New Adventure 4.

This would be a Friday. A normally busy day in people lives, a day we want to relax and have a good time.  Well I and a Lovely Lady I know had a wonderful time.  We had been chatting on line all day. Finding out what we wanted to do She wanted to see a movie.  I thought that was GREAT a lovely lady and a dark theater what is a guy to do J but enjoy it.  I met Her at Her home. And She sat me down and went to freshen up. She came out and was holding a bag. I did not know what to say as She gave it to me and I looked at the contents. It was wonderful. Not to be too graphic.  It’s soft and silky and She wanted me to put them on right there in the living room. I smiled and was all full of smiles as I got undressed and put one of the pair one, and modeled them for Her. I then put on the second pair.  Wow how cool was that, She wanted me to wear them for Her.  I did with pleasure and honor for She had given them to me. It was time to go and I got dressed and we went out the door.  The soft and silky feeling with each step.  We got to the movies and we went in. She got some little ice cream balls covered with chocolate.  I got a soda. We found a good seats not I the back but close enough to be in the dark.  MMMMMM  The movie did not start yet and She held up a ice cream ball to my mouth and had me eat it. OMG.  That was so much fun. I wanted to be the one spoiling Her so much and She was feeding me. I was very happy.  She held my hand and we watched the movie. She had me eat more of the ice cream balls.  I don’t know how many She had. I think I had most of the container. J That was so cool. I had never had anybody do that. I smiled inside and outside. She put my hand in between Her legs and held on to it. Not letting it move. MMMMM  I was glad to be close to Her and watching this movie with Her. When it was over and we went to find Dinner.  We walked arm in arm and find a fun place and ordered and eat. Its fun to be with Her. Its fun to talk to Her. Its fun to be close to Her. Its all wonderful.  But anyway, after dinner we went and got some ice cream, and went for a walk to the beach again. She suggested we take off our shoes and go in the water.  Well normally being the stick in the mud I would have said no it’s dark and cold and wet.  I JUMPED at the chance. I think I had my shoes and socks off at the same instant She had Hers. She had helped me roll up my pant legs.  Well She tried at least. Lol More on that later. We walked in the ocean. We played and laughed and splashed around and ran from the water like we needed to keep keeping kryptonite from superman.  Well soon we just walked in it. I held up my pants to not get them wet. Since the water was getting higher and colder. Well soon She needed me to fill a water bottle up so we had something to wash our feet off with and She said further and further into the water. Well that deep and a bigger wave came by and I got wet.  Well not soaked but let’s say my thighs were not wet before that happened and after it happened they were. LOL.  We went back and raced to the shore and got cleaned up and went back to Her place. We had to make a quick stop first and did, She wanted to make it quicker but the place did not turn out to be staffed by rocket scientists so it took extra long. I found a place to park and ran over to open Her door for Her; I got Her into Her house and opened the door for Her to get some air into Her house.  I am a bit tall, She pulled/guided me over to the steps, where She got on one of them and was so surprised, did so want to kiss Her and feel Her soft lips on mine and inside almost begged and it came out loud and I did want to kiss Her.  And She did. OMG did She. My toes curled, my hair normally very neat was destroyed and I enjoyed every second of that kiss.  I think we kissed for like 30 + seconds. It felt like heaven. And then She shooed me out the door. Wanting more. Desiring more. I drove home and smiled the entire way.  She told me to call Her when I got back to the room.  I did as She had asked and was in bed when I called Her. We talked for a few minutes and then told me I could take care of a problem I had but if I did I was not allowed to fix that same problem until She saw me again. I did and was very surprised, She has such a wonderful mind to think of the things She said she told me, things I would do for her.  Her voice is like a choir and is so sexy. Damn. I begged and begged and She allowed me to get Her present messy. She told me I had to leave them on all night and then the next day also. I did as I was told and I did not want to do anything to upset this goddess.  She called me on the way home  on Saturday AM, and that was great to talk to Her. It helped my drive back to the central coast to be happy and a smile on my face.  Well that’s all for now.  I am sure She has other plans. I wonder what they will be. Hmmmmmm..  All I know is I will enjoy pleasing Her and spoiling Her and doing as She desires and learning from Her.  We are a good couple and She is a great Domme and I am a very lucky subbie,  She has chosen me to spend Her time with. J

