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A Bit About Me.
I am a hopeful diaper slave interested in finding a Master or Mistress. I'm on the far submissive end of the dom/sub spectrum. By that, I mean that I'm not very interested in having a safeword. I have few limits when it comes to diapers, and even then, I'm looking for a Master or Mistress to push them (this is why I don't want a safeword, since it might prevent limits from being pushed). I am deeply into diaper humiliation, but I can only go so far without a Master or Mistress forcing me to continue. I'm not really into other fetishes with a couple of exceptions. Diapers are what I'm into and I'm looking for a Master or Mistress to make them a much bigger part of my life.
My Experience With Diaper Humiliation
To date, I have been limited to what I can do on my own. My solo humiliations have been pushed to my limits, and one of the biggest reasons I am interesting in finding a Master or Mistress is that I was to be forcibly pushed beyond these limits. So what being said, here are a couple of things I have managed to do alone:
1. I wore a diaper underneath a small jogging suit (the diaper was quite visible because the pants were bulging out and the shirt pulled up in the back to reveal a good bit of the diaper). I then talk a walk on the sidewalk next to the river. I got seen by a few people and loved the rush of humiliation I felt, but I still ducked into the woods when I got too scared or I thought I saw someone I knew.
2. I wore a diaper to class when I was in college once. I had two classes that day and between the first and second class, I wet the diaper quite a bit. I then attended the second class and did work with a small group, the whole time being completely aware of the bulge between my legs and fantasizing about how humiliating would it would be if my group noticed the diaper. However, it was winter and I wore my coat the whole time (the classroom was cold, so others were doing it too). The diaper was completely invisible underneath all of the clothes I was wearing.
What I'm Looking For
My ideal Master or Mistress is on the far dominant end of the spectrum. He or She should be dominant enough to enforce any orders and humiliations handed down to me without letting me back out. Using #1 above as an example, I'm interested in someone who could force me to keep walking no matter what, giving me no option of ducking into the hoods to hide if I got too scared.
I'm going to explain some fantasies I've had that are specific things I'd love to have a Master or Mistress put me through. After that, I'll give a list of how far I'm willing to go for my Master or Mistress (in other words, how far I'm interested in my limits being pushed).
Specific things/scenarios/humiliations I'm interested in:
-I am interested in someone who can keep me in diapers as much as possible (the closer to 24/7, the better). We would have to come up with a way for this to be enforced, but once a way is found, I am interested in it being enforced no matter what.
-Being forced to use the diapers regardless of the situation, or even on command. For example, if I was in a situation in which it might be particularly humiliating to mess my diaper, it could be a situation where my Master or Mistress commands me to do so for the sake of the humiliation.
How far I am willing to take things (in reference to what's above):
-If forced to wear diapers 24/7, I don't want it to end under any circumstances. Even if I suddenly found the idea of being diapered to be repulsive, I'd want Master or Mistress to keep me in diapers. Even if I begged to be let out of diapers, I want those pleas to be ignored. Even if I met a girl I really liked and diapers were keeping a relationship from starting, I'd want to be kept in diapers. Even if I discovered that I was starting to lose control of my bladder, I'd want to be kept in diapers. No matter what situation I find myself in, I want a Master or Mistress to keep my in diapers until I actually need them.
-Imagine I'm just run into a girl I have a huge crush on while in public. If a Master or Mistress ordered me to mess my diaper while talking to her even though she would almost certainly smell it, I would do it. Also, if Master or Mistress ordered me to, I wouldn't hesitate to use my diaper regardless of what was going on. Even if I was out with my friends and my diaper was one wetting away from leaking all over my pants, I would keep wetting it if ordered to, even if it meant my friends seeing the huge wet spot that might form.
-If being forced to walk around in public with my diaper exposed I would keep walking no matter who was approaching me if ordered to. Even if it was someone I knew, if my Master or Mistress ordered me to, I would walk right past them so they could see my diaper.
Pictures and videos would include my face and could be posted pretty much anywhere (the more places, the better). Even if Master or Mistress wanted to create an entire website dedicated to my diaper slaver and humiliation (thus making my pictures and videos easier to find on search engines), I would comply.
Of course, Master or Mistress would be enforcing His or Her own humiliations as well.
In summary, I am looking to be kept in diapers, humiliated in diapers, and exposed to the public in diapers. I am looking for a Master or Mistress who will make me His or Her diaper slave and force me into these kinds of situations without letting me back out.
If this sounds like something you'd be interested in, please contact me so we can discuss it.
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