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The photo will mesmerize the submissive mind. It's how a mouse feels when in Her powerful intense gaze - utterly paralyzed, he accepts willingly the fate She chooses for him. Keep that in mind when you approach. Seeking a sub boy (or little girls longing to please)for use and development.? I prefer local, but if you meet all the criteria, I am open to other locations, provided you will relocate.? However, I am most certainly not going to relocate you here on any terms.? This area is far too expensive for most people.? I am open to My own relocation given the EXACT right circumstances.?? I don't get involved in online training as I don't expect you to answer to an image on a computer screen nor attempt to do self-bondage or other nonsense.? No slave would ever be allowed to administer that type of thing to himself.? ? You must be active and take good care of yourself (attraction is not always strictly physical beauty - that's a male thing) and interested in serving in any number of ways.? Many options and scenarios are possible.? You can approach Me with ideas, if you wish.? What do you bring to the table?? I am not interested in your money or weird blackmail situations.? This is a real, not online, connection.? You have to figure out what types of things would be of interest to ME. That's the real test. ? you must be: ? 1)? Educated - I will find out if you are not - your articulation, eloquence and education shall be apparent.? I like to discuss and debate current events, philosophy, literature, history, the humanities and ideas.? I prefer advanced degrees and am one of the few on here who truly appreciate all the work that goes into them.? you must be able to hold your own in those areas.? If We have to talk about basic spelling and grammar, I will end up your editor instead of Mistress.? If you cannot form a cogent argument and debate from a position of knowledge, I will get bored of you even faster.? Obviously, if English is not your primary language, then I shall make allowances of grammar and spelling. ? Critical reasoning skills - I expect logical thinking, making conclusions based on a foundation, and not spouting biased opinions dressed up as "facts."? If you don't understand the difference between an opinion and a fact, then We will not be able to find common thought.? If you don't have an extensive vocabulary and command of college-level English, then I wouldn't be able to properly communicate with you.? ? 2) Elegant - Your demeanor and manners must be impeccable.? Watch "Downton Abbey" if you have no clue what i am talking about.? Good grief, it is really sad that I have to refer to television shows.? That's unfortunately the main source of knowledge today.? Thank goodness for My dear Brits - we've lost continental manners here in the New World.? At least they are kept elsewhere (along with civility).? We've given way to a coarseness of language and conduct that I find closer to Neanderthals and the various tree-swingers determined to destroy anything of the Arts and Letters.? As far as manners and decorum, I like the way those career servants know what their Masters/Mistresses' wants and needs, even before they do.? They quietly anticipate, plan and execute those tasks (even while completely invisible in the household) which make them so valuable.? It's a very polished skill.? I am saddened that we (as a society) somehow denigrate or at least do not celebrate those who are so skilled.? you must know how to dress and present yourself appropriately in ANY situation. ? 3) If you present me with a list of what you want me to do to you and all your nasty little fantasies, you probably won't hear much from me.? If you don't yet get the concept that you are here to serve me, not the other way around, then I strongly suggest you pay a Pro-Domme to meet your needs.? I don't negotiate. ? ? ? Photos and Friend requests:? ? Please, dear god, do NOT give me that Facebook friends request thing (add Me to your "circle").? If i wanted to be on Facebook, I would be there.? I am not interested in being another "friend" or "trophy" on somebody's profile.?? I come from a different time when we actually talked and spoke verbally to our friends.? If i see another one of those childish requests, I will immediately consider you as another faddish, superficial and silly creature manipulated by bread and circus.? I would strongly recommend turning off the silliness and reading something meaningful.? And that means shutting off the biased social media "news" and reading something of true value.? May I suggest actual literature? ? Additionally, if I see a bunch of women's photos you've collected on your profile and you want to add me to your pile, I will likely assume you are superficial and have self-esteem problems (which is why you have to prop yourself up with the photos to "prove" your value). ? ? ? No, I am not going to put up a photo here to titillate you.? There are thousands of Pro-Dommes who will take your money and provide your fantasies.? You can jack off to them. I am only mildly interested in your fantasies, if they pique mine.? I value My privacy and yours.? Keep that in mind. Also, the minute I post a photo, then the reptile parts of your male mind may only focus on "pussy grabbing, tits, etc." and you no longer hear anything I say.? I am not a whip-wielding, corsetted caricature of Wonder Woman in black stiletto boots, I am far beyond caricatures.? Posting photos will guarantee a flood of those types of requests.? ? I do not get involved in Facebook, Twitter or any of the rest of it.?? I am not interested in your photos of either you, your fantasies or your fantasy Mistress.? your first clue - start thinking like a Woman, not a male.? We are not as driven by physical beauty as you are nor are we obsessed with your cocks.? I am not interested in your cock or your ass beyond how I would use it as a tool for My own purposes.? When I see your cock as your primary photo, it tells Me all I need to know about your motives, needs and focus. ? ? ? I have many years of deep D/s and M/s training both in the United States and Europe. I am familiar with SSC, RACK and TPE. I take safety very seriously.? I am not one of the silly little girls pretending to be Domme' so you can go visit their webcam and buy Amazon items for them. I take this lifestyle incredibly seriously and consider it a long-term journey of development, not primarily sexual kink.? If you like multiple sex partners, scenes and playing in dungeons on Saturday nights before taking off the black leather costume and returning to your vanilla life of quiet desperation, then we are probably on far different paths.?? I am not interesting in exploiting anyone.? This is far more intense and valuable to waste on trying to extract something (including money) from someone.? I shall leave that to the scammers amongst us and I will figure you have the intelligence and common sense to know the difference. ? ? A word on the value of submissives/slaves.? There is this bizarre notion that if one serves, one is of low value and should be treated as sub-human.? Nothing can be further from the truth.? Becoming the best slave you can be, makes you of great value to those who appreciate the work you've done.? Look how we value nuns, nurses, firemen and other who selflessly serve others.? I don't have any need to humiliate or denigrate people who devote their lives to serving others.? I think it's beautiful.? And no, you're not an "it." you have a gender (XX or XY), there is nothing wrong with validating who you are.? If you feel more connection to another gender, that's not an issue either.? your gender identity is your business and nobody should convince you otherwise. ? A word on masochists and others who may have been damaged by other people in their lives,? if you're into being humiliated and hurt, then perhaps some therapy would be of use to you.? I mean that in the best way.? Don't allow yourself to be abused in pursuit of what should be dealt with by a trained professional therapist.? I do grieve for all the wounded puppies searching for validation who are mere fodder for predators.? No, I don't "play" with? hypnotism - you will submit yourself of sound mind and determination for service.? Leave hypnotism to licensed professionals.? you will be paralyzed by merely the sight and sound of My eyes and voice.? ? One more time ...? I am not a Pro-Domme.? you wouldn't be able to afford Me anyway if I decided to take money for what I do.?
9/5/2017 3:26:13 PM
Be here when I demand ...
9/1/2017 8:05:42 PM
I grow wiser and My eyes narrow Where is My prey er ... boy?
8/19/2017 3:04:31 PM
I am the Star, you are the satellite. 
8/17/2017 12:13:34 PM
I truly adore real boys who exist solely to serve Me. one rises above the others. ...

So few are worthy - the rest are good intentions , but won't put in the real work to truly capture My total focus.

i shall venture to Folsom Street on Saturday to begin My preparations. Mr S's beckons Me.
8/12/2017 11:04:05 AM
I put boys on their grateful knees, eyes lowered in both dread and anticipation. Sight and sound controlled by My black leather hood, padlocked from behind. I reduce you to My plaything. I manipulate your mind, your senses, your soul to My will 
8/2/2017 9:03:39 PM
I now grow more spiritual - purring for My boy. Anticipation for the inevitable, drawing it out like a bow.
7/30/2017 12:43:05 PM
I am filled with optimism.  There is a joy and wonder to discover in this world that few in vanilla could even comprehend. It takes trust, dedication, training and a real appreciation for chivalry. True submission lies in strength not weakness. 

