Wow.. such a large variety of all different types of men, women, and kinksters on this site.  I am learning, growing, laughing, shaking my head, and finding out more and more about myself.  Above all, I am being patient, trying my best to be kind to those who are rude, and treating others as I would like to be treated.  

Peace, love, and kindness to you all.  We're all made differently for good reasons.  Your kink may not be mine, and my likes may not be yours.  

Remember... respect is not given just because you call yourself a 'sir' or a 'master' or a 'lord' or a 'man' respect is earned.  Its a pity that more 'men' do not understand this and just demand.  Perhaps you should take a good 'think' about that hmmm?

*curtsies*

"hello 70 yr old dom looking for fun times nsa have a hi sex drive"

*chuckles*... an email from one of the great real doms on this site... *rolls eyes*

I am a gentle spirit, a somewhat broken spirit as well.  Loving, caring, and very giving.  

I lost my own 'Daddy Dominant' in the past year.  We had a rather unorthodox relationship as He was married, and I was single.  We saw each other a couple days per month, spending entire days together learning, and growing.  It was close to five years.

He taught me so much about myself, and helped me to grow emotionally, and mentally into the submissive I am today.

Then one day, He completely disappeared.  I knew He had lost His job, and was searching, and was having difficulties emotionally because of His job loss.  His emails deleted, His cell phone turned off.. completely gone.  

This loss has hurt me deeply, although I am sure that He had very good reasons for His need to disappear, such was our relationship.  We never took anything from each other, nor did we have any unrealistic expectations.  Please do not think harshly, or bad of Him, this was the way we both enjoyed each other.  

My shyness, perhaps a bit of mistrust... and very slow steps in finding another Daddy is such that I need the baby steps... the easing into getting to know someone, and  trusting again.  

I'm not new to this lifestyle, I am not dumb, or stupid, nor am I a doormat.  Using me for your sexual gratification is not what being a Dominant is, so those of you who have emailed such...its your loss, not mine.

I'm growing still, and slowly coming back out of the shell, and walls I've put up around myself, and hope that in the coming months and perhaps even years, I will find that One... who will not only compliment who I am, but who will compliment us both in a loving, nurturing, and calming relationship.

*curtsies*

*smiles*

  Its been interesting these past few weeks.  To all those who have emailed me with a kind response, I thank you from the bottom of my heart.   I am also hugely thankful for the ignore/block option here as well, which I have used often already.

 Once again I am searching, however I am in no hurry, and will not rush anything, nor into anything, and especially into any type of play with anyone.  

 Please do not assume, that being submissive, means I am desperate, or will just jump at any man who calls me 'baby'.

 Finding that right Dominant takes time, patience, trust, and loyalty.  I am more then willing to put all of those traits to good use, and will.  A true Dominant will mentor first.. sometimes for over a year, before beginning on the amazing journey together.  

NO, you will not control me with your abusive emails, or multiple names here.  Or elsewhere.

That may work with most of the submissives you speak with, but not me.  

You can name call all you wish to... my block tab is used often.  

Good Day Everyone....

I have been on this site for a few weeks now, and am slowly finding my way around.  I must admit, I have a few walls up, and they are protecting me as well as my interests here.  

For all those who have been emailing me, and communicating with me, I truly and deeply appreciate you taking the time to send a message.  There is no way I can keep up with them all.

To those who feel the need to email to knock down, mentally abuse, call me a fraud, and attempt to throw your weight around my profile... I may be a submissive woman, however I am not ever going to allow someone to abuse me in those ways.  Your emails will be immediately blocked, and reported. 

To those who are taking the time to be honest, and sincere, caring, and nurturing I thank you for your time, and your friendships...

~curtsies~