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Hi im not really sure what to put here but im the shy type initially. I got into being sub thanks to my abusive ex gf and ive never been able to leave that sort of "wanting to serve" feeling behind. I do have lots of things id like to try but none have to be if it would make someone uncomfortable. What Id really like is a relationship with someone who i meant the world too because they would mean the world to me. But I like being submissive. Im rarely dominant at all but I can try sometimes. Im considered a smart brooding type by some friends but sometimes i like being random and nice. I would really like to meet someone who would collar me and be in a relationship with me and no one else. I admit unfortunately im not the hottie id like to be but its a work in progress. Also please know that well im not very open to guys. Ive been molested and lied to and hurt in the past so if you are a guy it may take a lot of time for me to trust you. Thats not to say I havent been hurt by women as well its just well only hurt by 2 women compared to about 15 guys. Most were online relationships though since well im pretty shy and in these days not too trusting. I dont mind being owned and serving someone so long as I can trust them. Also Im kind of what some would call a hermaphrodite. I cant prove it cause the test costs like $2000 but I go through all the crap stuff including the gross stuff. Well Im not sure what else to say other than im an artist. I like to write poems and draw abstract stuff. I guess my owner's body wouldnt matter to me really. Like I have no specific preferences just well no offense to those who are considered "shut ins" but well id like to be able to go places without worrying about my owner passing out or like having heart attacks. Im sorry I just worry about people. Its just my nature. Also an odd thing about me is well im a connoisseur of wine and cigars. I just really like the culture and experience of tasting all different flavors. I guess you could say if I had a snob personality thats as far as it goes. I guess this is enough for now but Im willing to talk more. You can message me on yahoo. My screen name is a7guitar. Thx, hugs, and hope to meet you soon :)
Aleksia
 
 Age: 39
 Cincinnati, Ohio