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I am a submissive male that still struggles somewhat with the public vs. private nature of my attachment to the BDSM world. My desire to serve, be owned or be in a relationship with a dominant woman has always existed within me. I can remember having innocent, fantasies at an early age involving the girls in my elementary school classes holding me down or riding me (like a pony).
I used to struggle with where this all came from and thought of it as an affliction of sorts. Later in life I discovered that there many others like me and communities devoted to the pursuit of this type of freedom.
I have had relationships with women that have had dominant tendancies, but have not found the right fit. I have been to fetish events, seen professional dominatrices and have been used as a slave for housecleaning. I don't have any continuity with this lifestyle and I suppose I need to become more committed to finding what I am looking for.
I am an obedient slave with moderate experience that understands my needs are not important and that the service of dominant women is my only priority.
I joined this site to meet people, discuss BDSM, learn, gain more experience being a submissive and ideally meet a dominant woman that thinks I can make her happy.
I don't have anyone in my group of friends that is into BDSM (that I know of) so it is difficult to be open about it.
I am a drama free person that is very social and well adjusted. I am active and have a stable career. My job requires me to travel constantly so life gets hectic at times.
I am a responsible and independent person that is not a wimp or pushover in my vanilla life. I actually work in an environment that requires me to be aggressive, confident, in control and decisive. Ironically, this has often led to submissive women seeking me out. I am a real and sincere person.
If I sound like someone you would like to chat with or get to know further, please drop me a note.
alex
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