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Oh God. A big scary white box. I was feeling open minded and adult until I saw the big scary white box and now I want to crawl back into bed and hide behind my teddy bears. Maybe if I just started off by telling you more about them? The big one is called Rupert, not to be confused with Rupert Bear. He is a giant King of bears my parents bought for me at Hamley's because I'm such a good girl. He gives the best hugs. His gay best friend is a fluffy white ball of cuteness called Hugo. He also gives the best hugs. They are both sat next to me on my bed as I write this. Say hello to Hugo and Rupert! I don't want to tell you my name because I don't know who you are and you could be a big scary axe murderer who wants to creep up on me late at night and do nasty things to me. Instead let's call me Violet because that's my favourite colour and it would so be my porn star name. Say hello to Violet!
What is Violet doing here? Excellent question anonymous axe murderer! I have been a naughty girl. Even with two lovely cuddlebuddies like Rubert and Hugo looking out for me I've managed to get myself into trouble and look at websites I shouldn't have. Some of them have pictures on them. Some stories. Some even have videos of things that don't look very hygienic! When I first found them I just thought they were silly and found it funny how weird the world was and weird people were for liking such crazy things. It just made me want to find out more and see what other weirdness people were into and what the weirdest thing I could find was. That rabbit hole leads to some very funny places! Then of course the strangest thing happened. I started searching out for those weird and funny websites more and more and the things I found there started to seem less and less weird. Then oh my god. I became a weirdo too!!
Who is this weirdo? I am 18 years old and from Cranleigh. I still haven't passed my driving test (boo hoo 4 failed tests) but anyone worried about my age can see my provisional and then commiserate with me that I still have to ask my parents for lifts everywhere! I am single. Before finishing my A levels I went to an all girls sixth form where the manliest thing within reach was my Maths teacher and her badly bleached moustache! Not that the lacks of boys stopped us from finding them! Ok I think I got sidetracked? Where was I? Oh yes... I am a single independent educated young woman who is free to do what she likes with whoever she likes. Now I just need to work out what it is I like! My journeys into weirdoness has led me to think about all kinds of things but the three fantasies I've thought about the most are these. Please don't judge, it's the internet's fault I swear! In no particular order...
1) The Schoolgirl forever. School is brilliant and the most fun even with all the horrible teachers bossing me around and telling me to study. I've fantasized about having a Daddy dom and living as his permanent schoolgirl daughter, never aging, never getting a job and never having to move Hugo and Rupert off my bed! I would have my own pretty pink room, lots of toys oh, and yes, a very naughty Daddy.
2) The what if I'd been born poor? My family is middle class and I have had a good education and opportunities. I've fantasized about what it would be like not to have had those privileges, being able to wear nice clothes, do nice things and spend as long as I like having the laziest of bubble baths! I suppose this fantasy is a reversal of fortunes. I've fantasized about what it would be like to be dirty and disgusting, not having nice things, not being able to wear nice clothes or look pretty all the time, having a crappy job. I've even fantasized about what it would be like to sleep rough and live on the streets and the lifestyle that would follow from that. There are a lot of kinks that can or could follow on from that but my fingers are tired from typing and I'll leave those to your imagination!
3) The alternative alternative. This is definitely another humiliation fantasy. Even in magazines like Grazia you are starting to see more and more people with dyed hair, tattoos and piercings. The 'alternative look' is everywhere. Only the other day I was reading an article about how tattoos negatively impact upon your future job prospects and I asked my Mum what she thought and typically, she said that people "like that" look stupid and will regret it later. This of course has led me to fantasizing about what it would be like to be one of the stupids with the dyed hair, tats, piercings and weird clothes, taking snapchats of myself at Mcdonalds, drinking too much and falling over in bad nightclubs in ridiculous heels.
Hopefully you now know a little more about me than you did before! If I've piqued your interest why not message me? I don't bite I promise. Just put the word 'flowerpot' in your message somewhere. That way I know you've read my profile!
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