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This little kitty has a Master! I am looking for nothing, really, as I have everything I will ever need! I would like to intrigue, even entertain you with my journal. Maybe the entries will inspire you.
My Master, and my husband are my life! They help me to remember who and what is really important. Master, makes sure that when a lesson is taught, it is learned!!!
I do this all for YOU Master, with love and adoration!
I must add that I am slave to my Master, and sub to my Husband. They are not the same person.
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Been soooooooo long since I have been able to add to my journal. As you can guess, Ive been quite busy with Master and Sir, learning all I can to please..... The art of the bath has become my specialty. I do have stories to relay to all, but will be on periodically this week to write them. I have at least 2 weekends to write about, Im sure will get juices flowing. They did mine, and Im sure after or during the writing prossess, My juices will begin to flow again. |
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I may have found a new toy!!!! Could be something I use to take my frustrations out on. Of course I will do and say NOTHING without the permission of Master and Sir, but with Masters guidance and knowledge, I believe that we can turn this little plaything into a true slave. This slut loves young men!! And that is what I've found. My excitment over having my own boy-whore to use, i fear may overwhelm me! Masters slut is still so sore, I regrettably was unable to be completly satisfied with my toy last night. I feel that I may have a promising future guiding this one though. On to other things..... Being that I do have an injury, and my Master being a true Master, and caring for his dirty slut, I was given a reprieve from any further pain to my pussy last night. Believe me, I have nothing but respect and gratitude to Master for this. However, Sir took it upon himself to make sure I didnt get too spoiled. I was instructed by Master to get a warm wash cloth and clean Sirs dirty cock. Then I was to blow it dry for Him. I did as instructed, but when I arrived in Sir's bedroom, he was fast asleep! Not wanting to shirk my duty to Sir or Master, I continued with my duty. I washed and wiped slowly, making sure to pull back all the skin to get every crevise clean. I even went back to the loo, and rinsed the cloth to repeat! By now Sir was wide awake and mad as hell that I woke him after a 12 hour work day. I had forgotten that Sir told me to make sure I put my collar on first thing when entering His room, So I immediatly did so with His reminder. After blowing Sir's hard, pulsing cock completely dry, I was punished for no collar and waking Him. Sir told me to get on my hands and knees at the foot of the bed, He stood behind me, and Thrust every inch of Himself into my aching, burning pussy. At least he did it from behind as to keep the stimulation to my clit to a minimum. But, Sir has incredible control, and after 20 minutes of continuous HARD fucking, I was still crying from the pain. Dont get me wrong, I love it, but His balls were slamming into my tender cunt!!! At this rate, I may NEVER heal! I thought that Sir was finished with me for the evening, but he needed something more. I was to curl up like a good kitty at his feet to keep them warm. That is where He still found me this morning. |
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I have finally added a picture to my profile. This picture was approved by Master and Sir for your viewing pleasure. Had a bit of time this morning, wanted to write of the last couple of days. I have been a whiny, self-absorbed little slut lately. I cant seem to see past ME, and Master has made it His mission to break me of this habit. I apparently said "fuck you" to Master, I suppose during an "all about me" rant, and I was justly punished for it. Monday night I was ordered to put a wooden clothes pin on my clit. No problem, done that a thousand times before, but this time it stayed on, While Sir had His way taking my ass. It was on for quite sometime. After the lovin(haha) Sir was instructed by Master to yank it off. Having been on there awhile, and the skin having been dry under the pin, it got stuck to my clit and some skin ripped off in the prossess. That wasnt bad enough, I had said "fuck you" to Sir as well this week, and was punished for that also. Master and Sir took full advantage of the soreness of my pussy, and Master ordered 25 whacks with my collar on the clit. Now I'm so very sore and swollen, it hurts to sit. I have thanked Master and Sir for the pain, that will be a reminder of my insulance. I will think of them both all day as I feel the sting and throbbing of my tender, red cunt. |
