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Hi, I know this is not normal, but Im seeking someone special who want to change me forever. Im seeking someone who will truly break me. Not just as in become a slave when its fun and games, but really break me. Its not a something mutual, it will be all about my owner and making hishertheir life easier and more kinky.

But I do have one wish that is out of the ordinary. I would like you to break me towards living a life in total depression, misery, and with no kindness, praise, or validation. For the record I have had a depression in the past so I do know what it involves. The difference will be that I will have a purpose. I will be owned by someone who will get satisfaction out of my misery, my tears, my pain. Heshethey will get to use me totally and for their own satisfaction, provided they can break me to the point where they keep me alive to serve them in total commitment. I wish to learn to live only for other, learn that without other I have no purpose and no value.

This is extreme, this is real, and I hope to find someone who match my kink.
Thesexione
 
 Age: 27
 Virginiabeach, Virginia