New adventure 3

Well today was a wild day. I am talking super wild.  The last time we had gone out it was the 2 of us. She was soft and sexy and very very lovely. This time it was something different.  I got over to Her friends house, the guy with the hot tub. Last time I kind of ignored him and I felt bad I did and did my best to talk to him He is a great guy. And takes care of Her well. I got there and started taking to him and She said it was hot and went to change.  She came out wearing a robe and then called me to follow Her. I did and it ended up in the bathroom.  She had asked me earlier in the day if I was shaved.  I use to do it myself and since I had nobody to do it. I had stopped.  She had said earlier She would shave me. I got into the bathroom and on the counter was a razor and some shave cream and an electric trimmer.  I saw it and instantly knew what She wanted, but I did not want to assume. So I did not say anything. I would have done anything She asked of me. Without question.  She did not want to do it. I don’t know why.  We left the room and went out to the hot tub. I watched Her walk to the tub, a very powerful lady and one I am finding my self getting very attracted to. We got there and got in. I undressed as She watched me. I knew Her eyes watched and I tried to make it as good as I could. I got into the hot tub. The last time we were here I kissed Her. I wanted to again a lot. But I knew that was not going to happen. She told me about me needing to crave it yesterday and I did, but did not know how to explain that to Her. We talked and talked about all different things. Her friend came out next and joined us in the hot tub. I did my best not to ignore him and talked to him a lot. He is a nice guy and I would like to know him better. We did not stay in long and he got out and we soon followed and headed inside. He had put up an air mattress on the floor in the living room and we sat down. Her on the mattress and I on one couch and him on the other one. She knows of my desires and She reads me like a book. Knowing when to push and when to hold back.  She is very very good with reading people and doing that. I was impressed. He put on a porno.  They tell me it was one of the best they had found.  I enjoyed it. D/s was a big part of it.  She asked me to come and lay down next to Her, as I did I knew this was not going to be a regular movie watching experience. She was rubbing me and talking to me and feeling me out.  She called down Her friend and they had been lovers for a long time. I have no problem with that. As long as She is happy I am happy. J She began to play with his cock and he begged for Her to stop since he was not allowed to orgasm. He begged and I wondered if I would have that kind of control. I had tried that on my own several times. But I stop when I am close. She puShed him and I saw a smile of enjoyment from Her. I knew She enjoyed pushing him to his limit and then a bit more. She had him play with Her and I was allowed to lick and suckle Her breasts. I did so enjoy that. She asked me to bite them some.  I did not want to disappoint Her and did it but was still careful enough not to hurt Her too much. I did so not want to stop Her orgasm with pain from me sucking and biting Her nipple. It was so so fantastic to hear Her cum. Damn it was like music to my ears. Her pleasure and I was able to help Her. I was happy. I kept sucking for all I was worth. Until I was told to stop. The Other man was told to go to his bedroom and I was left alone with the Lovely lady from the hot tub. Hmmmm.  She called to him and asked him for some lube.  I did not have any idea what to expect and gave it to me and said to play with my self, but don’t cum. I shook my head with a resolving yes M’Lady and went about my task to play with my cock for Her. She turned off the video on the movie but left on the sound. So I could hear the action and not see it. I think this was a blessing. I think watching the movie would have put me over the edge and failed Her and cum.  But She thought of everything.  She then got up and was going to leave me there playing with myself She leaned over and kissed me. Oh god what a bomb Shell that was.  Not long but enough to get my juices flowing and wanting more 10-15 seconds of the hottest lips I have ever tasted. I wanted more, I desired more of Her kissing but She quickly stopped as quickly as She started and went back to the bedroom. I them heard Her again, in the moans of another orgasm. And my mind went into over drive.  She was cuckolding me, and I wanted to please Her in any way I could. I smiled knowing She was being pleased and I was sitting in the living room on a air mattress stroking my own rock hard cock. I was a happy man.  She must have orgasmed 5-6 times I thought. The entire time thinking to my self what will She come back with?  What will happen next?  I never stopped the pace on my stroking only long enough to get more lub.  I felt my balls tighten up several time and slowed down but did not stop. I was not going to disappoint Her. Period, She is too special and too much of a desirable lady for me to upset or hurt or disappoint.  She soon came out and rescued me and we snuggled and I petted Her and make Her happy.  Most guys don’t like the cuddle time.   I find it so much fun.  You can whisper into Her ear and make Her happy, and see Her smile in the candle light.  I did not know if She had something else for me to do. My mind went to LOTS of different places when She came back into the room. It was getting late and I had to be to work in the am. I asked Her if She wanted anything and I got Her some water and got the blanket and snuggled Her down and kissed Her on the forehead and dressed and left. A smile on my face for doing as She desired and opening up so much to Her and Her friend.  I was tired yes, but did not sleep till I replayed each second of tonight events over in my head, on my way home and before I went to bed. Making sure I do all I could to please Her. 

I know I will have to please Her and Her friends one day and I am prepared to learn how.  I will get over my fear one day with Her help. I can do it I know. And I will. As long as She is willing to guide and help me and push at the right times to make me do as She wants.  I know I will a good submissive.   J

New experiences part 2

Well here we are again. I have some more new experiences to share.  The lady, Her new nickname is “Princess” Until I am told its okay to have Her name in my journal.  I have been with asked me to share my feelings. I am going to do just that.

