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I am feeling so guilty about how I acted yesterday. I had no conversation with Daddy except through text messaging. I feel so bad, it would be easier on me if he would take it from my flesh rather than allow me to fester in my own guilt. I am sorry daddy. Please, forgive me.
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I made daddy very, very, very angry today. I can be such a bad little girl at times. I have a smart ass mouth that always gets me into trouble. I have a hard time controlling it. I have been thinking of why I am that way, for I am normally a very submissive, non-confrontational person. Yet I always test the waters. I feel I have to test them. Just to see how one reacts. To see if they really are just that dominate. It usually starts with me joking around, and ends with me getting my way because my tongue is sharp and my mind is swift. However, today I found that my waters are shallow. I was forced to make a decision and if I dont follow through, he says he wont give me the time of day EVER again. Well damn, that seems like a harsh ass punishment. I am absolutely perplexed at his decision to just not have anything to do with me at a drop of a dime. I am in awe that the moment I challenge his authority once and he is willing to throw me to the wolves....Oh daddy, why must you do me this way? I am a good girl 99% of the time. I know I fuck up the other 1%..and sometimes badly, but am I so bad I am worth not having around at all?
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At my Daddies request I have begun to write of my journey with him. I must say, I never thought the day would come that I would meet someone whom could speak to me so eloquently and send my body into overdrive as my Daddy has. I am far from him right now, I miss him. My body misses him. I have waited a long time for the perfect person to come into my life. I am not sure where my journey with him will lead. I do have confidence that he will show me many great things. I have kept my body in pristine condition for this experience I am about to endeavor. Not allowing it to be tainted in anyway. Daddy understands this, and now that I am about to give my body to him totally I am confident that I will please him in every way he desires. Pleasing him is my purpose now. I am up for the challenge.
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