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It's been too long in my life since I lived as my life is meant to be. Led by another with service my soul purpose. She has been gone for four years now and though finding the company of women has been easy it seems impossible to find one who doesn't find Superman in a man who needs to be led by an owner. I am not weak, stupid, shallow or uneducated and surely I am not without rich life experience. I am self sufficient, educated, well traveled and successful by my own standards. Once I was not an empty shell but a dedicated to one woman man who thrived in slavery to a woman who captured every facet of my being. She was taken in an auto accident and her demise found me totally unprepared for a life on my own. I get by, I do what I have to, am generally outwardly happy but coming home to have nobody but myself to care for is at times painful. I love cleaning, cooking, massaging, worshiping my owner head to toe, putting out the trash, repairing things that need repair, and doing all the things that for ten years I took for granted. Being invited out by friends and going with a woman to them means we are a couple and I hate to think on those terms unless of course she is the type who is quietly head of household and Master in our female led relationship. I need to worship her, obey her and live for her to allow my friends to think I am with someone. I seek a long term, absolute dominant female to take my hand and show me a life that is loving, caring, thrilling and satisfying to me while it is simply all about her. I am in no way married to any geographical area and would travel far and wide to belong to one for the rest of my days I am open minded, extremely slave like and can live as a couple with nobody that expects anything short of a female led relationship. from a fetish standpoint I am a blank canvas and from a domestic standpoint I am very well trained, equipped and use to hard work. From a lifestyle standpoint I don't need to be public yet always follow the need of my owner and do what brings her the most satisfaction. I am not at all a big pain buff but willing to take what pleases someone I love in all regards. I will be glad to trade photos. I am five eleven avg weight have longish light brown hair and blue eyes
MistressAveline
 
 Age: 29
 San Diego, California