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I may not be very experienced in this lifestyle, but I
have put in a lot of time reading, debating, and soul searching who I
am and what I need. I am intelligent, easy going, outspoken, great
sense of humor, loyal, mischievous, and thoughtful person. For me,
being submissive does not mean losing my personality and becoming a
doormat with no opinions, no ideas and no zest for life. Submission is
a profound source of fulfilment for me, it connects me to my
femininity. Somehow submission is a freeing release of years of feeling
off-balance, not knowing but needing something - that was missing.
While
I think the sexual experiences that are part of a D/s relationship are
the most thrilling and beautiful experiences and fulfillment that a
person can have, I don't think that it is the physical part that makes
it that way. I think that the greatest fulfilment and power comes from
what happens mentally between the two people. Those needs are inherent
inside of some of us - it is who we are - deeply rooted, hard wired. So
if you are looking for something kinky, if you don't get "it" please go
elsewhere. Don't send me a one line email telling me you read my
profile and you want to get together. Take the time to put some thought
and effort into a response to this please.
Why do I enjoy
spanking? Although I am sure there are other ways to achieve the same
results and I am certainly willing to at the very least discuss that,
for me - being taken over someone's lap and being spanked allows me to
feel their power and strength. And I do not mean just physical power,
but mental, emotional, and moral power, which is the power to decide
what is best for me and what kind of behavior is acceptable for me. It
is also the power to make a decision about my behavior and to carry it
through to a spanking, if need be. When I am being spanked in any way I
can feel the flow of masculine and feminine energies between the two of
us. It is also a forceful establishing of each person's place. If I am
thoroughly and properly spanked and broght to tears, there is a deep
cleansing of many negative emotions, including stress, guilt and fear.
However appealing the eroticism of spanking is to me, there has to be
more than simply spanking involved.
FAVORITE QUOTE: I do not
want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly
and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over
me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his
sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don't mind working,
holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh,
God, as a woman I want to be dominated. I don't mind being told to
stand on my own feet, but I am going to be pursued, fucked, and
possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding. ~ Anais Nin
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My Ideal Person:
I am looking for someone who understands
what I am saying and needs the same thing. You must be intelligent,
have a good sense of humor, a kind and gentle heart as well as a very
firm hand. I can only submit to a man who values my strength, respects
me, treats me well, appreciates me and is worthy of my submission.
I need someone who is mature and stable and confident. You must be
observant, vigilant and wield carefully any power we agree you may
excersise over me. I want someone who is discreet, wants to develop an
ongoing friendship, and have fun together in whatever ways the two of
us agree upon together. Preferably, I want someone who wants the role
of a "Daddy Dom" more than a Master and I'm more than happy to explain
what I mean by this. I seek someone who has the ability and confidence
to handle an intelligent, sometimes brat. I need that emotional/mental
connection that comes with the exchange of power between dominant and
submissive. It takes a lot of trust. If you understand that, then it
would be great to chat and see where it goes.
CAPTURE MY MIND, OWN MY BODY
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My deep-seated, sexual fantasy is to have a partner with whom I will go
anywhere and everywhere; and never, ever be forced to wonder if he will
think less of me.
Control - his fetish and my addiction.
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| Age: 22 |
| London,
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