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This is a back up profile which I created when CS was giving me trouble with my primary profile, not allowing most to see it. The primary profile is working again. You can find it at Depravd. That other profile is the fastest and most reliable way to reach me. There are also some pictures there potential slaves might relate to.
I "appear" to be the nice guy, intelligent and well educated, but that's in public (well, usually at least, LOL). It's in the life that the brutal and creatively sadistic & depraved side comes out. The more extreme it is, the more fun it is. I guess that makes me schizophrenic, lol.
I'm seeking that ever elusive 24/7 "real" slave. So few seem to understand what that is, expecting limits, a life outside of Masters' control and other such things.
I am here for a female slave. Not a human, a slave. You want a safe word and limits? Do you think the slaves brought here from Africa had safe words and limits? Do you think the girls who are kidnapped off the street and sold to Arabs have a say in how they are used? No, you are property. You are a thing. You obey or are forced by any means necessary or more.
If If you crave to serve, absolute control over all aspects your life down to the smallest details at all times, complete use (anything, anyone, any time, any where, any way) and abuse, nothing of your own, absolutely reliant on your me in every way for everything, objectification, animalization (lactating pig or cow), dehumanization, degradation, defilement, humiliation, exploitation and so much more in the extreme, then get in touch and let's see where it leads.
Let's just reiterate. I'm looking for "real" "24/7" and "permanent", nothing part way, everything or nothing. If you've got something else in mind, don't bother. I've been at this too long, since I was 14, and am too good at what I do to settle for less.
I will also take novices. I have owned and trained four newbies so far as well as training slaves for other Masters and Mistresses. I find it very enjoyable bringing fresh meat into the lifestyle.
Now also looking for an extreme switch. By that I mean one that can go to both extremes, be a complete slave in every sense of the word to me while also helping me, on my level or close to it, with other slaves.
I've also recently developed an interest in forced weight loss. If you want consideration, I have to see everything so I can decide if there's potential there when all the fat is gone. It will be brutal but you will lose the weight. No old ugly hags, younger and cute only. I'll make a new woman (and slave) out of you .
If you want to get my attention when you message me, write more than one line. Tell me what your interest in me is and why.
Yahoo ID: depravdd
If I haven't answered your chat invite often I leave the computer w/ the screen open. Just try me again another time.
The biggest mistake God ever made was giving woman free will. Most of them never really wanted it anyway.
"Once a slave, always a slave!!!"
"Scream until you like it, I'm never going to stop"
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"Scream until you like it, I'm going to hit the spot!"
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Straining against the bonds of "common" decency.
"No woman is worth anything until she is put in a collar. None of them have any worth until they are made worthless."
Original thought is like original sin: both happened before you were born to people you could not have possibly met.
Most women are bi. They just haven't figured it out yet.
There is no room for modesty or inhibitions in slavery. Throw them away on your way in or have them stripped from you brutally.
Women who insist upon having the same options as men would do well to consider the option of being the strong, silent type.
Why is it so many older and/or larger women call themselves little girls or babies? Sure, they may want to be but they never will be.
There are a lot of women here who say they are not doormats and see that as a bad thing... Though I very much see myself as a doormat. I want to be a thing beneath my owner's foot. That's my proper place as a woman... beneath the heel of my owner's boot.
You Know Your Kids Have Inherited Your Kink When
· the neighbors complain that your kids do full body cavity searches when playing cops and robbers.
· your daughter uses Twizzlers as floggers.
· you go into the playroom and discover an interrogation chair built entirely of Legos.
· you come home and find them tickling a bound and gagged babysitter.
· they hand you the body harness and leash that they used as toddlers when it's time to go shopping.
· your 12 year-old crawls over and eats out of the dog dish.
· your son wants to know when he'll get his allowance, because he needs to pay his tab at the hardware store.
· you tell them they're too old to spank and they try to assure that they aren't.
· your daughter speaks wistfully about being confined to the playpen while the other children played in the room.
· you yell out to your daughter to come and do her chores and she tells you she's tied up right now...and you check on her and find that she really is tied up right now.
· your three year old is strutting around with clothespins hanging off his tongue.
· their favorite game is Cowboy and Dominatrix.
