|
|
|
|
| i am 42 yrs of age, 5'8, dark curly hair, blue/slight hazel eyes and 210lbs. i have always believed that Women are superior to men, not ALL Women... but beautiful and attractive Women. i wish to be used and abused... whether it be sustained whipping, bondage, CBT, hooded... suffering for a Mistress, to me... that is the ultimate in genuine feelings for another. To show a Mistress i am prepared to do this...
To see a Domina, in fetish clothing, boots, gloves, etc etc... being powerful, sexy, classy, cruel... to me, that is the definition of true beauty. i don't want a girlfriend in my life... i know in my heart i need to totally submit to a Mistress, a true Goddess and Domina.
my ultimate goal is to eventually live as a Mistress' 24/7 slave. i understand that a Mistress may need a partner in Her life. But as long as a Mistress would be my Owner, train and guide me... that would hopefully be my role in Her home. This is not a game to me and in the same way You are possibly seeking a slave You can mould into Your own vision of what a slave creature should be? i wish to serve for LIFE... not just a week here or there. i work hard and i'm loyal, yet for all of the hours i work - i feel empty inside. my quest to serve grows with every passing day. It's not about sex! No, no, no! i truly believe in Female Supremacy. i like this website a lot: http://www.elisesutton.com - She is a great author and has many good books. Female domination is indeed on the increase in our society and is becoming more and more widely acceptable. i feel by suffering for a Mistress it is the sincerest way a slave can show his devotion to Her.
i agree with chastity and believe it is a fundamental driver in a true D/s relationship. The male belt can help maintain the slave's focus on the Mistress and in return the Mistress has complete control over the male creature She deems fit to be Her slave. i feel it should not stop there, as cuckolding is a good training tool also. What i mean is... a slave should be kept in chastity until the Mistress allows him release... but what of the Mistress' needs? If by going with a better endowed man and having the time of Her life in so many beautiful ways... why not give the Woman You worship and adore wings? Watch Her fly!
i wish to have my limits pushed and expanded. Whipping, CBT, hoods, bondage, boot and heel worship. One of my goals would be to become a full time bootslave for a Mistress. who's duty it would be to make sure all Her boots and shoes are clean, Her clothes too. i've had enough of my existence here... i wish to move onto the next plane of existence, to serve and be owned totally by a Goddess. i wish to be owned by a dominant, attractive Woman. i know that's almost any submissive's dream, but this isn't a "quick fix" to me, this is all about lifestyle... fulfilling one's own destiny... i wish to belong to a Mistress. A cruel, uncompromising Mistress. Under who's guidance i could grow into my inner self. i am true slavestock at heart and i hope in time i can show You this is what i am. my submission is service based and i am a masochist.
|
|
|
|
