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| Hello to all. I have an unusual history to say the least, one that is quite embarrassing. I am a 62 year old white male. I listed myself as bi, but I have never had a sexual experience with another male. The embarrassing part of this is, I have not had sex with a female since I was 19 years old. Yes, it's been 43 years. I am very shy and have very low self esteem. I'm not a good looking guy and have a smaller cock.
Going so long without sex has resulted in an addiction to porn. When I was young, I was all about being in charge and only had an interest in women, never understood what gays seen in other men. But over the years I wondered what it might be like, but still wanted women more than anything, I absolutely love a woman's body. The last 10 years or so I have been interested in cocks too. Especially, large, perferably uncut, preferably black. I still want women too, but I have gotten to a point, where I will take sex anyway I can get it. Even if that means being submissive. I'm not into extreme things, or pain. I don't mind being made feel uncomfortable physically, but not interested in cbt.
I have to admit, I would love to learn how to please black men and women. Learn how to take a huge black cock down my throat, and up my virgin ass. Or learn to pleasure a female of any race and let them use a strap on in me. All the while being degraded and verbally abused. I have even fantasized of getting a large dog. I know all of this makes me sound pathetic and I would have to agree. I don't want anyone to feel sorry for me. I do beg you though to please verbally abuse me.
This very shameful for me. If my family ever found out, I don't know what I would ever do. Sorry this has been so long. There is much more, but you'll have to ask, I will answer honestly.
Thank You
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