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I'm so glad that you are in my life. Its different than I thought it would be. Its more realistic, based on each of our realities. I can't give you what your dark side wants. And it is frustrating to continue to try. But thank goodness you are still with me in a way you can be. I will never leave you. I am loyal to a fault. You are a part of me now. You know who you are... |
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Not into submissive men but miamiboy is sooooo fucking sexy. |
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The fantasy is consuming. My confidants have warned me of this but I am not discouraged so easily. I have a dark side...and it is being gently stimulated. |
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The fantasy is consuming. My confidants have warned me of this but I am not discouraged so easily. I have a dark side...and it is being gently stimulated. |
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I don't know what I want. I only know what I don't want. My new boyfriend spanked me the other night...for a long time. It felt so good. It hurt but it excited me. It really is a bonding experience. |
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If you are going o show your body, have a nice one... |
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Please... don't leave me. |
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Daniel you're a star in the face of the sky... |
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Now I have seen everything! |
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I'm not feeling well. I'm tired. My perspective changes when I am down, or tired. |
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Why? Because I would love for Him to know me better than I know myself. Someone that understands so deeply that by looking at me he knows what I'm thinking. And he knows how to make me the best babygirl I can be. Together we will be a force. A unit. With him standing tall. And me at his beckon call... |
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I am so glad that I know how to love a man unconditionally. I know I have earned his friendship and he loves me as his friend. I would do anything for him and I'm sure he knows that. I'm proud that while I have been able to cultivate that bond with this soul mate, I have built relationships, romantic relationships with other men. I have a realistic understanding of my place in hamlets life. All the while we talk about having sex every day. Friends with benefits. But we haven't consummated that side of our friendship. I have known him for lifetimes. I know that. Its been a seven year journey to date. With many ups and downs including our recruiting together. Today, he relapsed again.. I think. We haven't talked since seven this morning. I hope discussing being a slave to him wasn't a trigger. Please pray for my friend tonight. He may be getting high. And I love him.
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I am so glad that I know how to love a man unconditionally. I know I have earned his friendship and he loves me as his friend. I would do anything for him and I'm sure he knows that. I'm proud that while I have been able to cultivate that bond with this soul mate, I have built relationships, romantic relationships with other men. I have a realistic understanding of my place in hamlets life. All the while we talk about having sex every day. Friends with benefits. But we haven't consummated that side of our friendship. I have known him for lifetimes. I know that. Its been a seven year journey to date. With many ups and downs including our recruiting together. Today, he relapsed again.. I think. We haven't talked since seven this morning. I hope discussing being a slave to him wasn't a trigger. Please pray for my friend tonight. He may be getting high. And I love him.
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I work out very hard, doing crossfit three to four times a week. I expect the same discipline from a lover... |
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We are talking g about me being his slave foe the weekend. He is very dominant when he gets hi. But he isn't hi anymore. I hope this doesn't trigger him to get high. Anyway I suggested a slave/don role play. He wants to talk about it soon. Later today
Its a new concept...slavery. what I'm afraid of....what the reality is, is I could fall deeply in love with him if he ever touched me. I have kept my feelings/ our friendship on check for a long time. But if he touched me.... |
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I have an emptiness inside of me. I don't think its deep but its there and it hurts if I let it. So I don't let it. I avoid feeling it by focussing on filling the void with outside things. Namely, feeding the excitement junkie inside of me. |
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Ii want him to spread my lips and lick and suck my clot until I explode. |
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Laying in bed. Thinking about my loss. Coping
When I'm sad, even just a little sad things seem different. Perspective and perception play a large role in what we call reality. I met someone real. He really likes me. Mentioned handcuffs last night. A good start. Thinking about my Shakespearian character and how id love to role play with him, when the time is right... |
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Josephine misses her napoleon. |
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Being beautiful is a turn on to me |
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Going to the gym to look goooood for my man. ;) |
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