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I am a 41 year old male and I have been in a relationship with my girlfriend 3 years . Our sex life from the beginning we were satisfied, but later it has been basic to say the least and we went a whole year without sex. This caused problems in the relationship so we decided to try and make it more fun, we sat down and spoke about our fantasies and so on. Well it turns out my girlfriend is bi sexual which I never knew and she admitted to me that she was quite in to forced feminization and roll play, I was a little shocked and did not know to much about it if im honest, but I said ok we can give it a go, I am open minded and it could be fun. The first time we did anything was about 2 days later. We got in to our rolls and even though it felt weird for me, and I enjoyed it. It was pretty simple, my partner got me to shave my hair of my legs and body, put a bit of make up on me and made me wear one of her nighties, then we ended up having amazing sex. It was the best sex we had ever had and she was very excited and horny. This went on for a few weeks, and I was pretty happy apart from getting itchy all the time from my hair growing back. But it got a bit more serious, she asked if we could do anal ? But she wanted to do it to me. I was a little surprised, my bum was pretty much a no go zone, I told her I was unsure and not really in to it. She said I cant we just try I might enjoy it. So that night we experimented. It was just fingers and It was actually ok, not horrible anyway just weird. We played around like this for a couple of weeks and then the fingers made way for a dildo, it was small but it hurt the first time, but after a while it felt pretty good. We was having some great sex we really where. Things kept progressing with the forced fem theme, I was dressing up for longer at night and more often. Bras and knickers and even normal female clothes to get into my roll. Its started to feel a bit weird for me and I was doubting some of what was going on but i was enjoying it to some extent or else I would not be doing it. This went on for months, anal sex had become normal and we where now using a strap on and in all honesty I really enjoy it. But after two months, we started using hormones, well I was I should say. My girlfriend got them from an online pharmacy which I wont name, we had spoke about this a few times in the past, she was really in to using them, and even though I was against it to start with I figured we could try it. We did lots of reading and homework on them and thought for short term use we will be ok. I have been taking estrogen three months and I have started to feel and look different and I am freaking out a bit, its nothing major, I have become emotional and bitchy a little, I also have a big chest and its actually got bigger. I have also noticed my body hair is thinning and not coming back. I am starting to think that enough is enough now I need to stop, but there kind of a part of me that wants to see whats going to happen, but my girlfriend wanted me to continue with hormones. I thought we have took it to far but I am actually quite in to it all , sex was great, and my girlfriend and I were closer than ever and I did not want that to stop. I was interested in what the hormones will do to me ? I was enjoying getting in touch with my feminine side and the closeness its bringing with my partner. I was actually felt really good since I've been taken the hormones, I have spoken with my girlfriend about things that could happen from taking them, to her it turns her on massively and I thought that's rubbing of on me and then turning me on. I have started to grow boobs, I have lumps under my nipples and swollen nipples and areola, and even though I'm thinking this needs to stop. I was interested how long I could take female hormones before come effect of permanently changes on my body. After talking with my girlfriend alot about this, we felt we are in a good place relationship wise and we are having fun, and then I continued with the estrogen and anti androgens taking. We have been talking about other aspects of my feminization, like laser hair removal on my body which in all honesty I did not mind. One day my ex-girlfriend told me that she has a solution to enhance and speed up my feminization. And she then made an offer that I could not accept. After that we split up. Not long after, she moved to Germany for work, and I stopped taking hormones. My body is soon back to normal. Even now I am sorry that I broke up with her. Maybe I should have agree to her offer and surrender to her completely. After all, I'm here because I want to find a woman who loves forced feminization and with which I will continue where I stopped. With the right woman this time I'm ready to go all the way. Please contact me only serious people.

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slavealexia
 
 Age: 19
 City of Angels, California