Only he he can lift Her to the heights that highlight Them. 
7/14/2017 9:16:59 PM
Boys are funny Don't reach too far....
7/12/2017 8:28:01 PM
I shall have dinner with a loverly vanilla Lady friend. She is drawn in such a powerful way. 

Perhaps I shall have a fling with Her to empower Us both. How can One not enjoy the nurturing arms of a true Sister."  Maybe a sub at Our feet ready for any shred of attention. No watching allowed little boys, sorry!!
7/12/2017 8:13:50 AM
There is a magnificence to a devoted slave, proudly bearing his Mistress's collar. he is sublime and serene in the knowledge he is totally encased within Her being; Her essence. he is truly part of Her. She will move him to the ecstasy of sub space so he may experience the full joys he deserves.

he is and will do exactly as She wishes - he only exists to bring Her pleasure and service.  She will bind him to Her with leather, silver chains or simply the power of the mind. his subservience is the most secure chain of all - he cannot ever break it. To do so violates everything he has ever believed in - a man must have his principles (I just set them for you).  

Does a Woman truly make a man in every sense?  
7/9/2017 8:06:03 AM
My corset will be finished soon. I feel powerful within its embrace. I like the gorgeous hourglass shape it gives Me. I shall have a fabulous satin bustled gown and veiled top hat with a special little riding crop
7/6/2017 4:02:34 PM
I need a boy who can deal with many levels.  

If you wish to stay on the Neanderthal level of "i want my kinky fantasies fulfilled - what game must I play level," then I shall likely lose interest, again ...

silly boys - I REQUIRE authentic.

i have no regrets, I make no apologies.   My dear Isadora Duncan ...I shall channel Her tonight.   My scarf so haphazardly in the breeze behind My convertible... I shall prevail in art

you should be more attentive ...  sigh 
7/4/2017 3:50:06 PM
There is such a depth in the discovery of the synergy between Mistress and slave. One must be trained to go those distances in the psyche and then add the bdsm kink. That's only available under strict supervision. One can lose hours in utter ecstasy of continuous sub space ... not for the faint-hearted regardless of your fantasies and primal urges. Ah, but the puzzle pieces must fit precisely.
7/2/2017 5:43:22 PM
I can wait, still and patiently... for centuries 
6/23/2017 10:42:34 PM
How multi-faceted are you? you wanted a list ... you are Prince Charming, but never in an obvious way. you honor the idealistic girl in Me. We Ladies have our ideal males, too as you boys crave your ideal females. Learn to see OUR perspectives, desires and deep cravings. you are My fierce protector, the quiet bodyguard - I cherish your male strength - I have no need of weakness. Slavery requires incredible inner strength. you are My utter slave, quietly anticipatong My every need. one with Me, embibing yourself with My essence. you are the danseur who lifts his prima ballerina high above him, his strength allows Her to fly in sheer grace and beauty as We all aspire to ... I shall bestow upon you that of which you are worthy. Seamless. I am simply and forever most, your Goddess. Did you think you would get to select yout ideal Mistress? Funny boy
6/23/2017 10:38:42 AM
I do have a specific need for a boy in the Bay Area (not Sacramento).  I have a group of other Ladies who would so enjoy use of a very cute boy toy who knows how to take care of Womyn the way WE want to be served (so tone down the dirty little fantasies).  you should be so lucky ... There will be no contact with biological males - this is a group of Womyn. Note, I have NO intention of exposing any of Us to a petri dish of STD's.  I have no use for boy whores - think well-spoken, classy and a delightful companion - a male Geisha?

Can you be suave, dapper and a total gentleman to woo Us?  We'll see... Obviously, your application should include a photo and how you might be of use to Us.  Perhaps you might end up owned by the Group, exclusively for Our use. 

This is adjunct to My continuing search for My perfect little owned boy who will be exclusively for My use. 


6/23/2017 10:34:55 AM
How callous and cruel things continue to go - there is no sense of caring for one another anymore.  It's all "dog eat dog" isn't it?  males do such a great job when they are in power.  When are people going to learn ... when people are dying on the street?  I guess that's okay if somebody in power needs that third house in the Hamptons.

I note the call is continuing to be to silence Womyn.  What are they so afraid We are going to say?

i enslave that which I shall cherish. They enslave that which they fear. 

Mistress K
6/20/2017 7:52:01 PM
Now I purr... the solstice approaches 9:24 pm - June 20th A spiritual time which binds us all through the ages when We are closest to the Sun. Without the sun, life could not exist. I watch people worship their male sky gods, ignoring the health of Mother Earth and failing to recognize that we are both given life by the sun, yet can be destroyed by the greenhouse effect. They ignore the obvious in front of them chasing mythical male "kings" who promise benevolence, yet destroy and kill. The most ludicrous part is males trying to invent ways to give life to each other, thereby invalidating Womyn with their mythical stories. Humanity can overcome, but I fear Hobbes was right. Keep vilifying Womyn who can lead the way for preservation and enhancement of life in your silly Nietzschian quest for power, destroying everything along the way for things that will never really matter. So primitive Oh yes, I will be the only thing you will be allowed to worship. I will own all of you.
6/20/2017 7:18:09 AM
Ah yes, the tyranny of scammers, players, and those poor creatures of quiet desperation who Must content themselves with but only an ersatz world of D/s within a cyber fantasy. I am certainly sympathetic with the plight of those drawn in by them, but be VERY clear, I highly value My own privacy (unlike our current "post it all out there in utter narcissistic glory" culture). I have no compunction nor feel compelled to demonstrate My authenticity at a faster pace than I wish because you were drawn in by an inauthentic person online. It is not up to Me to make up for their deceit. If that puts you in a fit of angst, so be it. As I have stated before, if you cannot tell the difference by simply My writings alone, then I can assure you We have little to talk about. Go be well and fight the scammers all you wish. I have no use you either of you. I require vetting at My pace and in the manner I choose.
6/19/2017 8:41:23 PM
One word of advice ... Learn what Womyn like - not what you wish We desired. I don't want to see a photo of your ass, cock or favorite chastity device. Good grief. Think of a photo that I may want to see.
6/10/2017 8:39:41 PM
you will be on your knees at My very gaze. Desperate to please Me in any way you can. I will whip you, cage you and ultimately overwhelm you at My whim 

Do you have the boldness, obedience and compliance to tempt Me to come take you?

ah yes, you have to live the dichotomy of loving and hating Me at the same time.  Or do you little boys need simple answers to complex issues?