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My most erotic experience with a woman, was on a dare by a friend. He said I had to actively seek, find and fuck a woman and bring him proof. I began with a local personals paper in my home city. After several undesireable meetings, I finally found one. I made the call, and was shocked that a Man answered the phone. He told me that for years now Chris has expressed a desire to be with a woman. Since their children were now gone from the house, he placed the add for her. We talked at the coffee shop for hours before deciding to go back to their place. I was immediatly at ease, as their home was clean, well decorated and inviting. Rick let us be, and went off into another room. The overstuffed sofa was perfect to get us comfortable. As we tlked I reached over to her and lightly touched the hollow of her throat. She sighed, and I then ran my hands through her short, blond hair. She asked if she could touch, and I knew what she meant. I took both of her hands and placed them on my breasts. Her eyes were wide open, and she said that she loved the heaviness and roundness of big tits. She has quite small perky little ones, so they must have felt very different to her. I reached out to touch hers, and those tiny tits had the biggest, hardest nipples ! She moaned, and threw back her head. I took that opportunity to lower my mouth to hers. She gasped as I ran my tongue along her lips to part them. She began to dothe same and the kiss deepened. I slowly unbuttoned her blouse to expose those pink peaks to my mouth, where I took them one at a time and gently sucked and nibbled. She was breathing so heavy, I thought her heart might stop! Chris told me we wuld be more comfortable in the bedroom, so we made our fumbling way to her room. As we were on the sofa, Rick had gone in and layed out all sorts of toys, and lit candles for us. But again, he was gone.Chris immediatly picked up a vibrator. I asked what she was doing and she said she needed to cum now. I took the vibe from her, and layed her down on the bed, I said she wouldnt need that today! I made sure that her ass was at the edge of the bed, and knelt down at her feet. Hurry she said, so I took my time, as slowly and meticulously as possible, I took her knees in my hands and parted them. OH MY! was she wet!!! Literally dripping to her asshole. As much as I wanted to dive into that sweet, soaked cunt, I started instead to nibble and bite at the inside of her soft chubby little thighs. Licking, Nipping, I remember saying to myself, God her hips are already rocking! I hadnt even touched that hot little box yet! I took full advantage of the fact that all that wet, slippery juice was at her ass, and plunged my finger into her ass. It lifted a full 10 inches off the bed, and not expecting it, my finger slipped out. When she calmed down and told me to please do it again, I did, but I used my other hand to part her and pull back the hood of her clit. Trying to be careful not to stimulate it as I did. Once I had that hard little nub out of its hiding place, I lowered my head and with he very tip of my pointed tongue, I flicked at it, trying to get to the ridge up under the hood... Success!!! she bucked, cried, and moaned herself into orgasm. I was so proud that I was able to get a woman off that clearly thought the only way was with a vibrator, I was ready myself to cum! Rick had come into the room, hearing the moaning of his wife, and smiled at us both. I asked If he would, please take a pic of us for me to keep, Chrises face can be omitted if he wished. He agreed, and as he went to get the camera, I climbed up on the bed. Chris was settleing into a comfortable, relaxed state, but still all I could hear from her was MMMMM....MMMMMMM... I was on my hands and knees over her and bent down for a kiss. She swung herself around under me, and lowered my soaked, and at this point , very red pussy down to her face. The first touch was amazing!! All that sexual tension, all the building up was worth it! She worked my clit in circles at first. Never letting me get to comfortable with one spot, always moving. It drove me insane. Once she hit that spot just under the clit, I took one deep breath and Im not sure how long I held it!! A river of my juices coated her chin, she lapped and licked till I was no longer wet, all the while, Rick was taking pictures. I thanked him, he said he would send the pics to whatever address I gave him. He started to leave the room, and I stopped him. I told him that I would like to watch him finish his wife while I dressed. I helped him off with his clothes, he mounted her, and as Rick and Chris made love I quietly left. She was a very sensual and sweet woman, and I will always treasure that time. However, that was not my ONLY time with Chris!!! |
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Master loves for me to take dirty little secrets to work with me. I work in a professional setting. I am able to disguise most but one time he ordered me to wear my very revieling corset to work under my clothes. I normally dress provocatively, classy, but provocative. Well i took full advantage of what that corset does to my tits, and used it as a very visible part of my outfit that day. Needless to say, I got alot of attention, and I like that kind!!! Ive had WHORE written on my body, dirty slut, all underneath my clothes, knowing that secret, and those heavenly balls, had me rubbing my clit all the way home. |
