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i hate my life, i am losing the one Guy i ever truely had feelings for because He thinks i am lying to Him. i truthfully feel that if i don't have Him then there is no point in being here. i love Him, i care about Him, He is all i think about. He is mad because i have two profiles, which is because i lost my password to the other. then He said my age changed, which is because on these i don't really like giving out my personal info until i really know Him. i have never lied to Him and i never would. but i don't think i will ever get that chance to prove it. i have never wanted to hurts Him but i did and it sucks and i feel like shit about it. He is the only one that i have ever truely felt legit feelings for and now that i have screwed it up i dont know whether i should be here or not. i am not going to be able to find someone like Him and if i can't then why even try and live my life. some may say i am crazy, some may say i am truly in love, i say im sorry and i guess i will never know.
MY POEM
I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
As I sit here writing this to you,
I am crying, thinking how much I was a fool.
I love you so much and I am sorry that we got into a fight,
I just wish that I could have made it up to you on that night,
I don?t want to break up and I wish we didn?t have this fight,
I just wish that this were so,
I never have loved anyone else as much as I loved you,
I thought that you should know.
I am sorry whatever should I do?
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Everytime you come around me my heart skips a beat.
I leave my phone on and I lye by it every night,
Just in case you call me if you feel something is not right.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.
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