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| I am a major pain slut that is currently into self abuse, though would love to have someone else doing it. I do love cbt and love having my balls hurt. I am looking for any of the following: (1) Talking to other subs that like self abuse. (2) I would like to pay rent and expenses for one or more women, couple, or a select group, of cruel dominants. I would come over once a month for a weekend of extreme abuse. (3) Get severely and majorly abused in front of a group. I am talking hardcore abuse, where bruises and scars would be the outcome. Edge play would be welcome here. 4) Have a LTR with a sadistic woman, or couple. About me: I first got into bdsm before I was married, and mostly did golden showers (of which I got quite good at) and spankings from femdoms. When I got married the sex became vanilla, but I got into self-abuse on the side to make it hurt for me with out my wife knowing it. My favorite thing is to set a hard cover book on the edge of the table raise up the book, put my balls on the tabletop and drop the book. These days I have quite a few books with female authors (makes it more fun with the book smashes down) I also take a cotton swab and fuck my pee hole with it (lubed with tobasco sauce) Don't get me talking about vegetables. I pick out the biggest ones at the store to make my ass nice and sore. I do need someone to torture me. Any sadists out there need a willing victim? I am open to discussion.
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