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lets get back to that cage! Dont you think, after reading the tip of the iceberg, that this dirty, little pussy belongs in one? I want to be locked in that cage, thrown a can of cat food, and told to eat or starve. Leave me to screech and claw for release from my prison. But im alone, I can touch and noone will know, not Master or Sir! And when Sir returns, Im in the corner balled up, and wimpering. But for a very different reason than He thinks:) And this ladies and gentlemen, is why MY Master is so wise. He forsaw that little scenario, and ordered for me to have a chastity belt. Well, as exciting as it sounds.... Damn!!!! |
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Is there anything quite as beautiful as a huge member in a tight cock ring? Shades of red and purple, veins popping, engorged glans and head, shiny, swollen almost blooming like a prisine, fresh picked mushroom. See I worship cock, I love it. There is no point in denying, however pussy ok too!!! Women, although not my preference, do serve a purpose to me, so to speak. That is where I dominate! I have had only 7 women lovers in my life, but I can tell you that everyone of those relationships were ruled by ME! This is where I found some of my likes and dislikes. Would I want that done to me? type of thing. smelling, eating fucking, pussy is enjoable to me, and I will eventually elaborate on it more, but nothing compares to Men. thier heavy-handedness can not be duplicated by a woman, And I need it. |
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Im purring and practically cumming, thinking about the countless times Ive had the pleasure of sucking cock! my favorite memory of giving a blow job was also during my stint in Cali. And the same man, my love, was not only the recipient, but the mastermind behind this learning experience. I had done it so many times before, but this time was special. I was preparing margaritas in the kitchen of his apartment. No clothes on, and thats how he wanted us to be at home. I think in hindsite, for nothing more than easy access to my body. He came in to taste, and I was the one who got to taste! The kitchen table was behind me, an as I stepped back from the blender I was pushed on to it on my back. He walked slowly around the table so that my face was at his crotch. He was already hard, and I knew what he wanted. I started to turn over for easy access to his sweet hard on, and he said NO. He pulled me toward him so that my head was hanging upsidedown over the edge of the table. He said to open and stick my tongue all the way out. As soon as I did, he thrust every inch of his throbbing cock into me. I immediatly began to gag, but that just goaded him on. He held my nose and withdrew, saying that if I vomit, and breathe I could aspirate. He just wanted me o get a feel for the whole length of it. As he fucked my throat, he would allow breaths and again slide it all in, shallow then deep, till I knew he was close to release. He reached under his balls and pinched my nose, and began his fury of thrusts that eventually led to orgasm. At the point of cumming, he filled my throat with cock and then gobs of thick, warm cum. When I got up he said thanx babe. and we drank our margaritas. I have always loved licking, stroking, sucking, worshiping cock. I always will!!! |
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the Tennesse night sky is a beautiful sight, but the summer sunset over the Pacific is awe inspiring. And thats where I was for the first time that I was with more than 1 man at once. I and a friend ahd gone to a club, we of course were there to pick up guys, we were 18!! Be careful what you wish for!!! I got 6! They were goin surfing that night, and asked if I would like to learn. DUH! Dont go alone you idiot! But I did. I was going to fuck one of them anyway, I had already decided that. He was just my warm up man. They all took turns, and I was in 7th heaven. None of them had abused me, hurt me, or humiliated me in anyway, and I thoughly enjoyed being filled time after time with the hot cum of all those young studs. I do love sunsets now! I think Im still picking sand out of my belly button, but nothing is perfect! My navel is now gorgeously decorated everyday with beautiful jewelry, and sometimes a chain too. |