In the past week, I was naked in a hot tub, went through all the struggle of that and really enjoyed myself and even kissed Her 2 times before I left.  Well I got back from my short vacation and called “The Princess” and we made a date to go out and have dinner. I saw Her and I smiled She is a very lovely lady. I smiled on the outside and on the inside. We got into my truck and went down town found a nice restaurant and I saw all the people waiting for a table. She whispered a few words to the people at the desk and we were on the way to a table.  I was very impressed.  The Princess radiates power, She knows who She is and what that means, but this was a date and not a D/s Session, a time to get to know each other better. We had a wonderful dinner, She even ordered for me. I don’t know if it was because of menu and its wording or if She wanted to help me feel conferrable.  I am still smiling you know, deep inside.  We had a wonderful dinner and then She suggested we go for a walk out to the pier.  My thoughts were, that sounds like a great idea.   I wanted to spend a lot of time with Her. I enjoy Her company and Her desires.  I have longed for a lady who can make me smile. Hmmmm..  I am smiling J

We to the pier, The Princess found an open bench and we sat down.  I am sitting here nervous, I had already kissed Her twice before, but She had told me that was a shock to Her that I did kiss Her. I enjoyed kissing Her, She helped me put Her arm around Her and we snuggled and talked. I tried to kiss Her again, She told me, I had to crave it, I was sad but I understood Her. She wanted to make sure I was willing to give Her my heart along with my mind. I did want to kiss Her a lot. But I understood Her desires. We talked and talked and that was so cool. I enjoyed it. We walked back to my truck hand in hand.  I have longed to be with a lady who is powerful, educated, smart, traveled, experienced, lovely, and a great kisser.  The Princess is all that and more.  We got back to Her home and I got out and made sure I opened Her door.  She deserves all the attention I can give Her and I really enjoy spoiling Her.  My feelings are, I enjoy Her very much, I care for Her, I want to learn more, please Her more, spoil Her more, hold Her hand, kiss Her lips and learn from Her.

I am very shy and have not been with many women.  I guess its nature’s way of taking its time. I did something wild the other day. A lady I know called me; we had been talking for a while and had chatted months before. I was in her town and she had a hot tub. Well I know I was shy, and kind of intimidated to meet her. She is a powerful Dominant and I am a shy sub.  So she basically after my hem and hawing told me to come over to her house and get into the hot tub.  Well I said I don't have a suit.  She said I wont have one either. WOW. Lots to think about here also. I am still freaking out. But I pull my head out and get my balls and got to her house.  Well it’s her friends’ house. So I get there and she is in the tub.  A lovely lady, and naked in a hot tub. I stand there in my clothes and we are talking. I am a ball of nerves here. A slightest touch and I would spring apart.  She said. Are you going to join me or something to that effect?  And again I pulled up my balls and got undressed.  Here I am. Naked in a backyard of a lady I have spoken to a few times. Naked. Wow. A real reach for me. I am not normally this free, this open for newness. Normally I study it. Plan it and then make a list for it, and then do it again in practice before I even consider doing it in real life.  I plan everything. I don't fail, because I won’t let myself fail. (Different topic, but I am working on that also) so here I am in the hot tub and talking and getting more and more relaxed. We talk for a while and I an enjoying her company and its really fun. I am smiling.  She senses it was time for me to leave.  I had been there about an hour and a half and had a fantastic time. Still my thoughts of being naked in a person’s backyard I did not know was a HUGE a shock to me.  The next day I am talking to a friend of mine and she says. Damn you’re turning into a DAWG. I said me a DAWG. I don't think so...  But maybe I am.

Hello all. It’s July and I am still looking for the lady I desire to please and spoil.  Let’s talk about Spoiling. I have seen so many ad’s on this web site who say $poiling, or generous male submissive’s wanted. I don’t believe many of them are for real or are not professional’s looking for a client.  I am looking for a lady who knows what that words means. It’s not all about the $$$$, I can spoil you in ways many people can’t.  A massage, a home cooked meal, a bath, a dessert I made for you. Flowers, a hot cup of coffee first thing in the A.M.  A back rub, a foot massage, and more, lots more ways.  All of these things given to you, no charge, just my dedication and devotion to you.  Does this cost a lot of money, No, is this trying to be a client to somebody’s profession. No. This is affection and attention, pampering, being nice, caring, devotion, and most of all pride in doing a good thing for another you care about.  I am not against spending money on a Domme, but I am not looking for a professional, I am looking for a partner.  one who can call me when she is not feeling well and wants me to come over and take care of her,  or who calls me just to say hello. Who I can send a little naughty text message too during her work day, and hope she smiles when she reads it.  One when she comes home, I can have her sit down and have her relax while I make dinner for us. One who will ask me about my day as I ask her about hers, Yes I am looking for a partner, one I can grow with as I learn my place and how I can please her. And what she wants me to learn.  One who will expand my limits and push me to be the best as she desires. One who’s thinks, it’s never late to learn something new.  Its never too late to help another, its never to late to allow a submissive to be part of you. To grow with him and to be a couple, him at her side,  for him to protect her and help her, to desire her and to hold her, to kiss her and to obey her. To learn from her, and treasure her, as she treasures you.