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She begged him not to leave her. He grew mad. Cold. She saw the anger on his face emerge and the serious of his demeanor became more evident with each passing second. Suddenly his right arm dragged ragingly across the table and the dishes had smashed to the tile floor. She flinched and sat steadily in the chair before he rose and marched off to the porch. Moments later she heard the tires move across the tile and when she turned he grabbed her by her arm and forced her to stand, only to push her down into the wheelchair.

"Don't fucking move." He said with a stern tone. She was scared of what he was going to do, and listened only to hear him clanking around in a drawer in his bedroom. When he came back he dropped the metal on the table, his feet crunching over class and porcelain. He took hold of the handcuffs and locked her wrists so that she was bound to the metal frame of the chair.

Panic started to set in and it was too late for her to move and get away. His right hand rose and he smacked her face a few times.

"You don't want me to let you go."

He said as he bound her other wrist to the metal frame.

"Now your ass is mine."

The shackles sat there alone before he took hold of each set and wrapped her ankles within them before latching the other ends to the lower frame of the wheelchair. It didn't tale long for him to do it, because soon after the roll of black tape was in his hands and she was shaking her head no. Before words could escape her lips he had pressed a strip along the length of her mouth just under her nose, followed by two more to keep it in place.

In her mind she was already working on how to be released from the tape so she could scream out for help but he had slapped her two more times against her cheek.

"Not a fucking sound understand?"

It was rhetorical more than anything but she nodded as tears welled up in her eyes. Never had she imagined this would happen. She faltered as muffled cries were buried behind the tape and her head fell so that her chin touched her chest. He stood so proud before her and then pushed the chair toward the center of the room before he vanished from in front of her. More tape had been torn and when he returned, he covered her eyes with two smaller strips of tape.

Her sense of hearing had heightened and suddenly everything she heard became clearer. Defined.

He was cleaning up the mess on the floor and tossing it into a trash bag. Leaving her there as he took the trash to the garbage outside. Her wrists playing at the cuffs in hopes that she could slip them free, only he had returned and she stiffened at the sound.

He clicked his lighter, the smoke from his cigar wafted through the air and she could smell it. It was as strong as it had ever been. His hands tickling at her skin by the cuffs and he clicked the cuffs harder so she had no chance of slipping through. She knew he was no fool, and she cried through the tape.

She could feel him close. His lips by her right ear as he whispered to her.

"No escaping me now little one." It was eerie. Almost soothing. "This is what you wanted."

More stifled cries as she shook her head no. Her body trying to break free as if she had somewhere to go. His hand grabbed her through strands of hair and he forced her head back before he kissed one of her covered eyes.

"My prisoner." He said softly in her ear once more. "No escaping me now."

C~K~C~K

will the real one please stand up!

It's so fucked up. We all have the same name. It's so funny though. As I was thinking about it, I couldn't help but giggle at the thought of all three of us having a little bit of fun. 

So C comes in and spots me at my job. I first met him at my other job, and he has this look a like out here as well. But that's another tale. So he says, my brother likes to have fun too. Gives me this smirk. I want to smack him so hard. Then his brother comes in. 

IT'S THE FUCKING LOOK-A-LIKE!

This is too cute. I grin and turn red. I can feel my face burn. They both laugh and the look a like says; "I guess you were right all along." He remembered me saying he had a look a like somewhere out there. I could never get them in the same spot. So I find out his name and for short, it's the same as mine and his brothers, and someone else.

So yeah, maybe I will make plans with them eventually. 

I always told him, he had a pretty cock. I mean, some guys, yeah their okay, but I mean ladies, when you see a pretty cock, you see a pretty cock. There's no if's and's or butt's. And he had a nice one of those too. 

So that's three with the same name. Including me of course.

Later that night the fourth one comes in, and for now I can claim him as #1 (considering)...

My night was complete. Though when he pops in at my job it makes me nervous. I feel like he could catch me doing something he may not like. When I'm in public and in front of people I am still shy to him, but bold at the same time. Even if I have to pay for it later, I can't wait. It makes me grin at the thought. 

I do miss him still. Everywhere in this house reminds me of him, and though he will never be in my sights except for in thought, He's in my heart always. -

FUCK YOU E-MAIL!

NO! I do not do E-Mail. Why? Because it's old school and lame, and if you can't deal with that, then I got two words for you; SUCK IT!

LOL Okay I love the WWE and I had to say that in the end. But seriously. I don't do I.M.'s, I don't do E-Mail, and I sure as shit aren't giving you my number. You fucks are crazy. It's bad enough I already have a stalker. 

