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Into enforced chastity , mind control and humiliation. I live in Cheshire and would like to come and do your housework. Feel free to ify me












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11/11/2016 8:03:48 AM
The pain is still  with me but I am learning to welcome it when it comes. I drool a lot through the day now and am always therefore wet. I try not to think of sex or look at women. It is difficult to concentrate on my job. 

11/8/2016 1:37:58 PM
It has been a challenging day today. I spent every occasion that I could looking at the lips of every female that I interacted with or came near by. I tried not to but could not hep imagining the lips surrounding my erect and freed cock. The women wth bright red lipstick stirred my loins the most. The pain came on each occasion that I was thinking of coming. My underpants where wet by the time I came home. My squashed cock is oozing. I feel so inept 

11/8/2016 12:35:47 AM
Anther bad night. I woke several times to intensely throbbing erections and with them the pain. These erections are night time ones and not as a result of arousal and I think they are more powerful. Yesterday I had been looking at women that I come across at work and imagining what they are wearing for underwear as Mistress told me to. I also thought about the kind of porn that I will watch next time. These activities caused me to get horny throughout  most of the day. I was at a very weak spot around 3 - 4pm when I found myself alone at work and unable to concentrate on anything else. I am starting to associate pain with arousal. Am I destined to suffer every time that i want to pleasure myself in future? I am going to try my best to not think of myself and my selfish desires today.

11/7/2016 7:29:31 AM
Finding it very hard to concentrate on work today. I am told that I must not look at porn again until Friday but to think about what I will look at. This is one video that I think I may watch: https://xhamster.com/movies/6789037/lock_you_up_in_chastity.html



11/7/2016 12:22:24 AM
I have been very silly last night . I got a little drunk and watched porn. I chose to watch  blowjob clips. I feel powerless in my device and wanted to take it out and pump it. it keeps throbbing against the cage . But the pain gets worse when I get so aroused. I went to  to bed with these thoughts and hoped that I can get them out of my head and that the swelling would  subsides soon and the stinging stop. I wish I was like a woman and able to control myself . woke up at three with a very powerful night time erection and pain in the ball l sac. My cock kept pumping as if it was trying to break the cage. I lay there for half an hour in pain until the hard on went away and I was able to drift back to sleep. 
 

11/6/2016 12:17:40 PM
Went for a walk with the family today. I had to have a pee in the woods. I made a mess due to my cock not reaching to the end of the device at the time. I drove home with stinging balls due to the cock ring. I am instructed that the pain will please Mistress and that it is better that it should not go away. I reminded myself of this to help me cope with the pain and it helped to think that Mistress wanted this. feeling horny tonight but trying to stop those thoughts

11/6/2016 3:14:47 AM
Day two: I have had my first sleep with it on. I had t wear underpants so as not to reveal myself to my wife, I normally sleep naked. It was a relief to get into bed. I hope that my poor balls will learn to cope with being squashed with  that vicious cock ring behind them. I have the largest ring on. I do not know how others manage with the smaller ones.  It hurts when I am sitting down but ok when standing or lying. When I was out last night I had to use a pub toilet to pee. I had to sit down like a woman would so I know what it feels like for them to have to sit on strange toilets that may have questionable hygiene. 

11/5/2016 10:02:31 AM
So it has been six hours now. It is at times very sore around the base at the back where the ring goes. It was particularly painful after going out shopping and driving back home. I pulled everything as hard as I could further through the ring which slightly re positioned it. It seemed to help a bit.

Mistress says that it should be easy  for  the first three or four days but then I will get frustrated. I expressed the wish that the pain will subside as the frustration increases but Mistress wants the pain to remain. I have the key in my pocket and now feel confident enough to leave it at home when I next go out which will be in the next hour or so. I am going to a family bonfire so shall not be back home until very late. I hope I will be ok 

11/5/2016 4:38:13 AM
Mistress says that I should be locked up by no later than 11am today. I got up early and put my device on a number of times through the morning. It was difficult because I was having selfish thoughts and was aroused. Mistress had forbidden me from emptying by sac before locking myself up. With the help of a little olive oil I finally managed to get my misbehaving cock into its new home enough to put the padlock on . Competed with 5 minutes to spare ! I spent a few hours  in pain around my balls due I think to the fact that my cock wouldn't go to the end therefore putting pressure on my balls. I finally managed to get it  to the end now and the pressure seems to have eased. I wouldn't have been able to put up with it all day had I not done this. I hope that I can be good and obey my instructions but it is a very long time :(

11/4/2016 4:50:21 PM
I bought my chastity device last month and tried to put it on. It was painful and I thought I was too big for it. I wasn't I was just weak. I am trying again tomorrow 

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Loriom6262
 
 Age: 18
 Mocksville, North Carolina