Don't mess around with Me, boys. Go find a Pro-Domme for your own kinky desires. 
5/29/2017 11:36:34 AM
Either you boys will figure out how to read Me or you won't. I cannot make it any more clear. Go play with the Pro-Dommes or learn what real service is - I don't train kindergarteners, I elevate valuable slaves who have taken the trime to perfect themselves worthy of My attentions. Think of Me as a Ph.D program for real lifestyle people. There are worlds far beyond what you can comprehend with your reptile minds. Sheer dogs sniffing around for the next pungent sexual encounter loaded with risk and carnal satisfaction. Do you really expect Me to take you seriously? Go pay a Pro-Domme for Her transactional satisfaction of your animal lust. you simply bore Me with your single-minded pursuit of your own needs Sorry, but either evolve or die off. Although with what's going on with healthcare, the times are limited for dinosaurs and anachronistic adolescents who are clueless May I be more clear? Or do you want want your man-heroin of ego-gratification? Maybe reading and learning the Female perspective is too hard for you ... I am sure there is a football game or some gun to go shoot. I grow more exasperated. you boys are lucky I am as gracious as I am ... Mistress K.
5/17/2017 3:10:10 PM
Now is the time - write your CongressPerson every day. ?This must end. ?The Russians are laughing their asses off at us. ?This is unraveling quickly. ?Scary times because stupid animals caught in traps always react in the worst way. If you support this insanity, I suggest you never approach Me. The punishment would be far worse than you could imagine. I am a Dominant Professional Woman in CA. Get a clue. That's not a "saucy" flirtation- that's a warning. Our Democracy is in danger and those who are complicit ...
4/26/2017 11:21:50 AM
"The Handmaid's Tale" is streaming today on Hulu.  This is probably one of the most influential books triggering My feminism and sense that We need to protect ourselves, not look to males to do it.  Recent events are bringing this powerful book a little too close to home.  I very much encourage reading the book, but at least watch the streaming video - this is what befalls they who don't learn from the past ...

males in full power are never good for Womyn.  Somehow, under plutocracies and autocracies, misogyny is given full-blown encouragement, not unlike what is going on today.  One can always judge the health of a society by how it treats its Womyn.  

Do We need to keep stressing that you only diminish and put down that which you fear? So scared of pussy power - being under the spell of a sexual Woman who knows who She is and what She wants.  So sorry We threaten males so much.  male abuse of power is nothing but fear.

submissive and slave boys are so much further advanced. they move beyond the need to gratify their own egos - Well-adjusted, far happier and not caught up in all the nonsense taking this world to the brink of destruction, all in the name of male ego.  

4/22/2017 8:47:50 AM
Do you wish to draw closer to Me? Write something that will amuse Me, inspire Me, intrigue Me. Sorry boys - no lists. you have to show Me who you are inside, how well you've gleaned what I want from My owned property and tell Me. If I don't respond, you haven't inspired any response. It's not personal, I just have to prioritize who I respond to, based on what interests Me. Don't attempt to box Me into some Dominatrix comic book character who whips you up into sub space while you get every sexual fantasy fulfilled. Oh yes, you "offer" Me your need for chastity, for bondage, for obedience. Have none of you read Br'er Rabbit? I see through all these ploys, even if you don't yet even know you're doing it ... Of course you want those things - We already know that. Don't bore Me with reiterating the obvious. Who do you think I am?
4/15/2017 4:24:08 PM
you so want Me to take care of you. I have everything you have ever desired, yet .... No, you must earn it.
4/8/2017 12:42:27 PM
My power grows and I am reveling in it. I don't need you boys half as much as you need Me ...😈 I have more in My little "bag" than you can possibly imagine. I have tried to be subtle, I have tried to be coy. Clearly, you boys need a sledgehammer. I shall not sink to your level. Go back to the cheerleaders who will rob you blind. . .I know exactly how to take you to heights of ecstasy and crash you to submission. Those little cocks who run you. Ha Ha - so Darwinian your egos aren't enough to get you anywhere beyond fucked by Helen of Troy and Aphrodite. I laugh.
4/2/2017 8:13:23 AM
I will now endeavor to be more supportive and compassionate to other Womyn. Make no mistake, We are under assault. We are not here to compete for male attention. I never cease to be amazed at females clawing at other females for "going after their man." Why don't they hold the unfaithful lusting dog responsible for his own behavior? those boys sit back in full smug ego- gratification while they are fought over. males egos are the curse of this world and must be under full control at all times. Cling to your power boys as you take the world down in fire. Nietzsche was right. I will put My compassion into the Womyn who are learning to exercise and consolidate Our own power. Only males who can recognize their own limitations (and proper place in society) have any value to Me.
3/30/2017 7:45:47 PM
I note today there continue to be a multitude of events designed to further denigrate Womyn. The most egregious has to be in IA where a bill was introduced (and hastily withdrawn) requiring permission from an unmarried Woman's (of ANY age) parents before allowing an abortion. Shades of Saudi Arabia here - mature adult Womyn getting permission from a parent. HF 53 SF 471 This further lowers My value of grubbing Neanderthals still trying to drag Womyn around by the hair. Evolve already ... what world do they really think they want to go back to? The true danseur in all his graceful strength, lifts the Prima Ballerina far above him. She is held as the swan She is by his strength. he prefers to not be in the spotlight. he is never threatened by Her. he, above all things, wants Her to soar - the sparkles around a shooting star.
3/26/2017 9:14:26 PM
I am getting empowered by you. Does that not constitute the "ultimate service, especially in whatever place I confine you.
3/25/2017 2:26:30 AM
Yes, My standards are high. you wouldn't respect Me if I allowed anything less ... if you truly understand Who and What I am.
3/21/2017 2:46:35 PM
It is time to talk about "value."  If you wish to be property, you must raise your value accordingly.  We can talk about "romantic" encounters or We can talk about transactions.

males have always talked in a transactional basis.  you want the Womyn to "fall in love" and not worry about the esoteric issues.   We have bought that fantasy of "Snow White" and "Cinderella" long enough.  Read a bit about Walt Disney if you really want to understand misogyny.  

I have spent My entire life building for this - should I expect anything less from a valuable slave?  I am not a swooning lover willing to overlook the work you should have done in preparation because "it's love."  We are Womyn, We have a harder road in terms of opportunity, salary, etc.  If I got as far as I did, you have to have gone even further before I shall take you seriously as worthy of My time, experience and attentions.

It seems a Woman's value is now sinking to some silly notion of arm candy, only worthwhile for "pussy grabbing."  Good luck with that (with Me).  

I have My value in terms of beauty, knowledge, education, learning, experience, lifestyle, etc. - now prove yours...
3/19/2017 9:07:13 PM
There is much for Us to do on this journey. I shall begin to tell you more. I require a slave, first and foremost. he must have spent his life preparing (instinctively and without My direction - for he has been waiting for Me) to be at his finest hour for Me to now take to higher planes. he has the means and success in life to prove he is truly worthy of My attentions. This journey will take us all over the world. Prove to Me you have the insight, the means (yes, this requires education and money) and the courage to descend those stairs. It is time to find better places of the mind beyond this muck. Yes, I arise ... ''tis My time
3/13/2017 7:22:41 PM
I added the new photo - maybe you think it's all too Halloween, it's not.

It's full disclosure ...
3/13/2017 9:21:02 AM
you are so frustrated boy - nothing you do seems to work with Me.  hmmmmmm

No, I am not going to respond as you expect Me to - your wants, expectations of what an M/s or D/s dynamic "should" be or how it might grow are not of interest to Me.  Perhaps you want to continue to emphasize your need to serve, yes, YOUR need to serve.  Only your obedience is of interest to Me.  I get that you want to be submissive - that's the point of this website. 

So many like to dream and fantasize about cages, torture, being vulnerable and helpless in a cage; being forced into subjugation - maybe just being at the mercy of Mistress(es) in some porn image that ignites you.    Not all training is so obvious nor done with theater props.  Some is by good, old-fashioned self-awareness and self-discipline.  This is more an inner journey than an experiencing of endorphins in sub-space.  This is a very different shift in how you have thought about M/s and your needs, so strong in you.  Those needs that keep you up at night and color your vanilla world to the point of madness.  Those are the needs you denied for so long, so many years until you had to finally accept who and what you were.  It's tough to be an alpha out there in the vanilla world, yet harbor the "true" you closely behind a mask.  Oh yes, I know which one is the mask and which one is the real you.  