So when it comes down to it, if I know you in person, fine, say hi. We can text. (You know who you are) If you're new to me, then we can talk here and let it lead to possible # exchange. Until I feel comfy with you, you can forget about the rest. 

1) My E-Mail is for fan mail and registrations.

2) My phone number is for people I know, trust, and approve of.

3) I am NOT a slut, except My Daddy's slut, and only he can call me that.

4) Right now I am NOT meshed with anyone, but I am involved with someone I can see myself being a sub for.

5) I will not send you selfies if we've never met in person. 

6) Just because I said fan-mail does not mean I am in porn. I write under a different name than my own and like to weed out all you nut jobs.

There you have it, my Top 5 reasons for either ignoring your lame ass messages, pics, requests, commands etc.

By the way, NO ONE commands me but muh Daddy. So, GFY  

W H A T . A . W O R L D

I can't help but to fear him and want him so bad. He's tall, at least six feet, and he's beautiful to me. Each morning we smile at one another. Blushing, can't look one another in the eye. For months I've sat idly by and waited. Planning. Wondering. 

I've had this piece of paper in my presence for two weeks now, waiting to hand it to him. I play out the scenario in my head when I ask myself if it's the right time. It's so busy where I am that I never have the chance to ask, but he knows I want to ask him something. I have a feeling he knows what it is, yet I fail each time we see one another.

This morning I step out at the most opportune moment to see his car sitting next to mine. I say; "Well look who it is." I smile and blush and he the same. "I never thought I'd get you out here when it's not busy." He chuckles and smiles, looking away as he closes the door. He's walking right towards me and I've wondered what he smells like. 

He smells divine. Making me...... well, we shall leave that out for now. He's so close and his chest is nearly close to mine. He's got muscles. My God does he have muscles and I hate muscles, but on him they fit. All I can think about is how I can keep myself from showing him how hot he makes me when he's close in my vision. I calm my chest of evident breath and I finally ask him.

"Are you married?" He says no. "Because I see no ring, but if you have a girl....." I've never been so forward with a man before. It's not my thing. Unless I'm out with the girls and I am in the mood to play around I may. This man, he made me come out of my shell briefly. How did he do it?

Already he pulls out his phone, as if he already knows. 

For months we blush and smile at one another. Every morning I am there as he is. Every morning I see him I know what he wants and I have it ready for him so he isn't late for work. Each morning I see him and melt into myself. I want to climb him like a redwood and set fire to the forest as our flesh is pressed together in a whirlwind of holy shit. 

"So can I get your number?" I ask him finally and he passes me his phone. I put my number in and he calls my phone. Hello! No fake number here. 

"I been wanting to ask you but we're always busy...." He says and I nod.

"I know." I reply. 

"I'm glad we have this, I was working up the nerve to ask you." I can't help but be angry with myself. Especially when I had a shot before and chickened out. 

By now I'm seeing the forest burn down as the flames make our flesh glow. His sexy lips. God how I just wanted to dig my nails into his back and whisper his name. 

So, we did like each other all that time and I wasn't just imagining it. Personally, I have never seen myself as beautiful or sexy. Just cute. Cute. I get hit on more than ever in my life, and I'm not one of those chicks that will just sleep with anyone. A lot of people may think different, but I keep it real. I know the risks. I choose wisely. My senses kick in and my conscious tells me STAY AWAY! I have none of that around him. In fact, when I'm around him, I feel at peace. Like with David. But, this does make me feel beautiful. At least I don't have to meet him for the first time. He's seen me at my near worse. Like when the hair finally fails and it's bye bye awesome hair. He's never seen me with make up on so he knows of muh flaws if I have any. And I know he smokes because he buys blacks and dutchies. I don't have to hide what I do or who I am and that makes it even more better.

  ~ Sev                              

He was like, "Good Girl"

It was rather amusing to see an old friend today. So, he says hi *******. I turned because only down here people call me by my first name. So I was curious to see who had called my name. When I turned I couldn't help but get red in the face. It had been at least 7 years since I saw him last. He's so smexy, which, if you know me, can understand why I was curious as to why someone like him could like someone like me. So we caught up some, talked about the things going on in our lives. Each divulging in the same interests that neither of us knew before. It's amazing how many people out there are into the lifestyle. I don't really care who knows about me but I don't want it at my job. 

So he helped me tonight. Realizing that yes, I think it would be good to get back into the swing of things. No pun intended. Well, maybe. I wouldn't mind being trained by a Dom right now. I have my eyes on two people. One I like more than the other, but I don't think he is that into me. IDK what he thinks about me really. We didn't much talk about it. 

