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I am a fifty year old submissive woman residing in Madison, Alabama.
I will be meeting my dominant Mentor before the end of June...we are new and at this time quite hopeful that things may direct us to a real time relationship.
"No greater joy shall there be~than my complete surrender to the One~who truly treasures me."
©11-28-04 feather.
"Be who you are, and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind." Theodore Geisel (Dr. Seuss)
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I am in Peoria, AZ now, but am still fifty, for a few more months!
Just met a wonderful dominant man on Monday, of this week and look forward to our next date. Sweet, sweet anticipation!
So, no, I am not looking, just hanging out when I am bored. I'll update my profile later.
Humbly,
feather
aka
feathr
aka
story_of_moans |
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When It Is Time
I must walk alone in my faith
that He exists
and
one day he shall come
when I am ready
when I am prepared
He will fetch His lil one.
Surely He has seen
and watched me
over
the passage of time
The day will come
when He takes my hand
and says:"Come,
lil one, you are Mine."
So I shall weep no tears
as I journey alone
no fears shall
strangle me.
For the book was
written long ago...
He shall come,
when
it is time
to claim me.
11-27-04 feather aka mjwr
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Wishing everyone a wonderful and safe...
Spanksgiving!
~f~ |
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It took a little bit, but I've put closure on my last relationship, no sense beating a dead horse...besides subbies are much more fun.
Am I ready for a new one? I doubt it, besides working three jobs leaves little time...probably part of the reason the last one didn't work.
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I do not feel that I have to compromise my needs as a woman, nor as a submissive woman; thus, the dominant I choose to walk beside, will understand me as I am, as I will with him. |
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I've rented that little house that spoke loudly to me when I passed by it. I'm moved in now and in the process of getting it into the homey state! I am absolutely in heaven here!
I am still dating the local dom I met at a munch here about a month ago. Things are slowly progressing, with great comfort for both of us. One just never knows who the Creator will set upon your path...but I do know, everything happens when it is time.
I've met wonderful dominants on here, but for me, I do need real life interaction on a regular basis. My well wishes to those I've spoken to, I surely do hope you find the happiness and partner you seek.
If you are in northern AL be sure to find your local groups in Yahoo. We have some awesome groups here to be a part of. I recently attended an annual picnic with local lifestylers...over fifty in attendance and it ROCKED!
I've met and have become friends with many sisters locally and that is so nice to be able to do as well, nothing like sisterly bonding.
Well, life calls me away, just thought I would do a little update.
Humbly,
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I had a wonderful Fourth of July, hope everyone else did. I went for a bike ride with a local dom, though Mother Nature cut the ride short...it was nice having the wind blow through my hair again...seeing a lake, watching the water fowl shaking their feathers off when they crept ashore.
Today I hope to spend some time with a couple (in lifestyle) and have some food on the grill, wow, two days off in a row is great! She is also a poet and he will be helping me with my upcoming www site...smiles...soon to come...be watching for it, if not here, in my yahoo or MSN profiles.
I am story_of_moans in yahoo and right now am known as His feather in MSN...His refers to my Creator btw. Please no unrequested whispers or IM's, take the time to send a letter of introduction before invading my space. I multi-task when I am on-line and often do not appreciated being intruded upon.
One of my MSN groups is found in my yahoo profile, an msn profile is required to remain a member.
Okay, enough ramblin'...smiles...hope everyone has a lovely day!
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Celebrate our FREEDOM, our COUNTRY, our Service MEN and WOMEN!Celebrate, safe, sane and consensually. Practice safety in all things you do, lives are precious.
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As simply as I can put it....
"I suck at on-line."
Why?
Because if you are over a hundred miles away, you won't be going to the munches I attend, nor the demos, you won't be by my side to keep away suitors. I am not putting my social life on hold for a fantasy, for a hopeful, for anyone, because I am involved in the lifestyle locally. I am going to go out to dinner, I am going to go to munches, I am going to participate in a local demo.
I have a life to live where I am, I am not going to to down a promotion, because you want me to join you someday. I lived seven months waiting for somedays to happen...the worst seven months of my life.
I am not going to turn down that little house for rent because I may be moving.
No more time to write, work awaits me.
Have a lovely day!
Humbly,
feather |
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Her love is a double-edged sword.
Each time she loves
Her heart is wounded~
a little bit more.
