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I'm newly single and newly sober, both life-changing events.
My previous partner and I had many similar interests and
proclivities. She was far more experienced than me, but was quite
willing to take me by the hand early in the relationship.
Unfortunately, I was rather uncertain about myself, especially in
public settings. Confidence was not one of my strengths at that point,
and uncertainty in a top is not a turn-on for either person.
And liquid confidence was not the answer.
Turns out it's not an answer for many, many things. So, now I find myself with neither a mate nor a playmate.
Without a partner, I'm more desirous than ever. Without alcohol, I'm
feeling far more self-assured than before, and even more willing to
continue to explore, to learn, and to truly enjoy my sexuality. But that
doesn't mean I'm suddenly bullet proof. This new life is still fragile
and it's more precious to me than just about anything right now. So,
please, no mind games or drama (well, outside the context of a scene,
that is). Openness and honesty are absolutely paramount.
I'm looking for new local/semi-local(Northern Illinois/Chicagoland)
partner(s), just for fun at first, but an eventual relationship is not
out of the question.I'm looking
for a woman to top me and work me over; I want to submit, to
acknowledge that I'm powerless in the situation, to willingly give
myself over to her; I seek the catharsis of surrender; I'm not into
humiliation or pain, but I'm willing to negotiate just about anything
else.
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