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Ich werde dieses Profil in englischer Sprache verfassen, da die Mehrheit der Nutzer dieser Website englischsprachig sind. Wer des Deutschen mächtig ist, kann mir aber gerne auf Deutsch schreiben! Thank you very much for your interest in my profile. To begin with, I must admit that I - persumably like many others on this site - turned my back to what is considered "normal" sexuality, already during my time as a high school student. I have always needed an extra kick. This is just how it works for me. It was also early that I found out that satisfying my needs could also be a lucrative source of income. After high school I became a university student majoring in German and English, and I financed my studies fully through opening my legs in the service of professional escort agencies, but also through continuously serving people to whom contacts had come into being already in the time before. I graduated successfully, and I am now qualified to work as a teacher of German and English at German high schools. I did however never really embark on a school teacher's career, as serving in submission just happened to be so much more tempting to me (apart from the fact that it also turned out to be much more lucrative). Towards the end of my academic studies I had a fix master who systematically trained me to serve in ways I had never experienced before. I was driven to extremes of ever increasing intensity, and the newly acquired skills paid off as my master offered them to clients. I can accept one male fist anally, and two male fists vaginally. My urethra has been widened by sounds to the point of being able to accommodate one male index finger. I have been trained as a pain slave welcoming whips, crops, canes, and paddles. And my pussy lips received some holes which can either be filled with rings or left empty. Through my master's strict training, I have ever more deeply been introduced to the realm of limitless service to extreme-minded people with special tastes. And I strongly feel that this is my world. This is what I want to do. This is where I see my future. I want to go the final step into a total submission to a master, mistress, or couple who will own me for the rest of my life, and take my training further. It should be based on a 24/7 TPE live in situation, which is not possible with my current master. He is married, his wife is aware of the situation, and hates it. I need to serve in a context where my potential will finally fully be challenged. It needs to be an educated lordship, able to address extreme things in a cultured way. Even though this may be very hard to understand for people at loss of a poetic mind, for me submitting to the extreme is always a romantic experience - romantic in the sense of 19th century horror romanticism. The horror and the extreme can drive a person into very specific states of mind, which I can hardly describe in words. This romantic perception of the extreme is however reduced or actually destroyed, when the tormentor is at loss of the ability to display his lordship over me in terms of elegantly sharp worded strictness, and rather chooses to reveal a much simpler perception, expressing himself merely using vulgar terms such as "bitch," "fuck," and so on. Please understand that I cannot reply to people who already formulate their first introduction in this style. If you should be interested, please rather send me a message in standard English (or German) elaborating on your professional and educational background, on your experience in training submissive individuals, and on your plans for me.
lovedem
 
 Age: 43
 Miami Beach, Florida