Now you either move to the next step in service or continue to pursue satisfaction for that which has never been  satisfied.    I shall clue you in - you won't get it by chasing it, you will only be fulfilled as a slave by being a slave, not pursuing the symptoms of your nature.  That is only the pain killer, not the cure.  

If you think being a "slave" is merely the more "advanced" version of being a submissive, you're wrong.  It's an entirely different pathway arising out of entirely different motivations.   There is nothing wrong or less worthy of either role - by staying as a submissive, it doesn't mean you aren't worthy of slavery, it means that you have a different journey.  The vast majority are submissive, hence the heightened demand and lowered "supply" of lifestyle Domme's and Sadists seeking mutual gratification of kinky desires.

I am going to clarify this again ...

you are on an online auction block as potential property of a Mistress.  you are here for Me to inspect you, I am not here for your approval.  I have written at length and extensively of My thoughts, My revelations, My interests, yet you continue to write Me of what it is you expect, want or desire.  I would like to think a real slave would quietly research anything and everything I have written and then (by using what he has learned) will wisely follow up on issues of importance to ME, thereby demonstrating his ability to mold himself to Me instead of the other way around.  It's learning to bend yourself to another perspective and point-of-view, one that may be wholly unfamiliar.  

you are going to have to learn to listen to what I want, if you wish to be a slave.  If you want things according to your expectations, then by all means, find a Pro-Domme to fulfill every wish you have - they don't mind at all [for a price].  

Do you want Me to entice you with My fantasies?  My desires?  My abilities, resources and plans?  Everything behind the scenes you HOPE exists in My world?????  Is that what you're waiting for?  you may be waiting for a while if that is your expectation.
3/12/2017 7:26:59 PM
I went to Good Vibrations today in Berkeley. Vicious little thing I purchased. ... one of you stirred something in Me.  It may be time for a Folsom Street shopping trip.  How fun - maybe one of you will get to go along.  

Time to cull the herd. I am getting more focused.
3/11/2017 11:30:13 PM
I am not going to get easier boys, I am going to get harder. you need to figure out how to be instantly available how and when I require you.?

Yes, please bail out unless you really understand or comprehend Ownership to Me. ??


There are wonderful Pro-Dommes to fulfill every (deep) fantasy.
3/10/2017 2:56:27 PM
Spring approaches - It's a rebirth and a time to start anew.  It's been rough this Winter, but perhaps We need to embrace other things now.

3/8/2017 8:48:49 PM
My slave, like Me, has many facets. he is My dashing Prince Charming, wooing the sweet, tender girl in Me, leaving Me cooing in pleasure. he is My confidante, My knowing aide, always a breath away. he is My strong protector laying his shield and sword before Me merely for a touch of My handkerchief. But those are only a few .... how many do We find in you? How many do I create? We swim up the lives of many, seeing what they see, feeling what they feel - the pure empathy of a slave. How many facets and perspectives can We find boy? On how many levels can you serve your Mistress in complete harmony? But only for as long as I allow you to even maintain that slight difference in tone.
3/7/2017 8:20:25 PM
your Mistress is feeling a bit of frivolity tonight. I drove in the hills with Shocking Blue, "the Goddess of the Mountain Tops, Burning like a Sliver Flame...". I can't wait to put the top down and feel the wind in My hair ... the heartbeat of the music infiltrating the night and the wind. . . To feel My power from the four.
3/7/2017 12:11:26 PM
It is the duty and pleasure of a slave to disappear into his Mistress's more powerful persona. It is a place of service, fulfillment, development, adherence, pleasure and correction. It is a place of consistency and belonging that allows your mind to ascend higher and higher now that you are freed of the frustration of weighing moral dilemmas, reconciling the irreconcilable, and reasoning through hypocrisy. you only have to comply - strict and clear boundaries defining your path. The mind can now contemplate more abstract and creative thoughts and ideas. It really is true that slavery is freedom. I do appreciate your thoughts, your hopes and your ideas. Remember, it is your duty to present yourself, twisting uncomfortably on the auction block while the Mistresses happily window shop and inspect you for potential property. I may only glance briefly so make sure you present yourself well. We may lose interest the first time around, but you may figure out how to present and market yourself for the second glance, if you are lucky.
3/6/2017 12:27:15 PM
I hunger ... deeply ... for the kind of hierarchical love that can only be sought within the parameters of M/s. Is there a male of sufficient level to evolve to this?  Or are they all knuckledraggers still showing off their vapid arm candy (like another mindless Porsche) thinking they inspire respect. They don't, it's only the adulation of the masses they seek. Very familiar nowadays.  They have good company, all the way to the White House. Cowards all. Only a secure male can boost a Woman above him. The rest aimlessly compete. Real males are enhanced by the Womyn who grace them. Those are the most valuable men of all.
3/3/2017 6:25:22 PM
boys do as they are told. you submit to a superior Will knowing you just might be worthy enough for notice.  Most of you will not, but it doesn't mean you failed, only that you haven't given Me what I expect. 

Yes, you have to read minds. Should I expect anything less?  

And don't bother thinking childish games have any effect on Me. They are semi-amusing at best.  And to persist in a metaphor, about the level of a hairball.

Did you not get attention before?  Perhaps you failed to hear Me. I expect compliance. 
3/2/2017 7:33:57 PM
I sharpen My claws, one by one, day by day. Sometimes I kill the mouse too quickly. I need a boy to make Me purr. I prowl relentlessly, I can get very focused on prey, once I zero in on it. I watch...I listen ... Do I intimidate that much? Perhaps I need a unicorn and rainbows picture. Then I get these twisted ideas. No, don't even ask, I shall let you just imagine.
3/2/2017 6:56:07 AM
Visions of you at My feet, head bowed in supplication, and every particle of your being focused on the worship of My meticulously red-lacquered toes peeping out from the tortuous confines of black leather sandals. Nothing else exists but your your unbounded adoration flowing through your ministrations. It is sublime
2/28/2017 8:02:22 AM
Fear ... that's what it all distills down to in the end, doesn't it? Fear of oblivion? Fear of being obsolete; a forgotten cog in a machine so vast, nobody even knows what it does any more. Fear is what drives supposedly powerful males to attack everyone else and take what is theirs. They fortify themselves with materialism to block the enemy behind every tree. Those who are not cowards never fear facing adversity right out in the open.
2/27/2017 9:10:17 PM
you fear the pain of going down that dark stone stairway, don't you? That's why you still cling to the vestiges of the vanilla world. Don't fear the pain, the vulnerability, the cessation of free will or choice. My dear boys, a good Mistress will destroy or at least numb the pesky little desires (or fears and insecurities you harbor) that still get in Her way. Think of it as cerebral castration for the betterment of both of us. See? That feels better. Allow the inevitable but you will have to work to earn it. Escape will be unthinkable One little side note - do you think you're going to drift down those spiral stone steps in the lingering cartoons of what you used to call subspace? Think again. Crave the loss of control - cling to it so ferociously. you can't wait to throw it at My feet just for a moment of purring.
2/27/2017 4:26:50 PM
Probing the depths of the psyche - how far does the rabbit hole go, Alice?  Who knows? I have experienced places where one knows further portals exist, but have not yet reached them.  Can a slave be propelled that far and still be protected?  We go beyond that which the books, the websites, the movies, even standard psychology can reach.  There are sounds, there are colors, but no further frame of reference to even begin to illustrate what lies beyond, but only within the strict parameters of control of the ego - one has to be a totally blank canvas.