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My first taste, if you will, of a sub/dom relationship, was not my first husband, but my first love. I met him in California, and spent much time with him. He was the man who started the video business, and I was in LOVE! He was beautiful, I mean movie star gorgeous, and I wasnt so bad either then. He would do little things that never occured to me as unusual at first. Always walking in front of me. He would NEVER leave me alone in public, and of course the sex got rougher and rougher as time went on. He was very adept with rope, and used it often. Tying my hands and feet behind me, making me kneel under the ceiling fan. He would throw the rope end over the fan, and hold the end, like a pully. He then would kneel behind me fucking me from the back, and every thrust in, he would pull on the rope, cutting my air off till he withdrew from my hot little cunt. slow on the in, fast on the out, till I was only able to get a quick half breath before he filled me again. That was his favorite way to fuck me, and it became normal to me. His domination never required me to do anything I wasnt willing to do. But, I worship Marquise de Sade, so...... And Master, of course! This willingness allowed me to experience water sports for the first time! He loved the thought of relieving himself on me. He so enjoyed to watch as his warm piss hit my tits and roll down the sides to my hips. Drinking was something I tried, however, not something that I would care to do again, unless, Master or Sir requires it of me. This was also the time that I discovered how much I love the sensativity of my nipples! The first thing that was ever used on my nipples was potato chip bag clips. And at thetime, ouch they really bit you. I now can take an awful lot of abuse to my nipples, and still love it just as much. I can cum from only stimulation to my nipples, but there MUST be pain involved for that to happen. No dought, one of the reasons for the toughness is the fact that Ive breast fed 2 children, but I believe that the exqusite sensations that I get from my pink, erect nipples, and over stimulation may account for most of it. |
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Smile for the camera! Yep, Im somewhere on video. Briefly, though, and I will get back to that later. Risk taker.... I did. In everything! Especially sex. I tried everything I had the opportunity to, and I did it very thoughtlessly. I risk health as I do not use condoms. Never did and never will. But, and heres a little bit of the Domme in me, DO AS I SAY,NOT AS I DO!!! Please use condoms, and protect yourself. Any way, The 80's in California were all about sex, drugs and rock-n-roll. And this slut kitty did it all. Cocaine was so available, and accessable, that it was immpossible to resist. So I didnt. Made my promescuity easier for my conscience to deal with, being a good caholic girl and all. By the way, conscience is pretty much gone now. The one with the horns, knocked the other ones halo right off her pretty little head. |
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Yes.... SOAKED! Master always call me HIS wet little cunt! He's right! From the moment I got to Cali, I was wet, and I have proudly remained that way ever since!! My time spent there was truly a sexual learning experience. I have done things that even I still think taboo. Everyone has heard of the donkey shows in Tiaguana, Mexico. Well been there!! done it too, and hows this for Slut?, I wished Id never get the taste out of my mouth! that began an exploration into the world of beastiality, which I still dabble in today. I love my big half blk lab/ half german sheppard, an he loves me.... often. Under the direction of my Sir/Husband.I remember the first time a dog came inside me. as he slowed, an indication of his pending orgasm, I felt as though the inside of my pussy was on fire!!! If thats your thing then you know what I mean, because every other time since it has done that too. I can remember hearing myself scream " oh my God, is it supposed to feel like that?" And I was on camera at the time, unsensored mouth!!!!! But these days its expected and no more screaming for me. We also have a horse, Rebel. He has the most beautiful cock, and far be it from me to neglect it in any way. Again Sir and I do this together. I began when we first got him, to wash his cock everytime I went to the barn, and now, he expects it and readys himself for me. Talk about soaked panties, when I see that huge dick start to decend, I go nuts! Sir calls me a filthy cock whore, but I always offer myself to Him first :) |
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thinking about being Younger..... to dream!!! Because in my younger days, I was out of control!! I was a risk taker and a trouble maker! I went an all girl school for the first 6 years. When I got into high school.... Well lets just say NO MAN was safe. ( and a couple of girls too ) But it was when I graduated from school, and I decided before college, to leave home and go to CALIFORNIA!! What kid wouldnt in the 80's? Are you ready for the trouble I got into there? |
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I think a bit more background should be layed, so that readers can understand me better and realize why vanilla isnt enough for me anymore...
