I'd like a relationship someday but, at this stage that's virtually impossible. I struggle to make simple social connections and anything more I find overwhelming. I wish I was able to be more part of things...and I really am a real person here a lonely one at that... lonely by choices not by chances. overcoming this stage of my life isn't going as quickly nor as well as i'd prefer. sappy as it sounds during these dark winter hours this feeling hurts from the depths of my soul.