· your son earned his merit badge in tying knots...twelve times.
· they won't play Twister because they don't want to say "red".
· you notice her GI Joe has her Barbie doll on a leash.
You Know You're Kinky When
...you keep fake hanging plants around the house, just so your mother will never know what all those hooks in the ceiling are really for
...someone refers to a serial killer as sadistic and you roll your eyes, because the man has nothing on you.
...you realized you've charged more in lingerie than you get paid in a year
...you have more toys than your kids
...you take up macrame, just to learn some new knots
...you start rating your CDs by how interesting it'll be to beat someone to
...someone asks how long you've been doing this ponygirl routine, and you snort and start to stamp your foot
...your favorite dessert is hot crossed buns...and you don't eat sweets
...someone says they have a leatherman, you almost say "me too!" before you realize they are talking about the tool gadget on their belt.
...you watch a movie where someone gets tied up and scream at the screen, "Gimme a break, 3 minutes max to get out of that!"
...you go to the local county fair and salivate when the horsejumps are set up.
...you have a list by the phone for the babysitter....Hospital, Family, and 3 24-hour locksmiths.
...you are on a first-name basis with all the local EMT's.
...you have the closest 24 hour locksmith as #1 on your speed dial list.
...you join the SCA just so you can learn to make your own chainmail and work with leather!
....you speak of crop rotation with someone, and they aren't a farmer.
...you try to get arrested, just for the handcuffs , body cavity search, humiliation scene and time in the cage.
...Avon tells you stop writing, they are not going to make eau d'leather aftershave
...vanilla means anything BUT a flavoring for ice cream!
...leather companies start giving you the wholesale to distributor discount.
...you can't pass a candle factory without drooling (or wetting your seat)
...your kids ask you about conditioning leather....and it takes you a minute to realize they are talking about their baseball gloves.
..."chain letter" has a whole different meaning to you.
...you haunt the dollar stores for "pervertibles"
...you've got a toy chest bigger than the one in your 6 year old son's room.
...the local Leather hobby shop offers you a business account.
...your children ask if they can borrow your "costumes" for Halloween.
...your body piercings set off the metal detectors at the court house.
...you need two separate packing and moving crews....one to pack and move the furniture and belongings, and the other to pack and move the "furniture" and "belongings".
...you choose your new house based on it's location: convenient to the leather store, easily directed to by your friends and the local ambulance drivers, and just a mile from the emergency room.
...you become a locksmith to avoid having to make embarassing calls at 2 A.M.
...the local Home Depot has set you up with a business account...and you are not a contractor or an electrician.
...you move to another city, and the hardware store in your old hometown goes out of business because you don't buy there anymore.
...escape artists come to you for advice.
...you say Vanilla like it's a bad word.
...you can't pass by an iron fence without drooling.
...you know the location of every tack shop in the tri-state area.
...your idea of getting a jump in the morning is to hook up the other end of your nipple clamp to the car battery.
...you nearly cause an accident pulling into the lot where the sign advertises FREE TODAY HOT WAX before you realize it's a car wash.
...you cannot get through the opening lines of "Green Eggs and Ham" (I Am Sam, Sam I Am) without giggling hysterically.
...your attitude is "electricity, not just a utility, but a way of life".
...you've served more people than McDonald's.
...more people have seen your body on-line than have visited www.cnn.com
...you spend more time on your knees than a Catholic priest.
...you consider filing a lawsuit for false advertising when the pizza place has a sign for HOT GREEK-STYLE SUBS but they wouldn't bend over to please you.
...you chose your last car based on the location of the garment hooks.
...the hospital lists you as a triage center, since you're better equipped than the ER.
...you sit on Santa's lap to tell him the toys you want for XMas, and get a free trip on the North Pole.
...you buy clothespins in the supersize family economy bags, and you don't have a family or a clothesline.
...there's enough rope in your bedroom to scale Mt. Everest.
...you find yourself wandering through the wax museum's mediThe same holds true if you make up extra sins at confession so you can get a heavier penance).
If you actually wish your Mastercard would give you orders, you may be a submissive.
If you think that the three basic materials for bed sheets are linen, silk and leather, you may be a submissive (or at the least, kinky in general)
If you call your personal vibrator "Sir," you may be a submissive.
