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Locked myself out of my normal profile enquire30
currently in barcelona but also working for winter in uk alot and looking for a journey outside of my marriage
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�as a person i am:
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Complex and obedient! I love serious ladies who laugh evilly and the company of interesting people who are comfortable with being the centre of the world they are in...
Power exchange within a bdsm enviroment excites me in all forms.
I am a submissive man with a big ego in vanilla life, a go getter type with a lust for life. �I am creative with ideas and I have a �different outlook on life.
I need to serve and lavish my attention and devotion onto more powerfull people than me.
I am experienced and am here because i am magnatised to those in the scene and i am wanting to get more involved, learn,and play. � Until now most of my experiences are very real ones, not especially around what the scene classes as fetish elements but most deffinatly BDSM.� I am open to learning about anything.��
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Like Alice in Wonderland, i too think of 6 impossible things I would like to experience before breakfast everyday.
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I reside between�� Barcelona and uk about� 3>1 ratio although i do travel alot on business in the UK especiyy summer months(i am english by birth from bham, cheltnam). �
I am very mouldable and really wish to be a perfect tool to those superior to me.� My dream is to see eternal joy� in my partners eyes.�
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I get pleasure from a dommes happiness. �I �aim in� the end to phycologically reflect only upon her desires to be her knight.� I am far from that but that is the goal!
I also quite relish toying with other subs inferior to me.� I get a kick out of watching them grow and am comfortable using them to please me.
In the company of dominants i genuinly strive to:
Hold my tongue when i disagree.
Always be respectful.
I am genuinely interested in the happiness and success of the domme.
I'm passionate and eager in my submission
I yearn to clean, cook and work hard and to do it very well and really love keeping a home for my Mistress.
I'm excited and keen to better myself.
I am serious about being trained to levels of obedience that most people don't even believe are possible.
I am open to all dominants kinks and desires and� get rel happiness and great joy from being� used as a worker tool to the desire of someone else.� The more selfish and cruel the more happiness afterwards.
I adore training, protocol and service and being put to manual labour.�
I am magnetised to sadists and those comfortable with using subs and understand a power dynamic and toying with it to benefit them.� I find great excitement in the company of people that find it o.k to inflict suffering on me or others, for there pleasure or benefit, in fact i melt in their company. �
I am always grateful for the exercise of authority, i relish being bullied and abused even if as it happens i hate it.�
I have always looked back at my worst nightmares as positive experiences that have been apart of the journey that has bought me this far.� Being accepted in submission and being molded to please my owner is what makes me happy, suffering for anothers gain deeply pleases me and recently i have trully felt i have began to give my life to my superior reminding myself whenever i fail its her life i live for, i no longer try to win a discussion whenever i rememeber this.
I do not understand those that feel guilt for being cruel or selfish to someone who actually enjoys it and craves it. I want a world around me that embraces this philosophy upon me.
Seperatly in my fantasies I yearn to be bullied or toyed with by a sadist who does not love me. This is so I can feel a callous feeling of abuse which is different to what my partner
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