My earliest memory of a sexual experience was at the age of about 4. When I dicovered, quite by accident, that if I stradled the arm of the sofa, and rocked back and forth, it felt good! So everyday, I would watch cartoons sitting on the arm of the couch. I cant remember when I stopped, and began to use other methods, but that is where my facination with masturbation and sexual stimuli began. Throughout the years, I have discovered all sorts of ways to stimulate myself. Ive done it it school, by putting wads of kleenex inside my lips, so when I moved, i could feel. Ive done it in parking lots with tire gauges, so many ways.... too many to name. But the masturbation problem still exists, and frustrates Master to distraction, I believe. Master turned me on to the wonders of ben wah balls!!! I dont think that they have been out of me since I got them! Until, last week, another punishment was given. Master and Sir decided that I was to have them taken away from me. I am in trouble alot, and I realize that my punishments are warrented, but I still dont have my balls back!!!! Thankfully, this morning, I was given permission to use them once again, by Master.
To all slaves and subs that may be reading my journal, There can not possibly be anything more exciting than having a Master AND a Sir!!!!!!! They conspire and disscuss and plan, and its such a turn on, Im constantly wet!!! Well, I am one of the wettest, horniest cunts you will ever know. But Im learning my place, and I know more than anyone that I need direction. |
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My first entry today is a story that happened just last week. Humorous, goood thing i dont embarrass easily.
For reasons I will touch on later, Master and Sir both thought that a punishment was in order for their little kitten. I was instucted to get the hair brush and hand it to Sir. He was asked by Master to give me 25 whacks on the ass with it. The smacks were horrible till about the 10th one, then I started to get turned on. By the time he was done, I was crumbling to the floor, and my ass was sticking straight up. Perfect target for Sir, who until then, had never in our 15 years together fucked me in the ass. He couldnt wait another second, and without hesitation, he lubed the head of his cock with my juices, and entered me, non too gently. We were talking to Master, at the time, and Im sure that he would have been a bit more kind, but I think things got away from him a bit. The act was thrilling, having him fill my ass was an erotic and emotional experience. But the funny part of this story is yet to come.
I have been a bit under the weather, and it just so happenned that I fell ill the day after this incident. I went to the doctor, for what I thought would be a look over and a perscription. The doctor looked at my throat and decided to do a culture for strep. The results were possitive, so I had the option of 1 shot or a 10 supply of pills. I opted for the shot. When the nurse and doctor came back into the room, I was asked if I wanted the shot in the behind, or in the arm. WELL... My unsensored mouth said... " I like it in the ass best".... My Sir, the doctor and the nurse were laughing so hard they could barely administer the injection!! But, as I lowered my jeans to recieve, they saw the horrible welts left by the brush the night before. Sir was sent from the room, and I was asked if I wanted social services called, or if I wanted to talk to a counselor!!! I had to explain to them that I was fine, not abused, and I had asked for it!!!