You have to understand, I'm like a little kid inside. I like recess time. It helps me cope with what's to come. I love to play. I love attention from my Dom. I can't help it. I'm a Libra. lol. 

So when I heard him say Good girl I was excited and happy and yes, even a lil wet. It makes me feel as though I've done something good, and I want to learn how to satisfy him in every way. Is that so bad? 

Maybe he will let me know how he feels about that eventually.

-Sev               

I don't know what the hell is going through my mind right now, but im so mad about my neck. Not only does it hurt but it's so visible. and muh girl at work had me come in to see her,  had no idea she was going in this morning. ugh! Anywhore, all three bosses were there so i was pretty awkward trying to hide my marks. So over it. I need to sleep soon or i wont make it for work. my throat hurts. this hasn't happened in like forever, and now i am semi-ashamed for one thing that happened. NEVER happened before and i'm so embarrassed. Ashamed. Whatever. I just can't go there anymore. muh whole character is out of place from that one thing. everything else i was cool with. 

And she thought i took the car lol. i didn't. need what i have to get to work. which isn't much. i NEED a second job. I might do the house keeping thing again. i made awesome money. idk yet. 

i think it's time for some new body spray. something different.  i was using Vampire, but idk, i don't think it's me. I might go the Sevvie route and get all Amaretto. Smexy. we will see. 

I'm googleable. lol. you can google Sevanni Black and get me. So keep an eye out for my writing. 

Tomorrow is my birthday. Yay me. 31 and I feel great.

BIG NEWS

JUST BROKE IT OFF WITH THE LOSER BOYFRIEND!

If you could call him a boyfriend really.

Tired of the lies and kids games. He's packing his bags now. When he will be able to leave? Not soon enough! But I won't kick someone out just because I can and especially when they have no where to go. So, I will send him back home when his money comes on my card and so long! 

I had great times, good times, bad times, and worse times, but I can't wait to see what the future holds for me. I intend on having fun like last summer when we broke it off. This time there is no going back. 

Anywhore, there is this 6 foot 6 swat cop that likes me. He's hawtness. I can't fuck with someone who might die any day on the job. Then the Pepsi guy asked me out. Ugh! No thank you. Not my type, but he was a cutie. Then as if my night didn't get any worse, this fucktard hits on me, and he looks like a darker version of my step son. Ugh! So over it. 

So, I layed back and smoked some bud and I am about to lay down, watch wrestling. I <3 Daniel Brian. Then knock out if I can. The cool kids from work (that's what I call them) they are going to come in after midnight and celebrate with me.

I know who I want birthday spankings from, but we work the same hours at different places, and I don't know when I will be able to get to hang out with him. We talked about it a while back when I was down here in Florida, but never had the chance. 

I can't believe I told him about my box of goodies. lol. Only thing I have left now is a pair of safety cuffs and a pair of prison cuffs. Hmmm, must look into finding new toys. Cute pretty and dreadful toys. yes yes. 

Okay, enough rambling, yall are already in my business too much. lol.

-Sev

In Other Words...

So someone called me a plain Jane today when I went to go get some meds for my cold. Yes. I'm sick. Anywhore, I laughed and said, "If you only knew." Then my guy looks at me when i looked at him and we laughed ballz. So she asked why we were laughing, idk, maybe it was the outfit i liked. I like simple, so i grabbed a dress i liked and said, "Listen, if people like you knew what people like me did, plain Jane would be the least of your thoughts." 

No disrespect to this bitch but, Bitch, you got the nerve, especially when you're wearing khaki and white. You aren't even a Milf. Lisa, she's a MILF and a damn good one! Soccer mom to boot. 

In other words, never judge a book by it's cover. 

To that note I'd like to say, yes Mr. Man who I wished I could watch pump my gas. I can do a WHOLE LOT BETTER. I will. I know how to push people out of my life and I think I can handle what's about to come. For now, we wait, but as I see you more and more I can't stop thinking about you. Especially when I have a little bit of "Me" time. Things tend to progress a LOT faster with you in my head. The things I imagine we could do. 

Til' Next time         

Sev         

Okay, so this morning ,i got outed at the gas station by the guy who works there. so, if you can see this wtf was your note suppose to mean? Interesting to see me on cm? juss sayin.... like, what are you, what do you want? Is there something you're interested in? let me know. Yes, i think you're cute. Would something happen between us? maybe. But make a move, and let's find out. I'm too shy for that shit.

So this guy on here blkbull4whtslave or some shit is pretending he's Max Philisaire-body builder. Funny how some idiots think people like me don't know who the fuck a sexy ass man is. How lame can you be?

On another note. I'm having fun with muh friends. Wanna go back to Florida soon. IDK when but I will get there.