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Hello, I am a shy submissive currently just researching the lifestyle. I have been interested in bondage and being dominated for as long as I can remember but have not had the courage to even look into it until recently. I am the type of person that will think on and research things for a long time but once I commit to something then I am in all the way.
I am still not 100% sure as to the type of dominate/submissive relation ship I would enter into or the things I would be willing to do in that relationship, but there are a few of things I do know....
1. Urine, Feces, Blood, Cutting and Piercing are out!!! Those things are too disgusting and/or dangerous in my mind and are COMPLETELY off limits.
2. I am 100% for bondage!!! I have had fantasies about it for as long as I can remember.
3. I am more interested in finding a female dominate than a male dominate.
4. I like my relationships to be private. By private I mean no overt acts in public, no performing in front of strangers, and no recording of acts. Things like hanging out in public are good.
5. At this time I am still not ready for friends/family to know about my interests in this lifestyle.
Now, for the things I am still sorting out...
1. I am curious/interested about being involved with a female and male dominate couple or possible one male dominate. I wouldn't call myself gay or bi because outside of a submissive situations I am only attracted to women but in dominate/submissive setting I find myself more flexible in regard to sexual orientation.
2. I don't know when or even if I would ever be able to tell my friends and family about my alternate lifestyle desires.
3. I know there are things that I am probably leaving out, but that is why I am learning as much as I can about the things I have wanted for a long time. I trying to find out what I am comfortable with......
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