Now that you know about the unsensored ting, you will understand in future entries, why my mouth gets me in so much trouble. |
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Of course there is a reason why I desire this form of sexual release. As I stated before, my first husband was into the lifestyle, more than I knew at the time, and he had once taken me to a club in Detroit. Not a very mainstream club, underground and only bdsm related goings on happened there. I saw this experience first hand, happen to a girl, not what you or I would consider a slut, she was brought there totally against her will. Now please do not get me wrong, I find this horrible, and would never condone it, but the act was mesmerizing to me! I watched as men took turns with whatever was available to them, beat her into literal submission, she would have done ANYTHING to make it stop for what seemed like hours! They kept it up till she was so beaten down and every nerve ending in her body was screaming. She never came by those means, but I wish to attempt to be so stimulated by the pain that orgasm is my only option for relief.
Can one imagine the total control over a persons body that the mere thought of one more whack would make their body convulse in mind, body and soul numbing orgasm? |
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Experiences and even some regrets will come in later entries, but for now, as I am telling of desires, my most vivid and wanted!! I have for many years now, wished for this, and I believe I strive for it everyday. Maybe thats why I am constantly looking for something else. I know that Sir, and Master are both, for different reasons, unable to fulfill this fantasy for me. It saddens me, but I know that They are not able and It may never happen for me.
My wish, not my only, but a huge one, is to be hung, by my wrists. Not gagged, as I wish for the other to hear my screams, my begging, and pleading. I want to be beaten, across my back, legs, breasts, stomach. With hands , belts tools anything available to HIM. Starting with light hits, on my thighs, and belly. I want it to get progressively stronger, and harder, till Im sobbing for it to stop. Then I want it to continue through my crying, until I have eached the point that pain is overcome by pleasure. I want HIM to hear me beg for more, harder, faster. He will see the wetness begin to drip down the inside of my thighs. My breathing wil become nothing more than rasps of air, as I plead for him to take me. Only when I ask him to NEVER stop will He. And only long enough for my body to calm down and regulate. He will again begin the whipping, soft again at first, then ever stronger. My nipples will be hard peaks, my cunt slippery , again not only will my breath be raspy, but my words as well. Harder faster..... my desire is to be beaten to orgasm, no physical contact!!! only the weapons he uses to bring me to the point of complete and utter sexual control. |
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As a satisfied and happy slut to both Master AND Sir, I find myself very fortunate. But, still I find times when neither are available, and that isnt a good thing for me.... My mind tends to wander as do my eyes, and opportunity is EVERYWHERE. Men, women, even my dog are targets for my untamed lust and that is one of the things Master is trying to deal with right now... Poor Master, I feel bad that I give him such greif, but Im sure that when I do understand the nuances of this lifestyle I will again be ever grateful to him for my enlightenment. |
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Let me begin telling you of some of the things I want to experience. First, although I have had some experience with bondage, Ive never been left without some ability to move. I wish to be completly bound , something stimulating me and left. Alone!!! to ponder my situation. Only when I have been driven to near insanity, I want Sir to relieve HIMSELF ONLY. My relief, and satifaction shouldnt matter. One of the things that I learned from Master. Only when I am told that it matters!!! Just the thought of denial until Sir or Master wishes me to cum, is all I need to ready my body for Sir. I am naturally a very open and sexual being, i think, eat and sleep it everyday. Masturbation during my writing, if allowed, is the only way for me to finish and entry. The way my pussy leaks as I write, opens my mind and inspires me to continue. so yes complete bondage, and orgasm denial are among many of my sexual desires. Having my master present when Sir is useing me for His pleasure, is another huge fantasy!! The one who owns me AND the one who possess me!!! |
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As for my deepest and darkest desires, Im sure ones imagination could never touch on it all. Having a Master and a dominant husband is about as good as it could possibly get!!!! Between the two of them, I am learning not only to please and be pleased, but also Being introduced to things I never knew existed. Toys, games, etc. all very exciting. And yet the best lesson so far was not how to cum with more force than I ever could have imagined, it was learning the art of batheing my man. What an erotic and sensual thing!!!!!!!! Discovering sensative spot that even my husband didnt know he had!!!! It IS an art form! From beginning to end, a very planned and scripted thing can turn into a night of complete ecstasy.
