12/7/13
Master has instructed me to start keeping an online journal. Even though I keep a personal journal for my eye only this is a little different. I feel exposed.
Ok so here we go.
I am very new to the llifestyle. In fact this is my first
M/s relrelationship. I met master back in May and we really connected. We have a lot in common and similar interest and values.
I have open myself up to master but I always feel that he is holding back and I am not serving him as he needs and wants to be served. I care about master deeply my love for him grows deeper and deeper each day. He has expressed that he cares deeply for me, but I still somtimes feel a little insecure. Especially since we are 3 hours away from each other.
I have experienced a lot of firsts with master. Things that I am finding that I love. Like when master spanks his pussy and ass barehanded. I would like to see how it feels with a riding crop and I want him to flog me. I love when master chokes me while he dicks me and slaps me. I never thought I would enjoy these acts, but I love them. I think I love so much because of what I feel for master. I want to serve master completely. |