i am not moaning i am simply stating how i feel, so very many messages. Once i have looked through and deleted all the one liners and occasional (very uncalled for) 'sad bitch' mail, i read all the decent, interesting, thought provoking replies and just don't know where to start, i cant reply to everyone, or at least i guess i could but not in detail. How do i know who is right or worthy of more time because so many share this kink, Help! i know this is what scared me away before and i don't want this to continue to be an unfufilled fantasy. i have experienced a small amount of Daddy/daughter roleplay in a D/s relationship aand really wish to explore it further. For now i am going to continue the thought that started in an earlier post..

i look up disappointed as you stop me playing, learning to please you with my mouth, i want to carry on because i can tell how much you like it and making you happy feels so good, you say 'It's ok, Daddy will let you play again later' and i wriggle back up next to you, tired and happy, ready for sleep but 'Now Daddy is going to touch you, it might feel funny and tickly but i want you to lie really still for me' You use your hands to push my legs apart, telling me to open them really wide, trapping one of my legs with one of your own. i feel nervous, though excited too because i felt funny feelings between my legs when i was sucking you and part of me wants you to touch me there but i don't understand why..

As soon as you start to gently touch my clit i jump and try to move my legs, you tell me sternly to lie still for you, to tell you how it feels as you rub a little faster though still very gently 'it feels good Daddy' i breathe and you watch me as i try to keep still, as you keep on touching my special place, i am breathing in gasps when you suddenly grab me hard and tightly, squeezing my skin, i let out a shocked moan of pain and you relax your hold a little 'Daddy likes to make you feel good, sometimes though i have to hurt you too, to make sure you remember to keep being a good little girl ok' i quietly say ok as you start to touch my clit again and you tell me 'sometimes Daddy will have to tie you up, with your legs open and your arms held down to keep you still so he can spank you here, and here, you reach up with both hands and pull on my breasts, which have grown alot since you last saw me, you twist my nipples and i put my arms around you because i dont know what else to do with them, you are hurting me but i sense better than to push you away and still, that little part of me does not want to anyway. You return your attention to between my legs and hover with fingers around the entrance to my vagina, which is wet and ready for you though i do not know this. Slowly you push 3 fingers inside me deeply and move them around whilst looking at me and saying 'this is where Daddy goes when you make him big and hard' i am struggling to keep still and my breath is fast as you tell me to feel you 'It's big Daddy!' 'Good girl' you say and you lay on top of me, between my legs, you kiss me and i have my arms around you looking at you. 'Sshhh' you soothe as you start to push inside me and i tense up as i feel you filling me 'Well done, Daddys good little girl' you say as i put my legs up in the air involuntarily, trying to fit you all in. You tell me to hold onto the bars at the top of the bed as i cry out and you put your hands under my bottom and fuck me for the first time..

After when i am back laying in your arms i kiss you, you are happy and tell me to touch myself where you had earlier, i do and as i start to relax you ask me if i liked having Daddy inside me 'i did' i say 'i could feel you in my belly' you laugh a little and hold me close and ask if i am making myself feel tickly and nice 'i am' i gasp 'something's happening Daddy!' You tell me its ok, and not to stop, you hold my hand to guide me, to help me have my first orgasm and as i cum you hold me tight and tell me i am your clever girl..

Pages of messages, will read and respond to as many as possible, it's going to be hard to find and dedicate the time to finding the right one, that is what put me off the site before, but i know what i like and can't keep ignoring feelings that wont go away. One liners and nasty mail will of course just be deleted but i will try to respond to as many as i can. please dont think i am rude if i reply way after you have mailed me. i want to write a little more thoughts, maybe continuing what i started the other night..  oh and to me curious about diapers did not mean i am into adult baby stuff, that is a real turn off, i think i put curious about it in a humiliation context, i like the thought of being left really needing to pee, not allowed to go and maybe having an accident on the towl you sat me on or something, Daddy is cross but kind, i have to clean myself up, maybe in a cold bath.. be very ashamed and apologetic..

i dont know, it's just something that interests me, would like to explore.. Definitely not interested in anything other than pee, no dirty nappies or anything <bleurgh> Probably not nappies at all, like i said just the humiliation side of wetting myself..

i would like to read some mail now.. will get a nice pic sorted later to send to people/person that i feel a connection with, all my pics are of me at festivals and silly stuff, i know i will have some mail still saying i am fake but i am comfortable in the knowledge that i am not and that this may take time, hope all who read this are well x

i have come to stay at yours, its bedtime and i want to sleep in the big bed with you, you have agreed, you dont allow me to wear knickers at your house and we realise i have no pajamas you tell me that it is still ok for me to sleep in Daddys bed like that, you come to bed a little bit later, i cuddle sleepily up to you and you put your arm around me. My arm is around you, i am stroking your belly when my hand accidently touches you, i move my hand to touch more and ask you what it is. You tell me 'it's Daddy, you can keep touching, it feels good for Daddy' So i do, stroking and touching til curiosity moves my head down further, to your thighs where i look up and ask 'can i kiss it' you tell me i can, that i can suck it too. So i do, timidly at first, telling you that it's getting bigger, licking you then sucking some more, loving it until you stop me..   

 Ok some messages saying i obviously have no imagination as i want others to describe stuff for me, not true and i shall delete immediately any horrid mail, however it has inspired me to write a little teeny bit of what my brain has been imagining and i may possibly update a little of the likes etc in my profile before i go to sleep. Thanks for reading, i am not fake, i just want to be sure i am talking to the right people/person out there and the best way for me is to read how they describe what they seek x

Loads of messages, thankyou, but none just simply telling me what you would seek in a daddy/daughter play session or relationship. My fault totally as profile is very brief, did it quickly after days and weeks and months of imagining.. i kinda thought it would be easier to hear what people liked/expected/needed then see if it matched my needs... Quite a few replies telling just telling me to read their profiles, on which there was usually no mention of age play.. i am not being lazy, to somebody who tells me what they like and i like the sound of it too, i will happily talk away.. :)