Who are the guides?  Who shines the light high into the cosmos to light the way?  
2/27/2017 3:47:28 PM
Perception is reality.  The absolutists only think in terms of what they consider bright-line "right" and "wrong."  If anything comes along that questions the dogma, it becomes personal attack and it usually fought against vehemently for that reason (certainly not a critical discussion of ideas leading up to a particular conclusion.  "Don't confuse me with the facts, I've already made up my mind."

When one embraces relativism, one can then entertain new ideas, contradictory ideas and even irreconcilable conclusions to essentially the same dilemma.  It is the holding of numerous irreconcilable conclusions in one's mind and not necessarily negating or dismissing any of them.  New information leads to new conclusions - those outcomes are dynamic based on additional information.  One is not crammed into a rigid dogma that doesn't fit logically because it was based on old outdated information.  See old geocentric religious adherence - Galileo ran into that.  They didn't give that one up until hundreds of years later.

Life is messy.  It doesn't always add up nor is it fair or even predictable.  It is always difficult when confronted with a complex issue and one realizes there are no good answers, only a plethora of consequences with various outcomes.  One ends up having to weigh all those outcomes for the most beneficial outcome, but sometimes, it's only a matter of choosing that which is the least damaging in outcome.  Such is life - don't fall into "dogma guarding" - "Don't confuse me with the facts, I've already made up my mind."

I do find it interesting when those tasked with dealing with highly complex problems become so flummoxed when they finally realize you can't solve complex problems with simplistic and "shoot from the hip" answers.  No, sometimes instincts are not enough ... you have to apply a little gray matter and not just see it on TV.  Sometimes, there aren't any good answers and you're stuck admitting just maybe, somebody else had a good idea and you just learned something.
2/23/2017 9:17:45 AM
Nuance - "a subtle difference in or shade of meaning, expression, or sound."

I shall generalize for a moment, but I have found most males read something and glean the factual content.  If it is some type of quandary or dilemma, then it appears the first inclination is to offer a solution.  Everything is merely a problem to be solved.  

There is so much more nuance to a great deal of communication.  Many people communicate on many, many levels and put a variety of meanings in written prose.  Poets are probably the most 
prodigious and creative in these shades of meaning.  Yes, it's a lot of work to read and listen carefully to find these various levels, but that is where higher thoughts, symbolism, irony, query, introspection and commentary of a more abstract level take place.  

Womyn (in contrast) communicate on many more levels than most males are aware.  Womyn seem mysterious to you because you don't hear what We are trying to tell you in the most seemingly mundane statements.  It's also why you find yourself stumbling into "saying" things offensive (or complimentary) that you never intended to say.  you probably inserted a clear nuance into that statement that hit the Woman in your life loud and clear, but you never intended.  

Like all minorities (even though we have the majority percentage of population - go figure), We had to learn to speak in the languages of the majority, but our language was never learned - why bother?  It was up to us to fit into your world.  

Things change ...
2/22/2017 1:17:40 PM
Thank you for all your kind words. Yes, I am strict on verbiage, punctuation, grammar and spelling. ?It's the first level to show Me you show respect beyond the usual stuff that appeals to the Pro-Dommes. ?Perhaps I could go to that niche. ?"Advertise" Myself as one Who could take control of you for all the reasons you want Me to. ?It's a "sell-out" or is it just one more way Womyn have to "sell" Themselves in the male world of power?

For the rest of you, if you cave in that fast to insecurity or competition... ?good. ? you either know your value to Me or you don't. I guess We have to start with "Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus!" by John Gray. you boys exhaust Me.
2/21/2017 1:36:14 PM
Yes, I know you have a very deep desire to serve, that's why you're here.  That "desire" in of itself does indicate pushing for a need to be fulfilled.   Stop and think if that is appropriate for a slave - to push for their own fulfillment to serve.  Are we filling your need or mine?  I realize you have to go with what drives you, but all decisions will be made by Me.  I don't "press forward" in any dynamic until I feel compelled to do so by your thoughts, your words, your connection to Me.  

Understand I glean much from how, what you write, what you choose to write about and how you express it.  This isn't a test boy, it's simply finding the right connection.  I will not remove you from the "auction block" of CS unless and until I am sure you are who I think you are.  If it took you and you don't ultimately belong to Me, it could ruin potential fulfillment for both of us and life is too short to waste time and start molding you, if you don't ultimately belong to Me.  My judgment prevails because it is My place to do so and ultimately, My responsibility.
2/20/2017 8:38:52 PM
She will always be his universe. he perpetually seeks the star to which he will orbit.
2/20/2017 9:17:25 AM
The key traits of a slave - bold, yet unassuming, patient, yet ever-observing, obedient and docile, yet always awaiting the signals from his Mistress; ever a constant ear pricked in Her direction.

It is that steel cable between Mistress and Her beloved boy. he is the quiet voice whispering in Her ear, keeping all in solace around Her so She may attend to that which is important. Oh yes, he is rewarded for the depths of that level of royalty. Ask about those delightful morsels of pure pleasure? They evaporate immediately. Earn them with proper use of that mind of yours and you will experience them. you want them without commitment of your service (the way I want it)? Sorry boys, there isn't enough money. No, you can't buy everything. Some things still have to be earned.

My world works in levels of elegant nuance, not the brute carnal thrusting you little boys seem to think is of value. Stop trying to approach Me on your Neanderthal levels. It irritates Me. If you have no clue what I am referring to, it doesn't surprise Me. you will have to learn ways of communicating you never even knew existed, but it will require you to listen in new ways. One can only do that when the noise is gone. The noise all around you trying to coerce you, massage you, steer you.

Simply learn to appreciate silence. Allow the noise to dissipate for awhile. Sit in the garden and hear what wind in trees sounds like, not the incessant cacophony of culture. Turn the TV off. you won't ever hear Me if you're caught up in the noise and glittering lights of nothingness. Keep reading and perhaps you may start hearing what I am telling you. Not just MY words, but the writings of those ancients who continue to impart their words, Plato, Marcus Aurelius, Seneca are true ancient sages who can teach you, not the greedy buffoons busily trying to extract your soul, your decency and make NO mistake, anything of value you have. Shut off the feeding of propaganda, turn off the nonsense and read what YOU KNOW is right to read. Either you educate yourselves or you will end up another victim of exploitation. No worries, you'll have lots of company. Who to trust? That's the work you have to do. Something else missing in society - responsibility. Grow a set, don't worry - I will take the ultimate responsibility and ownership of them.
2/15/2017 2:41:28 PM
my dear boy - you are out there.  We must connect - it may be just another step in one lifetime, but an important one.  I keep trying to make sure I am speaking on a level that most will understand but it taxes Me.  It's up to you...

Well, I put My voice on there.

I see that got attention.  Oh, but for a tiny bit of verification when you so want to take a leap of faith.
2/15/2017 10:09:24 AM
When things begin to really look dark and chaotic, there is a tendency to cling to a "king" or other strong authoritarian in fear.  This never works out well - history always bears this out.  NEVER give up your freedom for safety or even comfort.  It's a fallacy to think you can gain anything by shutting down civil liberty, dissenting voices or shared power. Closing your mind and vilifying any dissenting voice only demonstrates your fear of another point-of-view. There can be more than one "right" answer.   The fact another person has an opposing perspective does not invalidate your perspective.  Do not allow yourself to be threatened just because there is another way to perceive something else.  Welcome other points and thoughts.  You might learn something you never considered.  Can't you see that it is all those opposing perspectives that are deliberated and discussed that bring about that best of both?  By shutting all opposing voices down, you become frozen in one way of thinking.  Nothing grows when it is frozen.  Growth isn't easy; it is painful and confusing, but inevitable, and ultimately, the only way forward.

