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| The images serve as reminders and inspirations. They represent what I seek to cultivate in my ideal slave - complete ownership, control, and power over both mind and body.
Although I had been fascinated by the dark, the perverse, the unconventional forms of lust and passion from an early age, I was bound by the expectations of "vanilla" society well into my young adulthood. Those expectations, even when conveyed in soft words by loved ones, can imprison you more hopelessly than a maximum-level penitentiary. You don't want to disappoint, upset, or disgust the ones closest to you, after all... and so you continue to trudge through life, head bowed and eyes downcast, hoping the fire for something more--something different--will eventually go out.
It took a long time for me to even acknowledge that the seeds of deviance were hidden in my heart--and even longer for those seeds to bloom. As much as I loved many elements of normal society around me, I eventually came to accept that when it came to my passion, my sexuality, and my masculine fulfillment, I could not compromise. I could not bear the expectations of others more prominently on my shoulders than my own. Having made that peace with myself and forged that self-promise, I pursued my dark curiosities without looking back.
I've learned and loved. I've fallen and risen again. With each relationship, friendship, and experience, my personal brand of dominance has grown and evolved.
And so here we are.
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