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Master has asked me to write about my feelings towards this lifestyle as well as how I enjoy pleasing him so I will do my best to fulfill his request but expect me to change it at some time.
I never knew about this lifestyle until a few years ago. I always knew I aimed to please because I always wanted to make other people happy. I thought of it as a curse, afterall, how come other people have the "I don't care" attitude but I didn't? Then I stumbled upon someone who introduced me to BDSM and I started researching it. Lo and behold, I found out I was considered a sub, a submissive with slave tendencies. I still don't really know the difference between the two. I just know I want to please and I want the other person to be happy with me.
Then I met Master, probably not the smartest way for a person new to the lifestyle. I had my doubts about him but not the lifestyle. I met some other doms but Master was always in the back (front?) of my mind. He sent me a message and I tried again with him. And again, and again until I realized I was addicted to him. I still remember the day I stood up and he told me to go shower and asked if I was ok. In the shower, I concluded that I have never felt more alive, happier than when I was serving him. From that day I vowed to try everything he suggested and I have but I have also come to the conclusion that there are some things I don't particularly care for such as anal. However, I do continue to try it because it makes him happy. If he is happy then I will be happy. I also know that if I ask him to stop, he will stop. Even if no words leave my mouth, he is able to read my body language and will stop.
How do I enjoy pleasing him? Anyway he sees fit is my answer but I know he expects me to expand on that answer so I will. I actually enjoy doing the one thing I thought would gross me out the most and that is licking his a**. I don't know why I enjoy it because it really is gross but I do. Trying to swallow his cock is something I like to do because I like trying to improve myself in that area. I want to make him so excited he self-destructs and the fact he shaves his balls is a turn on because then I get to suck them too. My favorite part is when he cums in my mouth and I just continue to suck. I keep going until he forces me off. Mmmm, I can't wait for the next time. Some other areas I enjoy are pussy clamps and being bound. Oh, I can't forget my friend, the flogger who sends me into a laughing trance. Oh, oh, oh, his hand. It's warm and tender but then packs a wallop and then is tender again. And his voice (swooning), deep and intoxicating. It makes me forget everything else but him. Our talks about everything not related to BDSM, knowing I can ask him anything and he won't make me feel stupid, and the hug at the end of our session. Feeling his arms around me is wonderful. I wish I never have to leave those arms.
So there you go. One really long profile which might get changed depending on Master's comments/suggestions and whether I feel the need to add or delete. Thank you for reading!
Master has asked that if anyone should have comments about the pictures that they please address him at cntowner. Thank you!
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