slavery has helped me to take the steps needed to become the woman i always wanted to be. slavery has allowed me to let go of societal norms which say i should be an intelligent, self-sufficient, independent woman. slavery has allowed me to traipse through the dark corners of my mind and realize that there is nothing wrong with being a woman who belongs to a man. nothing wrong with a woman whose sole purpose is to please him and take care of him, and give him every fiber of her being. slavery has also taught me that there is no shame in sexuality, and that embracing my sensual side should be encouraged and explored, not hidden or locked away. slavery has shown me that fantasy can become reality -- and the reality can surpass the fantasy.

i am fortunate to have found an Owner who understands what a slave needs. he's willing to kick my ass when i need it - and sometimes when i don't but he's just in an ass kicking mood -- and he's willing to pick me up and brush off my pants and put me back on the bike when i've fallen. i relish the control he's taken, and even when i don't *enjoy* the use he may make of me, i love the fact that he does it anyway. i've always wanted a man who was willing to take what he wanted and force my compliance, and a man who isn't swayed by tears or pleas of mercy. sometimes its gentle, sometimes its rough as fuck, but its always for his pleasure.

my slavery to Master has given me many things, and now i want to share it with someone else. i would love to find a woman who has the same desires to serve and be used as i do. i've never been involved in a poly relationship previously, but i'm very intrigued by the possibilities that are opened up within that context. a woman who can be my best friend, confidante, lover, and partner in crime sounds like a wonderful, wonderful thing. even more than that, though, is that i have a strong desire to give Master everything he could possibly ever want, and a fellow slave who has strengths where i have weaknesses (and vice versa) sounds like an incredible way to fulfill all three of us.