Hi,

After a bit of a hiatus, I'm back.   I can't run or hide -  I am kinky.   I am an Alpha male in the vanilla world, but yearn to find a Dominant Woman to serve.  This desire isn't new - I can remember sitting in a lounge in college and reading my first story about BDSM in Penthouse Variations.   Let's say that it got my attention.   That is the first time that I recognized that this lifestyle appealed to me.   

Well, I hid that for many years and then it happened.  I saw a Pro-domme and I couldn't turn back.  At the time, I was married, but couldn't let this side of me out.  I suppressed it as well as I could, but I would get to my wit's end and have a pro session.  It allowed me to push my desires back down for a period, but they never went away.   

I've been divorced for over 5 years now - apart for over 10 years.   My desire remains, but it's evolved.   When I first found this life, it was purely sexual.  I didn't spend the time to understand my submissive feelings.   I was all about leather and pain (ok, so that's still there), but now I crave a Woman who demands service along with the play.   I was able to find Someone who helped me to explore that side.  While it didn't work out, I can honestly say that I felt at home while being led and trained.   I would love to find a Woman that not only wants service, but understands that someone like myself needs it.   

I will be adding a picture or two soon, but hope to hear from You if we have similar interests.

joe