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| I'm not exactly sure where to start. This is all a bit new to me. I've basically been what I'm gathering is called "vanilla" up until recently. Well, technically I suppose I still am. But I recently dicovered the world of BDSM and can't seem to focus on anything else. I've never considerd myself a very sexual person, but now I feel like maybe I just didn't understand my sexuality, and now that I'm learning more about it, I'm finding that it's a very big part of who I am. Or at least I think it is. It's hard to say exactly what I'm looking for. I don't think that I would enjoy too much pain, but I think I might enjoy humiliation, or perhaps objectification. I mean, I'm sure I could endure, and would even enjoy hair pulling, or spanking, but I'm not sure about anything more. I tend to fantasize about rape, being talked down to, being used, shared, and made to feel like a slut. It's a little strange for me to admit, but those are the thoughts that seem to overwhelm me on a daily basis.
A little about me: I'm a 23 year old nursing student, and I work part time as a waitress. I've had two boyfriends, who were both completely vanilla. I have no actual experience in any form of BDSM, but I am incredibly anxious to learn. Besides that, I'm really a very boring person. I like to stay home and read or cook most of the time. I enjoy getting out as well, but I'm not much for parties or crowds. I have a very conservative background, and to look at me you would never assume that I had these kind of thoughts. I have long blonde hair, brown eyes, and usually dress as conservatively as I act. Pretty enticing huh? Thanks for taking the time to read my profile :)
*One more thing, I will not send naked pictures, or get naked on camera. I also won't meet someone after only one or two conversations, and I'm not really interested in anyone over 50. Thanks*
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I've heard more horror stories than I can count about this site, and will admit that I didn't expect much when I created my profile. I figured I would get an interesting email here and there, but probably nothing serious. I was mistaken. I have made a couple of friends who I have truly enjoyed sharing my thoughts and feelings with, and hope to make more. I thought that I needed to find a man, but I'm starting to think that at this point, I really just need to find myself, and I'm happy to say that I'm finally starting to do that. I suppose it makes sense that before one can truly submit themself to another, they have to know exactly what it is that they're submitting. I'm having a wonderful time figuring that out. |
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Is happy to have made a new friend. Thanks for the advice and the kind words. I really needed them. You know who you are ;) |
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I don't want anyone wasting their time, so I'll just say this now: I don't want to join anyone's family or household, and I won't resond to couples. It's just not for me. I'm looking for one person, and I'm looking for someone is interested in being friends first, or at least taking the time to get to know be before propositioning me. I would prefer messages that say more than just "hi" or "good afternoon." I'm getting the feeling that a lot of the women on this site get overloaded with messages, and I'm not likely to respond to ones that don't really tell me anything. I'm not saying, go out of your way to impress me, I'm just being honest. I'm also not really looking for anyone over 50. Hopefully that will make this a little easier |
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