Copyright May 2002 feather aka mjwr
(Sorry the first version had not been the actual final version. Yes, this verse still holds true today)
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I ventured into the chatroom last night....The Lobby and had a fantastic time with the other members, male and female. If you haven't checked out the chat room may I highly recommend it!
Work is going wonderfully!
That's my lil update, hope everyone has a good week and a safe holiday weekend!
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Well, I return to the work force at 11 a.m. Perhaps real life will prove to be more successful than this on-line banter.
I know my One is out there some-where. He shall be revealed to me, perhaps when I'm not so dom-shy and skittish.
I'll be in and out, but won't be here as much as this past week, have my own groups and site tasks to tend to; but I needed a little breather and spent it here.
Truly, this site is quite awesome and fairly user friendly. Kudos  to those who made it and maintain it...at no cost to us...that is truly amazing and appreciated!
Some of you have my email, feel free to write me if you wish.
Be Safe, Be Sane, Be Consensual
Know the Risk, Be Aware, Consenual Kinks
"Be who you are, and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter,and those who matter don't mind." Theodore Geisel (Dr. Seuss)
http://groups.msn.com/DomsubToThineOwnSelfBeTrueRL
(MSN Profile with age, sex and location is the rule to remain a member)
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I tossed my thoughts for the day into the message board.
http://www.collarme.com/forum/m_11576/mpage_1/key_//tm.htm#11576 |
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~smiles~
I've met some "nice" people here. I just noted a dom joined, whom I had met at a munch group in Michigan...smiles.
I do have several friends from my real world and those I've known for a couple years or more from on-line, who are members here. Even my roommate and landlord are here, and several from the local munches which I attend as well.
Rather nice having received some pleasant mail in the last day or two. And I appreciate those who understand my need to step back a bit and take a bit of time to get to know someone. There are those who respect that...smiles, I find that most honorable. Thank you.
Have a wonderful day!
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Laughs~ Well a 'dom' certainly made me chuckle in the wee hours of the morn...I sent him a brief little note saying WOW! (Which I thought was pretty nice to say.) Then I noted our distance was extremely far and also mentioned I had met someone here I was kind of interested in. Which to me meant being honest.
So anyway here I was, complimentary and honest.
Well....HE CERTAINLY SHOWED ME!!! I received an unkind email and assume I've been blocked. Not that I'm crying over that...I truly thought he might have said thank you. I so love men that act so childishly and call themselves doms. Oh, sheesh, get a clue.
~~giggles and ~~flutters off to bed~~
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Ohhhh mannn! Darn, darn, darn!!! I lost my duct tape!!
Won't say who wrote this, the person does not matter.
He says~I'm not here to impress... (Quite obvious.)
He continues with "My (duty) is not to please, it is to be pleased."
Speaking for myself, of course, I would hope my dominant would attempt to impress me long before I am "owned" by him.
For if he didn't, surely I would not have any reason to become "his" in the first place.
I love to serve my One.
I love to please my "One".
Why?
Because he has given me reason to want to, not because he is a pompous~~~~ what's the word I look for? Oh! Just fill it in yourself~smiles~ safer that way...afterall, I do try to be relatively "nice".
lil winged one aka featheryOne
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Being that subbies do read other sub's profiles...smiles...I do wish to remind you to remember: Safe, Sane and Consensual!
Please don't be a guinea pig for new doms who wants to try out this new "kink" they have just found, send them off to a munch group to meet other dominant men. Oh, how I do shudder when I read some of these profiles seeking a sub to try out their new wares on.
Also know, as a human being...which you are first and foremost....you are worthy to be treated with respect. You do not need to sacrifice your intelligence, just to be with a man who thinks he is a dom.
Yes, there can be some pleasure derived from humiliation, but if it breaks your spirit, who is going to care for you when you are bouncing off the walls in a psych ward?
Do learn your limitations. Understand Safe, Sane AND Consensual. Understand Risk, Aware, Consensual, Kink. Get sisters to talk to
You do not "have" to buy into the 'Love my Master, Love His Dog' concept, to be with a dominant man.
You choose a dominant man, that desires the same things you do. People were created with brains, please, please use them.
~slips off her lil box of mountain-fresh dryer sheets~and flutters away
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A quote I received today from a dominant man:
"If you are anything less then equally as important to a Master then he is to himself... run fast : )~" Blue Wolf
Smiles, I do and shall take heed Sir. Thank you for sharing your thought with me and best wishes on your journey through life.