If you think your panties look best on you when pulled down around your knees, you may be a submissive.
If you see a road sign displaying, "Chains required" and wonder if that means, whips are optional, you may be a submissive.
If you read a headline about sub warfare, and picture two naked women cat-fighting over a cute Dom, you may well be a submissive.
If you dream of a beautiful leather jacket with a full face hood, you may be a submissive
Top Ten Things You Will Never Hear A Sub Say To Their Master/Mistress
10: How was I supposed to know I wasn't supposed to put your leather pants in the washer?
09: Yeah, right... SPANK THIS!
08: Tomorrow night, I get to tie you up, right?
07: God, you Dom's think the world should bow before you!
06: And just what do you think you are going to do with that paddle?
05: Sorry, I got a date tomorrow night. Some other time, perhaps?
04: Spanking? I-THINK-NOT!
03: Who died and left you in charge?
02: Do your own damn laundry!
and the #1 thing you will never hear a sub say to their Master...
01: What do I look like, your maid?
Redneck Submissives
If you have ever gone to a play party in curlers and a kerchief, you just might be a redneck sub.
If you count your spankings "1...2...3...the next number...the next number...the next number...", you just might be a redneck sub.
If your safeword is "cut it out or I'm tellin' Ma", you might just be redneck sub.
If you know what your Mistress expects from you by the way she belches, you just might be a redneck sub.
If your master tells you to fix him a steak, and you start by loading the shotgun, you just might be a redneck sub.
If fulfilling your master's every whim means picking up a 12-pack and changing the TV channels for him, you might just be a redneck sub.
If you have ever been bound and gagged in the bed of a rusty pick up truck,you just might be a redneck sub.
If you have ever tried to brighten the dungeon decor with a pair of pink flamigos, you just might be a redneck sub.
If you have ever had to use your safeword in order to spit tobacco juice, you just might be a redneck sub.
If you have ever used nipple clamps in order to remove tics from master's huntin' dogs, you just might be a redneck sub.
We tend to think of the erotic as an easy, tantalizing sexual arousal. I speak of the erotic as the deepest life force, a force which moves us toward living in a fundamental way.
Sometimes, being a bitch is all a woman has.
Feelings that originate in the human genitalia are among the most powerful forces on earth. They have a complex relationship with the feelings that stem from the human heart; at various times in competition or in harmony... One of the supreme goals of spiritual work is to harness the sexual urges in service to the heart's wisdom.
A riding crop and a blindfold doesn't make it BDSM. There is a big difference between being kinky and being in the scene. It's not a sexual thing to me, it's a very spiritual and mental thing.
Ultimately, the purpose of a flogging is to inflict pleasure.
BSDM is an erotic art which does not require conventional sex acts to explore and practice. That's my philosophical story, and I'm stickin' to it.
Subspace is my perfect paradise vacation from busy-mind... blessed be to the Dominant who can stamp my ticket there.
When I was brand new, I felt it important to belong to a group. I was elated to find others like me, and to find out I wasn't "weird," after all. But now, the politics have changed that. Since I have always had a distaste for politics, I now align myself with INDIVIDUALS.
For me, the goal of any of the BDSM activities is to break barriers and boundaries, sending me into a more primal, raw connection...to erase the civilized conventions and attain that connection, space, where there is no skin, no outer layers, but simply raw primal emotion.
Understand the preciousness of the unfulfilled desire. Begin to feel appreciation for the fact that the desire exists, rather than instant disappointment that it has not manifested.
New York, NY Maxim magazine reported recently that a new dining establishment is open in Manhattan called La Maison de Sade. They serve traditional French cuisine with not so traditional side "dishes." For $20 a throw, you can have hot wax melted on your nipples, or order "Spanking of a Slave", "Foot Worship", and the ever popular, "Public Humiliation." [I wonder if the kids eat for free on Tuesdays.]
Get in good physical condition before submitting to bondage. You should be fit to be tied.
Lead me not into temptation,
I can find it just fine myself.
You see what power is - holding someone else's fear in your hand and showing it to them!
When the combination of all needs are met through the Dominant mind, the true satisfaction of the submissive need is met from her strengths to endure, to overcome and to heighten her every sense of being.
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