Our precious (and tenuous) freedom is a gift bought for us by hundreds of thousands of patriot lives.  Don't let those sacrifices be all in vain.  Honor them by standing up for what they fought for (ALL dissenting voices and opinions) and the freedom to voice opposition.

So well-said by Benjamin Franklin:  "They that can give up essential liberty to obtain a little temporary safety deserve neither liberty nor safety. Those Who Sacrifice Liberty For Security Deserve Neither. He who would trade liberty for some temporary security, deserves neither liberty nor security."

What is truth will always come out and embracing it (regardless of whether you wish it was different) is the mark of integrity over comfort/fear.  These MUST be rational, not emotional decisions.  Adult people accept reality, children cling to what they want to hear.

“Never be afraid to raise your voice for honesty and truth and compassion against injustice and lying and greed. If people all over the world...would do this, it would change the earth.” - William Faulkner

One other thing - KINDNESS.  It's in short supply.  Use a little more of it in life.

Remember, people who are truly smart would never mention it.  People who are expert negotiators always deny that they are, so as not to lose the advantage. You don't succeed at any endeavor by continually bragging how great you are - you simply and quietly go about making your goals and attaining them (and giving as much credit away to others as you can)  That's a sign of inner security and confidence.  Those who are weak, insecure and so sure they are just a fraud [dreading to be uncovered] will continually seek outside validation so as to supersede that nagging inner voice.  They need to convince you of what they cannot convince themselves.  They lie easily to you because they are used to lying to themselves.  And clue one, "Don't aggravate the very people you need."  Good grief.

Those who truly understand themselves have faced the ultimate hardship of REAL reality in the mirror.  It's the hardest thing you will ever do.  They don't mind the truth, because it doesn't threaten them.  THINK about this.  It's a complex issue.  Even through these dark times, I still think Rousseau was right.

Are you getting the pattern here?  I knew you would.
2/11/2017 5:49:38 PM
When a Mistress decides to own Her pet, fully, She feels the full weight of responsibility that entails.  This isn't a fast, breath-taking game of endorphins, this is a slow, often painful, but ultimately compelling journey.  you really have no choice in it so further resistance only makes it more frustrating.  A good Mistress knows this is a one-way street for your psyche.  you have to be vigilant against predators until She finds you, but you must be worthy of notice.  She will have to earn your ultimate trust, of course, but this is the complex dance ...  Don't attempt to top Me boys, even surreptitiously, and if you misbehave to test Me, it's highly unlikely I would notice you for a second time. 
2/9/2017 9:12:09 AM
I am coming to believe the greatest sin is hypocrisy. It encompasses falsehood, lack of logic and reason, deception and complete lack of inner morality. It's a subterfuge; a symptom of an underlying chaos of the psyche. Why on earth do We tolerate such wanton displays of characteristics no society should tolerate, especially of its leaders? Why do We feel incapable of taking a moral stand? Is it because society does not value integrity? We don't - only power is valued now, at the cost of integrity.  It is the mantra of the brutes at the gate.  Didn't you know?  "True" respect is earned, otherwise all you have is intimidation.  As Caligula famously remarked, "Oderint, dum metuant."

Hobbes was right.  The future is a return to another form of the Dark Ages.  Be careful what you wish for.  Every time males get what they think they want, they disintegrate into their worst traits.  Strong Womyn are the only check on this self-destruction. 

I like to imagine a world run by a consortium of highly capable and compassionate Womyn.  Can you even imagine the world suffering We would eliminate - Control of population, resources, distribution of wealth, egalitarianism in the name of humanity? We will never be allowed the power by the brutes, but imagine what a world We would create and maintain.  A little too peaceful?  A little too comfortable?  Perhaps - males are defined by adversity as the ancients knew all too well. We thought your football would be enough to keep you brutes happy.  I guess you needed a bigger playing field and more villains to vanquish.  The soap opera goes on and on and we never learn a thing because nobody bothers to read anything beyond social media.  Truly the dark ages of anti-intellectualism are returning.  Society never benefits from those periods, but they seem to be inevitable. 


2/6/2017 1:53:29 PM
Giving up control...

What a delightful subject.  I shall think about what I wish to say on the matter.

you are male, society demands you take control, yet you long to give it up.  Perhaps it is harder for males - you really have to go against the "mainstream" to do that.  It makes you very vulnerable, yet you know you shouldn't hand it over easily.  Certo.

Control is taking away that which you retain so closely inside you.  The things you don't want anyone else to see.  It's easy to present the "good stuff."  Not so easy to reveal the things that need a Superior Will's correction.  That takes a toll on both your self-esteem and your feelings.  Stop thinking like a woman in that sense.  you have to anticipate how We think, but not necessarily partake of it.  The world is confusing to you...

Ahhh, but the lengths you boys go to hide yourselves.


2/5/2017 7:43:26 PM
Do you think I care what you call Me? Never underestimate the shadows. Artists merely accent that which they want you to see...I so enjoyed My in-depth sessions with the Masters who truly understand how to work with light and shadow.

If you really want to know Me, you would have to sense the seasons and winds of My soul... if I spell it out for You, I give you back the control. How much do I have to spell out? Oh yes boys, you have to get past Me intellectually before you even have any chance of Me physically. Jesus.
2/3/2017 8:01:16 PM
I abhor how politicized we are. We all want the same things. Almost everyone wants a decent style of life, a productive job, and decent schools so the children have a chance. The enemies being created around us (to rile us up) aren't us. FIND ways to have common goals and discussion. Don't let the nihilists tear us apart.  Learn to listen to the fears and concerns of everyone and deal with those. Don't get caught up in the propaganda "bait" being dangled in front of you to emphasize "us against them."  It's basic "divide and conquer" tactics, folks. 

This is where the female virtues of kindness, empathy and compassion come out.  I am not saying we become wimps (as a country) and not take reasonable steps, but you cannot abandon everything we ever fought all those wars for (liberty, freedom, RESPONSIBILITY for your lives) just for the value of might.  This isn't some sports theme (Wipe out the other side, rah, rah).   This is a two-party democratic (albeit a republic) system and we NEED all voices to prevent extremism/tyrany. Threats never bring progression in anything.  They shut down all reasonable discussion in favor of emotional tirades that can only be resolved through violence.  Reason and logic are the only way to move forward.  Keep trying to find the common ground - it's there more than you know.  The only way to fight propaganda is to find a common truth.

You want a one-party system?  Get rid of the "other opposition side" so only extreme ideas are implemented?  Worship the messianic "ruler" who will wave the magic wand and fix everything if you just "believe?"  Really?  I believe they have one like that in N. Korea.
2/1/2017 8:59:16 AM
As the world now darkens to a more brutish place of might and force over reason and compassion, it seems We, too, must continue to evolve.  It is unknown what will become of civilization as We know it.  One can and should read history to find the pathway awaiting us.  Too many have failed to heed the warnings of the past and are now doomed to once, again, repeat it. . .

I am thoroughly convinced males must have wars to once again feel they are males.  The trouble is, once the wars are all over and the world, humanity and anything of value is destroyed, they won't remember what the wars were even about.  I suppose it really doesn't even matter what the conflicts are about - the males of this world just cannot live in peace.  Even a cursory review of the ancient philosophers makes that patently clear. 

