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what i am: i am a submissive girl with slave tendencies. i am smart, funny, beautiful (by others standards) and easy to get along with, but demanding in my pursuit of love and control.
what i am NOT: a Domme, bisexual, switch, or poly. i know where my place is (i may not always stay there, but i know where it is) i am not drug (pot) or disease (herpes) free, so if these 2 items are going to stop you from meeting an amazing person, then keep going, you'll just miss out on a wonderful journey with a fun-loving HUMAN (aka mistake making) person.
what i have: many skills, including cooking, cleaning (yuck), sewing/quilting, auto engine repair, home repair, painting, writing, animal care and many others. i have a FIRM grasp of the american english language, (and some choice phrases in close to 20 other languages). i have a higher than average intelligence, and can bore easily. i have experience as a slave, close to if not over 20 years. i have 3 animals, 1 dog and 2 cats. i also have fibromyalgia, if you dont know what it is, then impress me, go look it up.
what i dont have: money, a place of my own, a decently working vehicle, a Master to keep me in line. (i am however working on all of these items)
what i want: a MAN. a DOMINANT man (note it's dominaNT not dominaTE, dominate is a verb, dominant is an adjective) he should be in Parkersburg, WV, or visit there frequently. he should have a stable, decent job. he should have a vehicle, home, and life outside of this lifestyle. i would prefer he be older than me (but no older than 50) and taller than me (i'm 5'9") hopefully he will be a 'fun-loving DaddyDom', (or be open to discussing Daddy/little girl situations). he should be mentally and financially stable. he should be good looking (to me), i'm not asking for GQ's cover guy, but i'm a fairly decent piece of arm candy, i would appreciate if you were too.
i want a long term relationship. i want it to start slowly. i want it to last 'forever'.
what i DON'T want: a sub, slave or switch man, or ANY woman. i dont want a man-child, aka someone who i have to constantly pick up after. i dont want a man who will leave any cleaning to be done until i can come over and do it. i dont want someone who is old, fat, balding, gay, bi, married, or any other descriptive that shows you dont have your own life fully under control (and yes, age and baldness can be controlled). if you cant control your own life or waistline, you won't be able to control me. i dont want someone who thinks a first date (or first email) is my consent to be told what to do in everyday life from then on. i dont want an abuser, alcoholic, or someone who thinks dominance is about forcing me to do your bidding. i dont want 24/7. above all i am human, not some heroine in a john norman or anne rice book that never worries, pees, bleeds or cries.
what i need: firm, but loving control, a 'steel teddybear' if you will. i need patience and understanding, levity mixed with seriousness. i need to be able to see you on a regular basis (at least once a week if this becomes serious), and when possible, daily contact of some sort, be it email, instant message, text message, phone call or in person.
what i DON'T need: liars, cheaters, fakes, vanishers (the ones who start something then disappear with no reason), bullies, or sloths. i dont need bullshit, or empty promises. i also don't need to be strung along online for an extended period of time.
what i love: everything on my list that is above the 'likes' category. anything from tolerates and up is what i am 'in to'.
what i hate: everything on the list that is 'dislike' or 'hard limit'. if it's not on the list it's at least open for discussion. i hate stupid people, bad drivers and dumb corporate ideas. (i've worked retail, and have lived all over the country, so i see stupid people, bad driving and dumb ideas every day)
if you're still with me so far, congrats, you may be able to handle me. if you think i'm being too demanding, well, that's your business, but with 20+ years in this lifestyle i can choose to be picky. i know what i want and dont want. i know what i'm looking for and will not be someone's little subbie doormat to be walked all over.
i will not uproot my entire life on a first (or even 5th) date. that will take time, and anyone who is not willing to invest that time, isnt worth MY time.
i have natural 34G's (yes that's a real size), waist 28" and hips 35". i am well above your average subbie girl on this site. i am real, kind, loving and service oriented. i am also a giant bitch when confronted by mass male stupidity. i have an extremely quick wit, with genius level intelligence (last IQ count i think was somewhere around 130).
please read the whole profile and journals before writing to me. it may be a bit to read for some, but i took the time to write it all, if you really want to be with me, you should take the time to read it.
also, if you dont have a recent face pic on your profile, please send one with your email. i am real, you should be too. if your profile is not filled out, or only checklists are done, at least have the courtesy to write a little bit about yourself when you email me.
i have pics upon request.
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i cannot (and will not) relocate until after school is finished, which should be in august of 2012, if not later. i am here for ME, not you. i'm not saying i dont give my all in service to my Master, but i am not here to pander to your every whim from the first email on. if you interfere with my schooling, you go away. it's not a threat, just a fact. i have struggled with school for a long time (this is my 5th attempt). i intend to finish this time, and am not letting ANYTHING (or any ONE) to get in my way. (the man i am looking for will understand that, and if you dont, then you're not the 'One', please just move on)
if i read your email and dont reply, there are a few reasons why:
1. i wasnt intrigued enough by your email to respond. (aka come up with a better 1 liner)
2. you obviously didnt read my profile. and were obnoxious, rude, or just plain stupid.
3. i didn't have time to respond at the time i read the email, and will get back to you when time allows.
4. i read it, MEANT to write back, and fibro got the best of me and i just forgot. (sorry)
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to the ignorant ass who told me fibromyalgia is 'fake'....
thank you sooooo very much. up until this point i thought the debilitating pain, nausea, memory loss, migraines, fatigue at the smallest exertion, and aversion to even being touched at times was real.
now that i know that i'm, completely faking it and it's all in my head i feel a million times better. where were you 5 years ago when all of this started? i cant wait to tell my mother, grandmother, aunt and many friends who are afflicted that they can all rejoice in the knowledge that it's "all in their heads".
and thank you again, now that i know that it's fake, i can stop spending close to $500 a month in medicines that i evidently am taking for no good reason. nevermind that they almost completely remove my non-existent fake pain...almost.
now, try spending many years in constant pain, waking up 20-30 times a night, waking up as tired if not more tired than when you went to sleep, enduring migraines that last for days and make you want to vomit every time your head moves an inch, exhausting yourself putting on a pair of pants, not being able to do things with friends because you'll hurt too much or fall asleep halfway thru, and then tell me that fibro is fake....DICK! |
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i am NOT a LMT, i am an ESMT (equine sports massage therapist). yes, i rub horses, and NO there is no 'happy ending'. but there is a severe lack of choices as far as the occupations go, so i picked the one that was closest to what i actually do. i also ride and train horses, and train dogs and their people.
currently i work with more dogs than horses, but come march, i will be giving up the dogs for a bit and concentrating on the horses. |
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as an obnoxious ass pointed out to me, this web site has only been around since 2005. i have been on the site since it's inception and have been on alt and bondage dot coms and been in the lifestyle (actually, not digitally) since the mid 90's. |
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i have been on this site for many years *since the 90's*. this is a new nick due to a stalker. if you want to see pics or read journals, look at profile razorcat.
i am moving to parkersburg in march to return to school. |
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| Age: 24 |
| San Diego,
California |
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