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i can't do r/l. that won't change. i just can't right now. i don't know anything about this lifestyle but i really want to learn. i'm shy but when i get to know people they find i'm crazy. completely and totally. so be nice to me. :) i'll be nice back.

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8/1/2005 5:22:07 AM

in the mood for another ramble.  wow.  first i'll put in some poem i wrote ages back....its not very good.  its called just another girl


she was just another girl living just another day
she was just another girl who never got her say
just another little kid sitting all alone
just another worried mother waiting by the phone
just another story in just another book
just another person who wasn't worth a second look


just another scream in a world full of pain
just another broken mind in a world already insane
just another leaf on just another tree
just another jail where nobody can be free
just another hand on just another clock
just another door with just another lock
just another tear forming in her eye
just another man who knows he cannot cry
just another argument with another broken dish
just another child with another pointless wish
just another father creating bruises on his wife.
just another teenager ending their own life
just another cry for help, a single waving hand.
just another tiny problem, just a grain of sand.
just another homeless man, another starving child.
just another animal taken from the wild.
just another word that means basically nothing
just another helpless bird with just a broken wing.
she was just another girl sick of being just another face
she was just another girl who disappeared without a trace

so anyway humans.   i have met so many great people on here. but just friends.  this place really doesn't have that many weird people though. like i get emails telling me positive things and telling me i should change to what people want me to be.  positive things are ok..unless i'm in one of those moods where i want to stab normals.  i think i manage to respond nicely..or strangely.
that will be enough of a ramble.
except.
people who kill spiders are cruel inhuman murderers. lol. they are so adorable.


farewell humans. i'm sure i will get even less mail now. 


6/11/2005 5:53:59 AM
Alright i'm in the mood for a ramble.. um stop asking me for a picture..coz i onli give my pic to people i trust and that is not many. i think pictures mean nothing except shallowness. But thats just me... i tend to think most people are shallow. people keep trying to change me. and change who i am. they think by councilling me or telling me everything i think isn't true that i will become what they so desperately want me to be. i can change my habits but not who i am. and god forbid i say what i think...which may be twisted but all the same. i love poetry and philosophy. i have pages and pages of poems..not very good but mean something to me. i'm wiccan. i believe it is a beautiful religion and i like it because the god and the goddess you don't have to think of them as real. they're just that part of you. they're inside you. i love that. mind you i'm not realli that peaceful. if someone hits the right nerve well then..i feel sorry for them. heres a hint: don't say suicidal people are idiots..and don't pretend to know about something you realli have no idea about. i am gothic. darkness is on my side. i hide from the light. i was normal but people hated me for no reason and i changed and now i am what i am today. i trust no one and i tend to hate everything. but don't let that put you off :) i'm very polite with my hate. now i'm going to shut up before i deter everyone from e-mailing me bye all

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 Switch, Age:  25
 Mumbai, India
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