November 8, 2012

During her ordeal recently, a comment was made to slave that a "true slave"  would never behave in the fashion that slave did.  After spending lots of time, thinking about her actions, slave has a response:

A slave,  male or female, would considerate such an action if their life was threatened or had reason to be concerned if a dominant or domme spoke to her or him in a manner that made them feel unsafe.  Especially, if the slave has been a a part of this community for a long time.  They may take a new name to protect themselves  Where slave will concede is that their particular information should be accurate. 

Thank you Sir for the learned lesson, slave is feeling it deeply within.  It does not feel good, it  hurts and struggling inside a fair bit......slave is a "TRUE" slave, she just did not think it through it, she let her fear of discovery jeopardize her relationships that she would create with members of CM community.  slave used poor judgement and failed not only the CM community but slave failed herself!!