about sex, preferring to only talk about it with trusted people. Part of this is because im naturally...well, shy, but another part is because i am still pretty inexperienced in normal sex, let alone kinky sex. Nevertheless, for me sex is very much a trust issue chances are im not just going to jump headfirst into any sort of sex, so keep that in mind. The faceless and unknown people who read my journal entries (ill pretend that someone reads them), though, arent there, so I feel a bit more comfortable talking about sex to nobody. The real reason Im here is to meet people, branch out a little bit, and become more comfortable with my sexuality. I notice it when peoples profiles say theyre taken, so if I message you, I want to talk. Even if you arent taken, and I message you, I want to talk, and maybe make a new friend. If that all works out, and were both game, then maybe sex.
Oh, also, my height-and-weight is accurate. Im short and stockythick. Trying to work off the pudge, but I seem doomed to be a short, pudgy redhead.
Sex stuff aside, I have my own place that I try to not let slide entirely into disarray, and where I try (fairly unsuccessfully) to get into a shape other than round.
Yes, I like intelligence. Truth be told, I dont think I could be in a relationship, even fuck buddies, with someone I couldnt have a conversation with. I am also a martial artist, and I know a handful of styles. My current obsession is escrimakaliarniss (Filipino knife-fighting). I also greatly enjoy cuddling and giving backrubs I have, sadly, become rusty, and rather need practice. I would also love to learn how to cook.
My hobbies include role-playing games (like DD! Talking about non-sex stuff here, remember?), computer games, reading (mostly sci-fi and fantasy), the quintessential music (my big deviance from the norm is a hatred of most country and rap, and a love of IrishCeltic music), and the aforementioned martial arts. I also make jewelry. Last, when intoxicated, I seem to write drunken limericks or haiku. They seem to be quite popular among the friends.
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Sooooo, for my birthday, I guess Collarme decided to give me....spam? Seriously, like one spam message a month before, and 3-4 spam messages today. I mean, I'm flattered, but....this is a gift I would like to return. Where's the receipt? |
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Iz my Birthday! I'm 26! Yay me for living this long! |
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So, obviously, back in CT, and horribly unemployed. The worst part about being unemployed, though, is that I guess it gives me enough time to notice that I'm horny, and then well I just have to take care of that. Which, of course, means time that is not spent on productive things, like job hunting or working out.
*le sigh* |
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Attention people in CT: If you're wondering why a guy in Mississippi is looking at your profile, its because I'll probably be moving back (to CT) soon. |
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I don't dream much, but even my dreams are sexually frustrating.
The one I had this morning, I have a girl up on a kitchen sink (one of the ones sunk into a counter) and I'm starting the oral sex, kissing and nibbling up and down her legs, grazing over her vag, and generally starting the festivities.
But, people walk in, girl jumps off, and that's the end of the sexy part of the dreaming. The rest was me getting ready to get my hair cut....?
*sigh* Even my dreams are sexually frustrating. |
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In reference to my last entry: I kept it in surprisingly long, maybe like 4 hours. I surprised myself.
Nevertheless, I've come to realize that what I need is a fuck buddy that I can trust to work with me in terms of kinks and, most importantly, time. If I haven't made it pretty clear, I'm busy as hell. From one perspective, having a FB would be more time-efficient, as the time i spent masturbating throughout the week would be cut down (probably) and concentrated into one day. So, I'd need someone who I could drain my balls into or on, or somebody who would use me like a sextoy and (conveniently enough) drain my balls. Either or both would work.
That said, so far I've had a decent enough experience on here. I haven't had anybody be a complete ass to me, but that may be because I'm a guy (BTW, ladies, if I did annoy any of you, I apologize).
Meh. To bed. Long day tomorrow. |
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I'm currently more annoyed than usual at my hormones. I have to have a 6-7 page essay written by 9am tomorrow, and what do i do?
Spend something like 6 hours queuing up porn to download, and another hour masturbating, and i'm *still* not clear-headed enough to work, or (apparently) to make intelligent decisions. I've apparently decided that it's a good idea to have my (large) buttplug in not only right now, but for as long as i can stand it. I can't even explain why. *headdesk*
edit: This is my main problem. I'm full of hormones, but I don't have any release save masturbation, which doesn't always scratch all the itches it needs to. So, sometimes I just go berserk with hormones and jerk off like 6+ times throughout the day and spend the rest of the day downloading inordinate amounts of porn. I'm sure you can understand me when I say that it's still unfulfulling, *and* a bad and unproductive way to spend a day. |
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| Age: 28 |
| Regina,
Canada |
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