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TXMaster4Life
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Helotesfella
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| I'm a single partially trained female sub looking for Dom male for dating, possible long term. I'm healthy and disease free and not looking for alcohol or drug use. It's been several years since my last Dom and I haven't been sexually active for six years. I will be looking for patience, humor, and kindness. I'm also looking for someone who is as adventurous outside the bedroom as well as in it. I will accept e-mails for discussions.
Everyone has a story and I'm no different. While I love this lifestyle, I won't able to deal with a Master who wants nothing more than humiliation and pain. I've had pain for a life time. I'm still exploring this long suppressed darker side of my nature. Everyday I find something new about myself that I had forgotten or didn't know was there. My future Master will have his hands full with me.
My experiences have not been stretched very far so if you believe you are capable of bringing a sub the pleasure/pain she needs to grow become the woman capable of representing you please email me. I look forward to beginning my training again.
== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
100% Exhibitionist
100% Brat
100% Voyeur
100% Rope bunny
84% Masochist
82% Submissive
78% Boy/Girl
68% Slave
65% Switch
60% Primal (Prey)
58% Experimentalist
51% Sadist
46% Non-monogamist
42% Pet
30% Vanilla
16% Ageplayer
4% Dominant
2% Primal (Hunter)
2% Rigger
1% Daddy/Mommy
1% Degradee
0% Degrader
0% Owner
0% Master/Mistress
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Maybe it's just because I've been out of the scene too long or maybe it's this site or my complete lack of knowledge on how to navigate it or maybe all I am good for now is the Doms I have no desire to serve. Maybe, in the start of my newly acquired middle age (which I think I wear rather well), I'm only capable of attracting the bots and the grandfatherly types. Whatever it is, this particular site doesn't seem to be working for me. Time to up the ante, I guess. |
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The more profiles I look over, the more journal entries I read, the more my own profile changes. What I originally thought were hard limits are now arousing my curiosities. I'm also remembering other lessons my former Dom taught me. Collars, for instance. The sign of possession. But they are also the sign of protection. It might seem a really horrible analogy at first but, my little dachshund does not like going without her collar. I have to take it off when I take her for grooming but when I pick her up she becomes very anxious until I replace her collar. Then she becomes more relaxed and loving. It takes a great deal of trust and respect to obediently wear a collar with pride. But once worn, it doesn't feel right of it's ever taken off. I really love and miss this lifestyle. |
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I've realized today how much I miss the psychology of this lifestyle. I've always enjoyed studying sexual behaviour of people anyway. The why, the how, the why of the where. I've never considered myself anything near a switch until today. I've always looked at myself as a true submissive. Then I came across a profile pic of a guy that I would happily kneel before. I would allow this man to do anything he desired... until I re-read his profile. Then I felt like I was being dared. Dared to argue with him, dared to defy him, dared to dominate every ideal he held dear. That's when I got really turned on. That's when I really took a good look at the other profiles I had previously passed over. I've changed since my last Dom. I've certainly changed since my marriage. The sexual psychology of people. What a turn on. |
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| Age: 42 |
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United Kingdom |
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