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	1. Picture: I 2. Picture: What I truly and out of the deepness my hart want 3. Picture: Inside & Outside 4. Picture: Me in my latex leggings ... I don´t know anymore how often I deleeted this profile. Every time cames the point were I was dissapointed and deleet it. But there was also everytime the point were I came back and created a new one. Because of this deep desire in me to be a slave, to be submissive, to be obdient and to be under strict and full controle. This is a very big part of me. In my heart there lives a slave and this part screemed to be alive. I would love to get treat like an object and I would love to get mold in one. Because a slave is nothing more than an object. A slave it there to get used and to serve. I know that it would not be everytime nice for me to get used or to be in training to become a better slave. But this is the way how a slave life looks like. I would not everytime enjoy it to get tortured, be in shakles, be in anal use, be in sevice for my owner, to get trained or to spend the night in a cage. But I would feel happy if I could make my owner happy with all that. I would be happy when I was a good slave for my owner and could make her happy. It is not about the slave...it is all about the pleasure of the owner. I´m more then just submissive. I Have also domme side and I enjoy my vanila life and have a lot of fun. I would love to finde a real ralationship. ...and I know that sometimes the real thing starts unreal. I also know that there must be love to submit me to 100%. Because just with love can grow this deep trust that is nessesary for total submission. There must be more then just BDSM. There must be a connection. Ask if would know something. :-) Oh...and there is something more. I have a really big fetish. I love good intelligent conversations. :-)

9/15/2012 6:51:15 AM

...chained hours

I have cuffs and a collar that can be locked...I ahve toke them on my body...I also made a chain tight around my tummy and with the other end I locked my feet together...I also chained my wrists with a short chain together and I inserted a small plug in my slave cunt.

A few minutes ago I unchained me out of this. The plug is still in me. But I staid for 4 hours chained, collared and pluged.

I felt me so submissive. But there was also the thought that I am the person that decides when this situation ends. I was so horny that I cum but I had no orgasm. It felt so good to have this collar around my neck and being restrained in my moving.

But I know that it will be very humilating when I am not anymore the person that decides.

:-)

8/8/2012 12:36:37 AM

I have made a vew thought about if I should write it down here...and I do.

...it wasn´t the first time that I went out pluged. I was a vew times pluged as I was in public. But yesterday was the first time that I visted friends have worn a butt plug. Not my big but my small one. Sometimes it was a little bit strange. I could not forget the plug...I felt it every second in me.

It was just a pit that nobody was with me, that I love and that had decided that I have to wear the plug. I have worn the plug the hole day till I get back home. I have removed it as I went into my bad.

Wish you all an amazing day.

8/1/2011 11:07:01 AM

Back in contact with a very nice person.