PLEASE NOTE: I WON'T BE RELOCATING AS I HAVE CHILDREN FRIENDS AND A JOB! I have responsibilities to other human beings. If I neglect them, I will pay a heavy price that I cannot bear. That alone would make me much less than desirable to anyone.
I believe that D/s is about devotion. Devotion cannot be felt nor accepted by just anyone. It takes a chemistry and and a relationship to make it blossom and deepen into something more than words can adequately describe. I want to belong to someone I am devoted to and who is beloved to me. I am very much into pampering and service. I love hairbrushing, massage, pedicures, facials, bathing, dressing, etc, etc. I also love just a small touch of feminization like an anklet or a pair of panties. Just enough to allow me to more deeply feel my soft and cute side. I have the heart and soul of a servant. I don't consider myself beneath ANYONE, call me "worm" once and you won't see or hear from me again. Being a servant is the HIGHEST calling anyone can be entrusted with as trust is essential in being allowed to serve in the first place. I have enough self-respect to know that I want my submissive nature honored by my partner and i intend to honor her dominance. I'm not interested in visiting a pro domme nor am I interested in strictly fantasy chat. If we're not going to meet (in a safe and public place at some point), what's the use Its not about costumes and platform heels for me, its about dominance and authority. A dominant woman can look awesome in a bathrobe and hair curlers. What makes a Dominant Woman so attractive to me is her dominance itself. Her confidence in Herself as a person and as a woman. The aura is irresistible. I understand that D/s isn't about the submissive making lists of demands on how he or she wants to be "dominated". I think that I know that what makes me tick is a need to please my Dominant partner and a longing to be rewarded for obedience. The reward of course is more opportunities to please Her This cycle can continue ad infinitum. I'm interested in getting to know anyone who considers herself to be a truly dominant woman with a real love of the D/s context as a backdrop for a whole relationship no matter what she looks like. I'm also interested in talking with women who want to know about submissive males and how they think. I don't think I have ever seen an average looking woman in my life. I have been attracted to big women, small women, young and older. I have seen women who wear their gray hair with such confidence that it would be a sin for them to have it colored. Your femaleness in itself is what gives you such amazing presence. I wish I could could teach women who feel ugly or fat to harness the power within them and their loneliness would disappear as they would have more attention from men than they could handle. I'm a big fan of females! I am attractive, intelligent, sane and disease free. Thank you for reading this. I would love to hear from you if you have any interest.
8/29/2013 5:33:28 AM
I am currently on vacation in Florida, returning to NJ on 9-1 and to NY on 9-5.