. . . and the Women and children will suffer for it as We always do.  Funny how it is the most vulnerable who always pay the highest price.  At least the slaves in this world are honest, they clutch the very chains that bind them, but they are open and honest about it and realize who and what they are.  The rest merely delude themselves. 
1/28/2017 6:38:30 PM
I need you boy. To serve Me as your Supreme Being, but only IF you deserve it.  I leave a multitude of clues on this journal.  Boys who are thoughtful and understand the fine art of nuance and insight should glean anything and everything they need to capture My attentions. 
1/25/2017 1:04:59 PM
It would be so easy for Me to give you a list of what I seek in My pet/slave.  It isn't that easy - your mind and psyche are oriented to be what I want you to be.  That only makes it much harder to really figure who you are and what is needed for proper training and connections, if I have to glean through what is natural to the submissive mind, and to really get to your real soul. 

It is your duty to present yourself properly (and honestly) and I shall then probe into anything that intrigues Me.  The more you write from your soul and honest self, the more I can ascertain and guide you.  This isn't about being "right," but being "right for Me."  I don't exploit, hurt or go after anyone, I don't have the need.  I am not a sadist, either physically or emotionally.  If you want somebody to intentionally hurt or humiliate you, that's not Me.  I guide, I train, I punish when necessary, I love, I cherish and I enjoy all the wonderful connections found in deep M/s.  If you aren't the "right" connection for any number of reasons, then we both have gained more knowledge and information about finding the connection we all have together in one form or another in this grand and glorious cosmos.  It's not something forced or quick, but a long slow development that suits something of great value. 

I read people on many levels - the more honest you are (with common sense and knowledge that this IS the open internet so keep what should be private, private), the easier it is for Me to determine if you are the right pet for Me.  That's My duty - yours is to be honest with yourself and Me.
1/22/2017 4:56:15 PM
MMMM. 

Yes boys, My holiday was sublime. . . It was cold, but magical, as it always is..they infuse Me, those powerful Bitches. 

I am again repowered. My dear Sisters marching. Perhaps now the world sees how Superior Women handle things. Do not make us completely take over from the thugs, the heartless, greedy brutes who only seem to be able to destroy, not build or care for anyone or anything beyond their own primitives desires - there shall be nothing left for us to allow you boys. Pussy power indeed.  How elegant they all were in their solidarity. 
1/11/2017 6:37:46 PM
This isn't play boys, this is slavery in reality. It's embracing a life of serving and pleasing your Mistress. You don't go back to vanilla, you mind will be slowly and carefully molded to this ideal. It is a place of inner tranquility where boundaries and parameters are clearly defined. Choices are rarely allowed. This will be a huge relief and will allow you to truly become who you always wanted to be. you mind, heart, and body will be the sole property of another stronger will and intellect. I only expect to find one boy who truly understands and embraces this concept. Limits are only a way to retain control by the sub. A slave has such a deep love and trust of his Mistress that he would never want to put up an artificial boundary of a "limit" between him and his Mistress. What exactly does maintaining a limit mean? It means your Mistress hasn't yet earned the proper trust. I intend to focus solely on slave boys, not subs. I reiterate . . . I am not here to adhere to your needs, desires, limits or wishes and never will. you have to understand the basic difference between a slave and a sub. I will impart all My knowledge, heart, soul, intellect and resources to the true slave boy I crave so much. I may banter with the rest of you if I am bored, but that's it. My boy will know when, how often and how to get through all the noise. he is there for Me, I understand him and We will make perfect synergy together (My romantic side). you know who you are ...
1/8/2017 12:16:24 PM
your ability to flex your very mind and soul is key to slavery. Remember, the ascension to slavery is the complete eradication of the individual ego in the journey to full assimilation into your owner. This is a journey of lifetimes. . . We
1/5/2017 6:55:43 PM
I am fabulous tonight. I stand tall in Who and What I am. Some of you little boys draw closer. I shall be more of an enigma for you. Think of one long red lacquered nail drawing your chin closer to My sultry eyes. So many facets on this diamond. I have all the patience in the world to await My real pet. Don't be afraid to try again boy, if you aren't getting My attention, pay more attention.
1/4/2017 2:55:18 PM
A slave intrinsically knows his Owner's voice, Her thoughts, Her requirements and Her moods.  Verbal discourse gets less and less necessary as he knows Her in ways the vanilla folk can't really understand.  She also knows him and can furnish those boundaries he must have. 

The choices and decisions about all the complexities and dilemmas in life overwhelm him, yet he cannot ever show it.  he is a "Man" and must always demonstrate that which is constantly expected of Western Men in our society.  Perhaps he is at nature a "people-pleaser;" an "approval-seeker" of Olympic proportions.  he has to present an image in the vanilla world of confidence, athleticism, business prowess and cutthroat competitiveness.  Yet he so longs for those times when he can completely let go of all that and simply be who he really is behind those masks he is forced to wear for everyone else. 

She is the constant presence which calms, guides, nurtures, controls and disciplines him when he needs it the most.  She will always know what is needed and he knows he can return to that well, again and again . . .
1/4/2017 11:59:22 AM
you are a Renaissance man.  you are equally at home in any situation, be it intellectual discourse, elegant entertaining, an art museum, a wine festival, a truck pull or shackled at My feet, simply hoping to feel a long red nail stroking your cheek.  The issue is not whether or not you enjoy being my "toy," my "doll" to play with, wear, perform, or do anything else My mind may concoct, the issue is whether or not you will immediately comply with My wishes and be boldly obedient, yet placid/serene in your service.  What I want and crave is My business and it changes greatly depending on what I am doing and what My mood entails. 

you don't get lists of kinks - be clear, I have experienced and trained in all the areas you boys like to get stimulated within and without.  Those cravings, thoughts, impulses come out when I WISH, not when you want them. 

I go back to Orwell's famous book.  Once your mind goes down the path answering to My superior will and intellect, you will see what I choose you to see.  How many fingers did Winston [see and mentally acknowledge] O'Brien holding up?  Do you agree 2+2=5 if I tell you it does?  This isn't a "test," it's musing what you may be capable of to go from submissive mentality to slave mentality.  The sub believes the answer is "4," the slave knows it's "5."  Chew on that one boys . . .
1/2/2017 5:04:50 PM
Slowly your psyche and ego dissolve into the matrix I create for your mind.  Choices and control no longer matter to you - you simply exist within the parameters and clearly-defined boundaries of pure service to that Stronger Will.  Can you even really picture what lurks beyond?  Don't bother - even that will eventually be under control. 
1/1/2017 12:02:24 PM
you will be allowed to wash My beautiful blonde hair and beautiful round, full breasts. you will attend to My hair, My body and My exquisitely manicured toes. you will never again have unauthorized sexual contact of any kind. I may lock your cock up as My toy, not yours.
12/29/2016 11:23:29 AM
I am mercurial, moody, deep and cerebral.  I will tear apart your suppressed correlatives, false dichotomies or red herrings.  Yet, I am fun, a touch of Camus and Bacchus.  I can walk into a State Dinner, debate poetry in the Left Bank or hang out at a Rodeo.  

you will have to really earn My attentions.  I am beautiful, mysterious, enigmatic and can have most anything I want already.  Right now, I want My Prince Charming 

12/27/2016 7:31:22 PM
you can keep trying to get My attention.  I don't mind - sometimes I am not in the mood to respond to your little offer of email.  I don't care if you get discouraged or run away, there are a thousand more behind you . . .

I laugh (haughtily, like at the Majestic).

Worship little boys . . . I will figure out eventually what I want.  Perhaps you can figure out something to entice Me.  Now you have to get creative.  All you have are words on an email . . . bare some souls. 

12/21/2016 10:57:58 AM
I will vet you, analyze you, evaluate you and ultimately mold and determine what you will be.  It may be in any capacity - that's what you must be open to embracing.  you don't get to show up with any lists so don't bother.  That is a dealkiller.

