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after some life experience i can say that sex isnt all that. i wish it was the cure to everything but its not. as i reflect through my relationships i came to notice that almost every woman i dated wanted to change me at some point. This had me to come to the conclusion that love is conditional. i started to look at a variety of my relationships and although i have incredible friends, family, etc...ive been alone in the crowd.
even though im married but live apart, i still love my wife, i found her trying to change me. my love for her didnt change but her love was conditioned based on me becoming a different person rather than growing in my own way. however, who i am, what i am, is still there, and i wonder if anyone can love unconditionally.
truely, i know a lot of people will judge my true thoughts which very few know. many times in my personal, educational and professional life i just catered to everyone else, knowing most could not accept the feelings i had inside. i want to find a love affair where im going to find someone who will love me for me. im not desperate, im willing to wait, and i dont want to go to bed with a bunch of different women. im not looking to go to bed with just anyone. i want to spend time with one i feel comfortable crying with in the rain. i want to know you and feel you and see if your really out there and will i allow you to travel within my heart.
holding hands and holding each other with truth in emotion and connection are far more important to me than sex. after all, i think many of us could just have sex anytime, but the connection that makes you want to melt with someone and care for them is truly astounding and rarely dissapoints.
im not looking to change someone, however, i am looking for someone i can cherish.
now for me this all about passion. i love ageplay because what i feel is amazing and what i give to my sweet little girl is truely from the depths of myself. ive always found kinky people amazing. the creativity, imagination that from is from within creates a strong bond, and a melting. i want to be able to touch my little girl from the inside and caress her heart and have her know all about me. i think being a little girl has nothing to do with your age and everything to do with you! you will always be treated as a part of me in public and we will age play for real not just in some room.
i understand i am very different than many on this site but this is no joke to me. im looking for the right girl.
i am also looking for friends who want to hangout and do stuff. restaurants, food, cultural festivals, coastline, going boogie boarding, and so much more. i want to have the best kinky friends on the planet. would love to meet some awesome local people
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