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| **DISCLAIMER: I AM A FULLTIME COLLEGE STUDENT WITH A FULL TIME JOB. SCHOOL IS MORE IMPORTANT TO ME THAN ANYTHING. JUST BECAUSE I DONT RESPOND WITHIN THREE SECONDS DOESN'T MEAN IM NOT INTERESTED. GIVE ME A BREAK. THANKS!**
Hi guys!
I don't really know what to say beside, that the more I read into BDSM the more I think I might belong in the life style. I tried diving right in a while back, but I know that was stupid and it just scared me. I'm backing up and trying to do this the way I need to for me. I know that sounds a little greedy for a sub, but I've been seriously hurt before. I was in two very fufilling relationships too, but this last one really hurt me.
I was once in a M/s relationship where He completely brainwashed me, and I fell for it, hard. I let him do awful things to me when He was there, and then I performed for him online and did awful things (beyond my limits) for Him on cam because He always told me He loved me. He told me He was going to help me be better and ended up leaving me more broken than I already was.
I have my share of scars, and I will share that with just about anyone. BUT this isn't the time or place, hey?
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