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fedupwithlife

Soon to be approaching 40 year old slave. been used emotionally all my life by cruel and wicked men/women and now fed up with the normal problems of day to day life. I wish to enter an environment of never seeing the outside world again, no more choices to ever make again. I am not looking for instant death, I seek a life drawn out in a pattern of cruel and sadistic use and time of lonelyness and isolation. I am and have always been a masochist, even offering teenage boys when I was at school to kidnap me and experiment on me. I need a creative and furtive mind to make me suffer as if i am at any moment about to die and make me feel this for the rest of my days. I am single, no living family ,apart from my foster parents and they are in their 80's now and infirm. My house is sold and monies have been allotted to various charities and for my relocation expenses etc. I have no health issues that may affect long term incarseration. I am not seeking to be kept in someones garage or under there stairs, I seek genuine sadists with a penchant for enforced capitivty.I am willing to sign or read out on video any agreement to repress any worries of criminal comeback on you for my ill treatment. mutilation is one thing I wish to suffer and animal sex its not for some but they pose the greatest fear to me so I must cross these knightmares i look forward to hearing from genuine replies only. please supply some proof of basement/dungeon and equipment,not just copied and paste pics from google images. respectfully becky
kalieena
 
 Age: 31
 Rock Hill, South Carolina