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Its interesting... the starkly opposing aspects of my personality and life. During business hours i am in a corporate world... not an elite executive, but definitely a leader with plenty of influence. i am confident about my work assertive when i need to be always interested in making life flow in the right direction more easily... for myself and others.
In my personal life... im overwhelmed by choices not because i suddenly lack intelligence when i leave work, but because ive already made so many choices and i see the good and bad potential in each one. i love to serve. it feels right to sit at a mans feet once im connected and for whom i have respect. There are things that i love about the lifestyle, things that i have a love hate relationship with, and a couple of things i just plain hate, but would accept for the right person. When you are submissive, its all about knowing who it is you are choosing to submit to where their boundaries are the resonance the energy. That kind of knowledge isnt obtained in a few days. I wont meet in a private setting until i trust you. Sadistic desires in a dominant man with a heart of gold is really very difficult for me to resist.
i keep thinking that i have reached a point in life when my inner wild child can be left behind, but there is a craving that drags me back. That intensely intimate connection of exchanging power, of suffering for someone who feeds off of it, the breathtaking uncertainty of edge play.
im careful. im not interested in men for whom anyone submissive will do (like those who messaged me before i wrote anything meaningful). im not going to post a picture continuously, but if i get interested enough, i may post one long enough to share with that person.
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