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With the help of a new friend, I discovered there is a Creative Writing forum in the Message Board Area...I've posted some of my erotica there and more will be forthcoming.
Happy to report, today I have only had interesting and friendly mail from here, smiles, and that type of mail is most appreciated.
Humbly,
feather |
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Just a little message:
No, I don't seek a Marquis de Sade clone.
Yes, I seek a committed dominant man, but not one that should be committed into an insane asylum. Sheesh!
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"Don't you trust me?"
She rewinds her memory, thinking of all the circumstances, words and happenings that have happened since they met.... shakes her head "No."
Eyebrows raise.
"What have you done Sir, to build that trust?"
Silence follows.
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Surely, you would know, I do not disclose all things in a profile...some things are just not for public broadcast and only shared with someone that has taken the time to get to know me.-----------I am not the "POOF" -you-are-mine-instant-slave (actually this is nearly how my last interaction with a dom, was~it ended pretty much the same way). ----------So sad, for someone who had over 25 years of experience of being a dominant, which of course, included TPE and M/s.-------Truly I do know all about the supposedly life-long committment M/s is supposed to have; however, I also know human beings tend to be ummm what is the word I search for? ------------Ahhhh, yes,....human.---------~smiles, softly~ now who thinks I don't have a sense of humor?  ------------------ featheryOne |
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Taking note of the dominant men on their soapboxes, bemoaning the number of submissives that do not respond to their mail~let it be known, the same happens to us submissive women as well.--------
Now, why in the world do such domly men, have such poor manners? And it is, we, who are to be guided by them? Um, I think, not! 
---slips off her lil box of dryer sheets~and flutters off~
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I've learned how to navigate in here a little bit and am happy to state I've actually have one name in my list of favorites...smiles, of course, I have not heard back from him yet.
Ooops, there is one other I had better add, I haven't only because I've known him on-line it seems like forever!
lil winged one aka feather |
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They walked
into the room,
heads turned.
For the fire
between them
blazed.
Unspoken words
exchanged...
His requests~
her obedience
as soft smiles
played
upon their lips.
No visible collar,
nor leash~
none needed.
On-lookers could tell
without question,
that the two were
eternally bound
in one heart,
spirit,
and
soul~
Master
and
His slave.
© 3-22-04 feather aka mjwr
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To the men who cannot read: No where in my profile does it say I am a "slave girl".
To further clarify: I am not an on-the-road subbie for lazy men.
Humbly,
featheryOne |
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What do I wish to experience? WAX PLAY!! Of course, by someone skilled. |
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Oh, pleassssse have a photo available to send by e-mail.
Please, if you are balding or your hair is now grey...be sure your photo reflects this. Photos that are ten years old are not desired.
It's rather a shock to meet someone who had full head of dark hair in the photo, but is grey and receding in real life. This certainly does not help build the trust, which I need in a D/s relationship.
~smiles, thank you kindly~
feather |
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Oh, one of my long-time quotes has been:
Prove to me you are a dominant, and I will prove to you I am submissive.
It should say...
Prove to me you are my Dominant, and I will prove to you I am your submissive.
Having had a dominant husband for 14.5 years, I know the type of dominant male personality I blend with well. I know how he was able to mold me and provide the nutrients to make me blossom.
Surely, I am not the submissive for any dominant male.
I know not all dominant men wish to love their submissive woman.
I know not all dominant men take great care in preserving their submissive woman's spirit (the essence of their being).
I know not all submissive women do their very best to serve and please their One.
I know not all submissive women are sexually inclined to serve their Master's needs.
I know I need to love my Master, before I can truly serve Him as He wishes to be served. I also need to know He loves me and I am very important to Him.
Smiles softly...just thought I'd tack that on here, as not to offend all the dominant males by my words. Each and every one of Uus are unique in Oour own ways, as is each Ccouple.
Humbly,
feather
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Yes, I tend to come and go in here, my apologies. But that is about to change.
I will remove my profile when I do enter a 24/7 long term relationship, in real life.
I have removed it in the past, to try to give a man undivided attention. But, obviously, I have not found my One.
Sooo...here I am, the one known as feather. I have spelled my name so many ways here , I had to change it a bit to log back on. Many of my MSN friends do call me the feathery one, some call me lil-winged one. |
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