The kitten reference came about quite by accident. During a night of worship, ste up and relayed by Master, I started rubbing on my husband and purring like a kitty. Both Master and husband LOVED it, as did I! It has become something of a regular part of our lives now. Im brushed regularly, petted when I desreve it, and my cage is going to be ready within a month!!! I even get to drink my milk from a crystal bowl on the floor!!!!!!!!! Have a beautiful collar, Master sent me to get, but I think maybe a daintier smaller version is in order for my kitty nights, if it pleases Master. I have a cat suit that I now don for husband when he wishes it, no ears though..... must get the ears |
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My infidelity during my marriages, was selfish I know, but I was always looking for that something more. I had just a taste and it was taken from me. The feeling I get when I am being used and consumed by a man is intoxicating and thrilling to me!! My Master would say " thats my little slut", Im sure. But regardless of its a sexual situation or not, I crave that.
Im not apposed to speaking with sub women, I do have a desire to dominate, but only women, and only part-time.
My marriage was saved by my Master, and I and my husband have a great deal of respect for Him for that and other things as well. He came into my life at a very scetchy time, for I was in a relationship with a lover, who cared very little for my well-being, and used my interest in the lifestyle to abuse. When Master found out about this, He immediatly put a stop to it. I told Him of the last encounter with the lover, and that I was violated violently by him. Having never had anal sex, the lover decided to take it upon himself to introduce me to it. He gave me no warning, and without any lube or any regard for me physically, took something very special to me, from me. In the prosses he tore me and under the advisement of my Master, after much bleeding and discomfort, I had to see a doctor. That was the end f that and now I realize that I will never find the grass greener anywhere but with Master and husband. |
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My journey began many years ago, in a very "normal" way. My first of 3 husbands introduced me to the pleasures of submission slowly. I had no idea at the time that he had any interest in this lifestyle at all when we married, but as soon as the honeymoon was over, I was told, not asked, to perform duties and acts. It was not everyday, and not severe, but I thouroghly enjoyed every second!!! Come to find out not long after, only 10 months, that a young man was really what he was seeking. When I found out this news, I began looking elsewhere for someone to desire only me, and I strayed from the marriage, which ended very early, in divorce.
My second marriage, was not as brief, but he was not at all interested in even part-time domination. Stupid slut that I am, thought if I was very good, and surprised him with ideas and sexual favors, that he would come around. That was my first lesson in NOT taking the initiative!!!! Again, I was disappointed and had several affairs before we split. Not as friendly a split as the first.
Now, I have the most wonderful husband, who, although knew nothing of the lifestyle, save his military background, is willing to learn and grow with me as a dom/sub couple. It took alot of time, 15 years to get to the point we are at now, but I have my Master to thank for that!!! He in a very short period of time, has not only warmed my husband up to the idea of having his very own slut at his beck and call, but taught me to worship my husbands body, and truly KNOW my own. |
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My first entry as an owned slave, should start with how I was found and rescued by my Extaordinary Master.
I had joined collarme under the recommendation of one of my ex-husbands, who is now living the lifestyle 24/7 as a Master to a sweet young man.
I was only on the site for a few days, hadnt even finished my interestprofile, when I was contacted by Master. He instructed me to finish my profile and wait for him to contact me again. I guess he liked what he saw, because before I knew it, I was told the update, and let the community know that I was under consideration! That in itself was thrilling to me, and to this day, everytime I think of that moment of enlightenment, I get wet with anticipation of the next encounter I have with Master.
I will NOT post pictures unless I am instructed to do so, so please dont ask if you decide to contact me! I will say and do NOTHING without His consent!
Just a beginning, to let readers know where I and Master are in our adventure of life.
My next entry will be of the first "sexual"encounter between Master and myself. Then I will fill you all in on some of my dark fantasies, and my secret desires!!!
Again, I AM OWNED, so please no Doms. Thank you, Kitten. |
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| Age: 29 |
| Charlotte,
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