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EDIT: I truly believe I have found what I am looking for. I thank everyone for the responses, and wish all of you the best of luck. I have truly won my golden ticket.
I will warn you now, this is going to be a wall of text, however, I have found that at my age, I have finally come to know exactly what I want.
While I am a sadomasochist of sorts, I am a Daddy first and foremost. A genuine Daddy at that. I am not a sick fuck, or person with issues just looking for someone to take that out on. I am looking for my little girl.
That's not to say that I don't have my dark side, I just happen to be a balanced individual. It takes all kinds here on the site, and in the community. I am not trying to take away from anything that others are into. But, again, I am a Daddy first and foremost. That being the case, while I would like to live the lifestyle of ageplay/roleplay more than most and have it be a static part of my relationship, I am not looking for someone who has no, or does not want, an identity. Yes, I am looking for a dirty little slut, but my dirty little slut, and being that I have had my share of relationships and, again, as old as I am, I am looking for the long term.
I could go into my kinks, but they are listed here, so I would prefer to focus on what I want, and who I am so that I might find my angel. Again, don't think that I don't want to do bad things to my little girl, I do. But I also want my baby girl. I want to be able to have her head in my lap, and stroke her hair, and take care of her. Shower her, love her, and then do naughty things when Mommy isn't home.
I prefer someone who is their own person, but they know that they are Daddy's girl, and that's what they want to be. Someone who looks up at me with her little puppy eyes while I brush her hair, or choke her while fucking her with her pink jammies pulled down.
I guess what I am getting at is that I am looking for more than the quick fuck/fix/kink. I want that kink to be a lasting one. I would even enjoy being Daddy and daughter in public. I don't care what others think, as long as I am with my little girl.
Here comes the big one, I work at a video game company. This means that I play that game (mmorpg) a lot. I prefer someone who likes games, and would even be interested in playing the game with me.
I know it's odd to talk of interests on here, but I think it's of the utmost importance. If two people aren't compatible, I've learned that it isn't going to work. I won't touch everything here, but I love Doctor Who, sci-fi, BSG, Douglas Adams, Physics, mmorpgs, and more.
My major kinks include ageplay, anal, bondage, choking, slapping, spanking, corner time, etc. I am interested in trying just about everything. Thought I might fantasize and talk shit about sharing, I am not terribly interested in it, unless my partner is, and I am interested more in a solid relationship with my daughter.
This being said, I am looking for someone who would want to move in with me/relocate if we find that we are a match. I find no reason to believe that you cannot be in love with the person who wants to be your daughter. I find no reason to believe that she can't be her own person, be creative, intelligent, etc. and still be your little girl.
I won't lie, I'm a bit of a shut in. Perhaps it's the games. I'm not saying that I am a cave dweller, but bar hopping, partying, etc. isn't too much my thing anymore. Perhaps it's the age. That doesn't mean I don't like to go out and have a good time, I am just not into the bar scene. I would prefer to stay in and take in a movie with my angel (and do bad things to her after). Especially considering the fact that my home theater is better than most actual theaters.
While I don't think that sex should be the basis of a relationship, it is obviously a very integral part. I have learned this over time. If two people are not in sync sexually, there will eventually be issues.
I like to think that I know what I want. I like to think that I am a very loving man, but very firm, and very dirty. I want my baby girl to wear pink jammies, watch cartoons in my lap, color in her coloring book, and then I will ravage her with my dark lust and desires.
Chemistry is everything. Certainly I could search for a daughter, and anyone could search for a Daddy, but if that forever chemistry is not there, what is the point? I want someone who can challenge me, but know their place. Someone who wants to know how the world (and what exists behind the screen) ticks. Someone who lusts to seek the true meaning of life and why we are here and not here at the same time.
Someone that, no matter what we talk about or engage in, they love doing it because we are together. She can be her own person, but is always Daddy's little girl. I don't want someone who is looking for multiple, or at multiple Daddies. I want my angel who is out there looking for me. Period.
Someone who knows me for the real me. Someone who respects me and actually loves me. Someone who wants to be loved by Daddy.
I want adventure with my sweetheart. And I want to grow with her.
This is my dream. This is my dark fantasy.
To be continued...
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