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| i am a reality based individual seeking to speak to others serious about the lifestyle.
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one wonders why so many try to romantisize what it is we do? Yes...it is true... love may happen during the course of ownership. i get frustrated by the amount of those that see Ds as a bedroom game. To me at least, submission is about enriching your Master's life. It doesn't begin or end at the door of the bedroom. It's about the joy of putting your own desires aside so someone else can enjoy what they really want, which may not always be exactly what i want. This in itself isn't romance, it's stucture. The pecking order. In return i get what i need. Needs are not to be confused with wants. i can *want* a chocolate ice cream cone all i want to but if i need to lose a pound or two, he should say no. This is simply him protecting his property so it can continue to please him. I'm not afraid of intimacy, but there is a time and place for all that. If it happens too soon it is a sure sign to me that someone is needy rather than extremely Dominant. i'm nothing special, so don't try to make me feel special. |
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This song just keeps running through my head today....
She said I don't know if I've ever been good enough
I'm a little bit rusty, and I think my head is caving in
And I don't know if I've ever been really loved
By hand that's touched me, well I feel like something's gonna give
And I'm a little bit angry, well
This ain't over, no not here, not while I still need you around
You don't owe me, we might change
Yeah we just might feel good
(Chorus)
I wanna push you around, well I will, well I will
I wanna push you down, well I will, well I will
I wanna take you for granted, I wanna take you for granted, yeah I will, I will
Well I will
She said I don't know why you ever would lie to me
Like I'm a little untrusting when I think that the truth is gonna hurt ya
And I don't know why you couldn't just stay with me
You couldn't stand to be near me
When my face don't seem to want to shine
'cuz It's a little bit dirty well
Don't just stand there, say nice things to me
I've been cheated I've been wronged you,
And you don't know me, I can't change
I won't do anything at all
(Chorus)
I wanna push you around, well I will, well I will
I wanna push you down, well I will, well I will
I wanna take you for granted, I wanna take you for granted, yeah I will, I will
Oh but don't bowl me over
Just wait a minute well it kinda fell apart, things get so crazy, crazy
Don't rush this baby, don't rush this Baby, baby
(Chorus)
I wanna push you around, well I will, well I will
I wanna push you down, well I will, well I will
I wanna take you for granted, yeah, yeah, yeah
I wanna take you, take you, yeah, well I will, I will, I will, I will
I will, I will, I will, Yeah, yeah, push you around,
I'll drag you down, I wanna push you around
Well I will
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~Ramblings part two~ firstly let me say i am not assexual. Sex is a wonderful thing to experience with the right partner. my own sexuality though isn't what i base my submission on. sex is merely an action not a lifestyle. please if you are only interested in kinky sex and not the foundation of the lifestyle, pass me by. To me it is about power exchanged, honesty, the ability to be completely who i am without having to explain. Trust. Devotion. there is so much more to what we do then a mere sexual act. Thats only the reward not the reason! |
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~Ramblings~
i wonder if people realise that their typed words portray them and thier experience or lack of it? Ask yourself if you would really speak to the other person in the manner you are typing before hitting that "send" key. You are, in essense gining another person an impression of who you are. Dominants, even Sadistic ones, rarely walk up to someone they think might just be a piece of meat and demand a picture of thier breasts. Why do it here? It takes a moment of thought to give a first impression, a lifetime to erase a bad one. Respect can't be demanded, it's given freely to those who are respectful to me. i'm a submissive, but i am not your submissive.....yet. |
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i wonder how many use this as a candy store? picking up one off the shelf, judging it's appearances and tossing it aside? So many only seem to care about getting a pic...seeing the goods that they fail to see beauty really is only skin deep. Beauty fades and a relationship built on appearances dies as fast. |
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uncomfortable situations have a funny way of making you feel whole. life is a rollercoaster of emotions and sometimes good is bad and bad is very good. |
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Confusion reigns in my mind and i will admit it is a pleasant feeling. i won't ask for clarification. i'll be patient and wait. Time always does tell all. |
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