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Well, it started as I was at a bar drinking and playing pool after breaking up with a girlfriend. A group of guys came in together and as the night went on a few of us were playing pool against each other. One of the guys a tall muscular black man talked me into going over to one of their homes to drink and play pool for free. The group of us continued to play pool and drink. However, as the night went on this particular guy kept encouraging me to take hits off a joint and make me his special cocktail. I became increasing lightheaded and mentally clouded. Not like anything I had experienced before. Everyone was leaving but this guy and his roommate. The tall muscular black man talked me into crashing at their pad due to how intoxicated I was. However, there was a catch. I was only allowed to sleep in his bed and no one was allowed to wear clothes in his bed. Despite my doubts he somehow convinced me to do so. I remember telling myself Id stay WAAAAAAY over on the other edge of the bed away from him. As time went on I fell into a sort of haze and he made his move. He scooted toward me and began to play with my overly sensitive nipples. I must have made a noise because he said something to me and moved against me. Even though I wanted to get away, run away, I could not bring myself to do so. It seemed like I was in a trance. He began kissing my neck and shoulders, nibbling my ears and roaming his hand along my body, playing with my nipples and penis. I then felt his huge cock slide against my taint then it slide between my cheeks and rest there as he manipulated my body and mind. I didnt want this. I wasnt gay. But, it felt so good. His words were brainwashing me to do whatever he wanted. He slid down my body and began to eat my ass. I bit my lip and moaned. He continued this for some unknown time before flipping me onto my back and taking my balls then penis into his mouth. He licked and sucked them until I was hard. He put what I think was lotion on my penis and his ass then sat down on it, taking it fully into his ass. He rode me for a while and ordered me to play with his LARGE cock, which I did with only a little hesitation and doubt but, lots of shame. It was at this time, the time I touched his cock with my hand, that I discovered just how large his black cock was. I my fingers couldnt quite touch my thumb and it was at least 2 hands in length I feared and prayed and tried to convince myself that he wouldnt try to fuck me. But, thats just what he did. When he decided he couldnt wait any longer he hopped off me, through my legs in the air and lathered up his large black cock and my virgin white hole with lotion. He told me he was going to fuck my virgin white ass and I was going to love it. He put his large head to my hole and steadily pushed, without relent, into my ass until he was buried fully into my gut. I was writhing in pain, tears in my eyes and pleading for him to stop. He did not He told me it only hurts at first and the pain will go away shortly. He would go slow until it feels good. I squirmed, I pushed, I tried to get away but he continued to fuck my violated hole. But, true to his word the pain subsided and was replaced with a fullness I had never experienced. It felt like he was going into my stomach. I bared down for relief which ended up just giving him easier access and quickened his pace and force. He started saying things like I was going to be his white piece and a great fucktoy. He said hed be my sugar daddy. After a while I just gave in and let him fuck me. I closed my eyes and tried to take my mind elsewhere but, I couldnt. All I could think of was this large black cock that was taking my anal virginity, the shame and selfdisgust. I wanted him to cum. Not so much to please him but for him to be finished. He finally did. I felt shots in my guts. Hot, forceful shots. Then he pulled out, his cock limp but not any smaller. My ass BURNED. It was on fire. It was cold inside. I couldnt figure out why until this man who had just fucked my ass commented on how pretty my gaping open asshole looked and how hot the oozing mess coming out was. I reached down and felt around. My ass was indeed open and I couldnt get it to close I was ashamed. I was scared it would never go back to normal. I was furious. I wanted revenge. I told him that since he fucked me it was only right that I fuck him. He told me I only get to fuck if I clean his cock. He then grabbed my head and pulled me to his cock, shoving his cock into my mouth and making me choke on it. But, I did as he insisted. I cleaned his cock. I sucked it, licked it, tasted every disgusting last inch of it. It would barely fit into my mouth and I couldnt take half of its length. But, I completed my task. He rolled over and insisted that I eat his ass to get it loosened up. I tasted lotion and sweat. It was not a pleasant taste. But, again, I did as I was told. When he was ready I was let to shove my penis into his ass and fuck until I came. He sort of chuckled and asked if I came. When I answered affirmatively he ordered me back between his cheeks to clean up his hole as he pushed my cum out of his ass and into my mouth. I gagged but, swallowed. I think I fell asleep after that because the next thing I recall it was daylight and my ass felt like it was leaking. I used the restroom and all I heard was liquid dripping into the toilet. I got dressed and snuck out of the house and went home. The whole time my ass was burning and aching from the violation of the previous night. I avoided the muscular black man if I saw him out. He tried to pick me up on a few occasions afterwards and I always refused and came up with stories to not get roped into being fucked again.
Now, years later I want to experience being the fuckee again. I want to experience some of the humiliation and shame again. I want to know just how much my hole can take over time of course. I just dont want it from a man. My 3 main masturbation themes are pegging, shemales and pissing. Rarely can I get off to images or thoughts of normal sex. It needs to be unusual, kinky, subversive. It seems like other than my wanting to be a fucker as well as the fuckee I get most excited about the submissivebottomtwisted toy.
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| Age: 33 |
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Kansas |
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