Dealkillers - smokers, addiction problems or failures of personal responsibility.  Marriage or another primary vanilla relationship is not a dealkiller but will require a thorough discussion.  It is a failure of your integrity, but I understand the dilemma of children and financial issues in a community property state.  This is all reality to me, not a fantasy world. 
12/9/2016 11:38:58 AM
males are so funny.  Come figure out what it is to be a Female in a society that seems to have an issue with Women.  The recent election certainly underscores that.  If you are TRULY a good slave, then learn how WOMEN think, not you.  Learn what motivates US and how you can foster that.  That's what a slave is.

you little boys have NO idea of My resources or what I can do to train you, elevate you and make you the perfect slave.  I realize you have to sift through the chafe. 

I have put Myself out there so you can understand who I am, but you MUST do the same.
12/9/2016 10:58:31 AM
If you want to come look at My profile, feel free.  However, I shall expect that boys who are interested in serving in the way I hope I have clear in presenting will approach with proper deference and respect.  I expect you to show ME how you can serve ME.  I realize this site is rife with scammers and you must be diligent.  There is no "real" stamp or "verification" so We must all be careful.  I still am a Lady and EXPECT that you will approach, request and present yourself appropriately.  I shall not give up social graces and norms because you are going to wait for Me to come get you.  If your profile demonstrates the appropriateness I MAY need, I shall contact you Myself.  Few really know Women or what We want.  Most are still going with what males think is a priority.  Au contraire little boys . . .

By the way, I absolutely abhor bad grammar or punctuation.  If you cannot write a decent sentence in English, then I have no use for you.  Use the fucking spell-check.  If you are foreign-born and ESL, then you get a FEW liberties, but you had better learn to speak correctly.  This Goddess has high standards.

However,  I do NOT intend to change how I do things, how I interview prospective slaves or how I train because there are foreign and domestic scammers looking to empty your bank account.  This isn't about money for Me.  If you have a brain, you should be able to separate the real Mistresses from the silly scammers.  If you cannot, then I have no use for you.  I am very clear on the difference, but I shall not protect you unless I own you.  So sorry little boys . . .

My hope is that REAL boys who seek to REALLY serve a Mistress will figure out a way in.  That's up to really creative little boys who know how to cut through the crap.



As for the Dominants who peruse My profile.  Again, please feel free - there is more to Me than You can glean from this . . . If you are TRULY a Dominant or even maybe, a real Master, then even You can get to Me.  Yeah right . . .

I feel so verbose today - again, you are LUCKY little boys in that I choose to reveal something about MYSELF. 


12/8/2016 4:41:49 PM
I have a lot to say today.  Lucky boys.

Limits - if you are a slave, there are no limits.  Limits simply set up artificial boundaries of control because the bottom doesn't a) trust enough or b) isn't ready to really to go that far.  Very understandable for a sub - if you like to "play" or do "scenes," you should have limits for common sense.  One cannot be too careful.

If you are REALLY a slave - then why limits? 

Little punctuation tip for my boys - punctuation is always inside the quotation marks.  Example:  "I fuck a boy."  Note how the period is INSIDE the quotation marks. 

I really hate poor grammar and punctuation. 
12/8/2016 4:20:41 PM
Some days I get so many emails, I simply cannot appropriately respond as I should wish.  That being said, no response from Me isn't necessarily a lack of interest.  Feel free to approach again, if you wish.

It's funny, you all have your secret little TOTALLY perverted fantasies you are primarily too scared to admit to Me and also, too scared to even admit to yourself because you think it is just too twisted. 

It isn't . . .

But the more twisted you are, the more I shall require in service.  you don't get what you want until this Goddess is totally satisfied and MAYBE feeling a bit generous. 

Don't push it.
12/6/2016 8:36:51 PM
I like the idea of being in My bath, My meticulously pedicured toes lovingly suckled by My slave. his little cock all locked up in Mistress's cock cage. It just isn't his anymore is it?
12/5/2016 7:24:40 PM
Let's see how well you can write. Maybe that will hold My attentions. Intrigue Me. I am feeling feline today, alluring, soft, dangerous.
12/3/2016 7:20:46 PM
you stupid little boys - make it good.  I am the one REAL Domme' you may ever be lucky enough to run across.  I am listening, but there are TONS of candidates. 

Time is limited, supplies are running out - LOLOLOL
12/3/2016 4:45:50 PM
I may just enjoy you as a macho hunk accompanying Me on My busy, busy day.  You hold doors, carry My packages and glow in My good graces.  Perhaps you shall enjoy a bit of fruit tonight . . .
11/28/2016 2:29:57 PM
It's interesting to see how well the servants of another time KNEW their Mistresses intimately, they knew what their Mistresses wanted before the Mistresses did.  That's a lost art.  The vast majority here simply want to get their rocks off.  They don't have a clue what "service" is.  Be very clear - I do.

By the way, you are not an "it."  you are a valuable human being, just submissive.  That does not make you less of a human, just very special for service. 
11/28/2016 2:21:18 PM
I may feminize you, I may deny you anything sexual - maybe you simply serve ME as a little girlfriend.  It's not your choice or decision - you do as you are told.  I don't tolerate independent will.   The more masculine you are, the more I will toy with that.  you may be stuck in my lacy panties to teach you humility. 

I crave a good "girlfriend" right now - I don't care if you are male or female.   I don't care if you are gay, straight, bi, tranny or all of the above. Show ME you are worthy of at least that basic of service. 

Do NOT come to me with your fantasies or what you "love."  Sorry little boi's, a) I don't really give a rat's ass and b) if I know what you want, you can BET I will deny it to you.  Go ahead, tell me what you like . . . ignore this.  go ahead  .  . .


11/27/2016 5:11:27 PM
We shall see if any of you little "adoring boi's" are really out there awaiting ME.  WE shall see . . .
11/10/2016 3:49:40 PM
I like those cat eyes - they truly symbolize seeing not just the carnal little horny and perverted "you," but laser-like right into your soul.  NEVER underestimate what i read and figure out . . .

I may take my time to answer, I may take my time to think about whether or not you have any value to me.  Learn a little patience little boi's.

I may absolutely abandon you, if you fail to hold my interest.  Nothing personal . . . yes, I guess it is very personal.  LOL



11/6/2016 4:36:09 PM
At least impress ME (an actual MISTRESS) with your writing. I am unimpressed thus far. Didn't any of you get even a basic education? Stop offering money. I am not here to serve you. What ever happened to decent training?  With all the editing software that exists, there is zero excuse for poor grammar, punctuation and diction.
11/5/2016 5:16:14 PM
you may approach, but please be thoughtful. I don't care how twisted you are, I have seen it before. However, you had better be properly trained or at least have some self-discipline, I will not tolerate fantasy-driven topping from bottom very long . . .
7/19/2016 11:49:53 AM
Food for thought:
If you come with a burning list of your wants, needs, desires and fetishes, then I would say you have a submissive mentality.  If you come with a burning list of MY wants, needs, desires and fetishes that you long to fulfill, then i would say you have a slavish mentality. 

Given the reality of economics, if you want your desires fulfilled, you will more than likely have to pay one of the Pro-Domme's.  If you want to attract real-time Domme's, then you probably should change focus a bit.  I am not here to provide free service to make you feel good.  It misses the whole point.
7/18/2016 4:17:12 PM
The languid black cat slowly opens her piercing green eyes.  She stretches everything slowly and luxuriously.  She unsheathes her claws;  inspects them . . .
7/18/2016 4:10:55 PM
This is interesting . . . that's all I can say. 

sweethoney621
 
 Age: 27
  New York