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I think Im genuinely a nice person to be around. I can be a little strange- but mostly thats letting my geek flag fly.
I love reading, coffee, silly movies, sarcastic banter, cooking, and using flippant gestures to get my point across.
All I know right now is that Im looking to meet someone who isn't too much older than me that wants to maybe teach me.
Note: If you are old enough to be my father I'm not interested in you owning me or any of that. I don't care to feel like my life has become a daddy complex and I would more prefer to grow old WITH my Master...
This is definitely a side of me I want to explore and embrace.
I'm not seeking a Dom that wants to jump in to collaring me without even meeting me to make sure IM not a crazyperson, demands more information than I am comfortable giving, or a weekend getaway with someone I have never met, so please don't waste your time asking.
Kudos to you if you can speak Russian fluently- I wont understand you but you will have my undivided attention.
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So I have been thinking about how I interact on a person to person basis, mostly reflecting on my failed relatioships. I have only dated one dominant type male. He was, unfortunately, a bit emotionally abusive and took advantage of an unstable time in my life. He's the only guy to ever dump me.
Normally I end the relationship because I get bored with having to take control all the time.
But I get very aggressive and dominant over guys who automatically start submitting to me. I dont think I mean to- maybe I am testing them? But once they do really submit I am at a loss with what to do with them other than... well you don't need to know the details of sex. But it feels like giving directions...
Im much more fond of submitting, being able to be told "you do this for me." and getting the reactions I crave... maybe this sounds crazy but I don't masterbate because I dont really get much enjoyment from being alone and getting selfish pleasure. I get my selfish pleasures all day by doing pretty much whatever I want when Im not working or in class.
I feel like I could be wording this better...
Hummmmmm...
I want someone to fall in love with who I will worhsip and who will adore me... one day.
Though..........
For now I just want to figure out my life...
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| Age: 38 |
| South Beach,
Florida |
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